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Are You Coming? - Trina Teoh

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liar liar pants on fire!!!!!

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naps hit different when ur using them to avoid being alive

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If I ever loose my battle to depression, know that I fought, know that I tried, know that I did my best to overcome

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future self,

Please take time to read this when the time comes..

p r e s e n t

I know things are tough now, with the pandemic going on, some soon to be long-distance-relationship, some things to consider because next year we don't know if we're still living in the same country or what. Just allow yourself to breathe. Continue doing the things that make you happy, be with your friends, continue doing workout, and then pigging out lol. Don't stress yourself too much okay? Love yourself first in order to give love to others. Self love is important, okay?

f u t u r e

To my future self, i hope you're doing good right now. I hope you already have your dinner or breakfast or whatever. Please continue to be kind to yourself. I hope the habit of overthinking already stopped. I hope the person you are with right now is good for you, for your mental health and everything. With the 3 years that have passed, I hope you already have a stable job and home now lol (do not get pressured, okay?) you're about to turn 26 in the next few months. You're still young. How many countries have you visited? Are you happy?Do you still suffer from anxiety? If yes, then I need you to breathe right now okay? Are you crying? Just don't forget to breathe okay? Life will be better tomorrow when you read this. Today is February 13, 2021 and you'll be reading this the same day just 2024. Are movies in cinema allowed already? I miss watching movies in cinema so don't let good movies pass w/out watching it in the big screen ya hear me? Well what are you doing right now? Please always smile like I am right now. Take care of yourself. Drink lots of water all right? Okay I'm gonna end this here, it's Valentines tomorrow get your nails done or something :') Treat yourself. I love you, we got this ayt?

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victim of love bombing, gas lighting, all kinds of red flags

They may appear charming and exciting in the beginning, but this usually fades away and is replaced with emotional abuse.

This is what I'm experiencing right now.

I am so emotionally abused that I don't know what to feel anymore. I usually blame myself for being not courageous enough. But I chose this, even though I knew from the start that he's like this, I still continue to be with him.

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my heart aches so bad right now

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I’m back again,,, hurtingggg i just need to vent this out.

I am so exhausted. The situation I’m in is so toxic :’((