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Aaaaaa my first time participating!!! So excited for this whole thing 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

We proudly present Rain and Sun: A MarcNath 2025 Zine!

It’s available to read digitally for free on Anyflip and in PDF format.

The zine ended up so large, we had to split it into two parts on Anyflip. However, the full zine can be downloaded in the PDF link below.

Part 1 on Anyflip.

Part 2 on Anyflip.

Full zine PDF here.

Thank you to everyone who helped us make this zine possible! Five years running, this zine project is old enough to enter Kindergarten. Wild stuff!

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Here's a collection of the oldest stories I've ever written. Dating back to 2021-2022. There's quite a few, from various fandoms too. There's Miraculous, there's Encanto. Hell, even Genshin Impact. You know, back in the day, the 15 year old me thought she was a master at English. Now that I had to re-read every single one of these one shots, I can tell you - she was so wrong. I think that my English is still not good enough. I still have trouble deciding on which tense to use, stuff like that. Most of the time I just decide to go with a good old Past Simple. Who needs the Perfect tenses anyway. 12+ years of learning English and I still don't know what I'm doing. Anyway, I corrected these works as much as I could. There are probably still some errors, but they're definitely more coherent and overall better than they were. Enjoy!

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We’re about one month away from the release date...!

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I feel like it's so them.

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Me when ppl make my fav characters ace: 😎

Asexual Nathaniel supremacy 🖤🩶🤍💜

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This place is kinda dead my dudes if any of yall are still here let me know.

Meanwhile imma be studying to my microbiology test so wish me luck 💪💪 i hate ts.

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My take on Feveruary 2025, cause I decided I can't miss an event like this!

Even though I'm a bit late to the party. Anyways, there's like a few prompts mixed that I decided to take an inspiration from.

Day 1: "How did you end up like this?"

Day 3: "Caught in the rain"

Day 7: "I'm still not used to being taken care of."

Although most of them are more like "mentioned only", but still :)

Also, it's very short, but I had a looong long break in writing anything, so hey! It's a good start.

Fandom: Miraculous Ladybug

Pairing: Lukadrien

Word count: 652 (approximately)

"Wow. I wouldn't expect it to be that bad." said Luka as he entered Adrien's room with a grocery bag in his hand.

The model was lying in bed, shivering like crazy despite being covered by at least three blankets. It was undeniable - the flu had hit him hard. Lucky for him, his blue-haired, amazing boyfriend was there to help. After setting the bag on the floor, Luka took out a bottle of water and some pills - probably some painkillers, or fever-reducers. He went up to Adrien and helped him sit up. The heat was radiating off of him as if he were a heater. The look in his eyes was dull and compared to his usual self, Adrien overall looked drained.

"Okay, we'll need to get that fever down. How did you end up like this?" Luka asked.

"I… dunno…" the blonde answered, even though the truth was different - he knew exactly how this happened. It was a no-brainer that he would get sick after getting caught in a storm while returning from one of his missions with Ladybug. As they say, black cats bring bad luck. Guess it was true for him after all.

"Mhm… Let me take your temperature. Hang on a bit." Luka said as he went to get a thermometer out of his bag. He put it under Adrien's tongue and waited for a bit. After a while, the device started beeping and revealed the boy's temperature to be 39.3 degrees Celsius. With a concerned look on his face, Luka put the thermometer aside, instead grabbing the pills and water and handing them to Adrien.

"Take these. I'll be back in a moment." he added, running off to Adrien's bathroom, where he found a small rag and soaked it in cool water. He then went back to Adrien, who was already lying back down, and put the rag on his forehead. His face relaxed a bit - the cold of the rag was relieving, it was as if his body had been waiting all day for something like this.

"You should try to get some rest. I know it's probably hard and you're uncomfortable, but just try. I'll be right here." Luka reassured, grabbing his sick boyfriend's hand. But suddenly Adrien blurted out a certain question.

"Why… are you so nice to me?"

It threw Luka off for a moment. He was stunned and genuinely didn't know what to say. Like, wasn't it obvious? He was his boyfriend, after all. Boyfriends are nice to each other, right? Who would've thought that for a guy who always finds the right words, a question as simple as that would cause trouble?

"Well, you know. You're sick and all, somebody had to take care of you and-"

"No, I mean, like… overall? Not only now. You're always there for me, you help me out whenever I need it the most. You…" tears appeared in Adrien's eyes, yet he didn't know why. Was it the overwhelming feeling of being sick that made him overly emotional? Or was it the vulnerability that made him say it all in this moment? Was it genuine, or fever-induced?

Luka's hands trailed to Adrien's cheeks, gently cupping them and using his thumbs to wipe the tears off.

"It's because I love you." a warm smile entered his face. "Always did, and always will." he added and leaned in to kiss Adrien's forehead.

"Guess I'm still not used to being taken care of." said Adrien.

It all made sense now. After all, Mr. Agreste wasn't the best person when it came to caring for his son. Sure, he had Nathalie and Gorilla, but it couldn't replace the love only a parent could provide. At least that's what he thought, until now. The way he felt around Luka was different. He finally felt safe, he felt protected. You could say that he felt… loved.

"I love you too, Luka."

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Hope you enjoyed it!

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Looking back at this post. Almost a year later - first of all, time FLIES.

Ahhh good old times when I was stressed about passing these darn exams. Just to score very high and get accepted into my dream university. Did everyone tell me I'm gonna do great? Yes. Did it stop me from stressing out? NO.

Well I guess it's just how life is. You just... go through stressful situatuions sometimes and can't do shit about it.

Anyways, I think my life's gotten better now. I basically live alone since I'm studying far from my home town and my family. Of course I miss my friends, but on the other hand, I've met awesome people here too, so it's not that bad. Life's finally brighter.

Been pretty chill! How's life been for you? ^-^

Overall everything's great, though I've been stressed lately since I'm graduating from high school this year and the final exams are ahead of me >_<

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Something I don't know how to title

sOOO uhm

How do I start.

Hi, hello. I'm Chruper and welcome to my TED Talk.

For as long as I can remember (I mean, as early as my "adventure" with reading fanfics started) I took a liking to sickfics. My "peak" was in 2021-22 I think?? I read A LOT of these. Idk, this shit just always made me feel... something? I like it when the characters are vulnerable and others are caring for them. Overall the hurt/comfort fanfics are kinda my thing. I'm a big sucker, actually.

And now here we are, 2-3 years later - and I'm getting back into this AGAIN. I ceratinly have less time to read or write anything now, since I started university this year (time management IS rough), but in my *free free* time I continue my search for the perfect sickfic OR at least a perfect sickfic base - something I could just take and insert my favs or OCs into and keep it just for myself.

There I emerge with a question - is this weird. Like, I know that there are other people who read and write this kinda stuff, but there's always been this feeling in my head, that it's weird. Maybe cause I haven't met that many sickfic enjoyers, they just seem distant and unreal. Huh. Idk.

Also you can leave recommendations in the comments!! I'll be grateful. Maybe I'll just note that I prefer one shots. But at the same time I like them detailed, so like, long one shots are a go for sure!!!

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I forgot about this app again 😭😭

I don't really know what to post anyway. Is anyone even here anymore?

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Been pretty chill! How's life been for you? ^-^

Overall everything's great, though I've been stressed lately since I'm graduating from high school this year and the final exams are ahead of me >_<

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Well it's been a while since I've last posted anything. How's life yall?

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Cold hands

It's basically another one of my OC one shots, I just need a place to post them soooo yeah.

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Nick was the person who was always cold. Especially during winter season, when the temperatures were greatly below zero. Nick hated winter. Matt, on the other hand, was a big fan of it. He just loved the vibe, and the cold didn't affect him in the slightest. That's why he took his boyfriend out for everyday walks. Nick didn't really get the appeal, but he went along with it. After all, it's just a walk, it couldn't be that bad. Although one day, it *was* that bad. 

January 11th was the day the temperature reached a frightening -19 degrees. For Nick, that was way too cold. He was already freezing when he met up with Matt at a nearby park. The two boys walked around the park for some time and then sat down on one of the benches. Despite having a few layers on him, Nick could feel the cold too much to his liking, especially on his bare hands, since he forgot to take his gloves with him. He tried to make his hands warm by rubbing them together, which was quickly noticed by Matt.

"You cold?" he asked, although it was more of a rhetorical question, since the answer was obvious. Nick nodded and put his hands in the pockets of his jacket. Matt chuckled and shook his head "You should've told me earlier. We would go home." he said, getting up from the bench and reaching his hand out to his boyfriend. Nick took Matt's hand, also standing up. The two boys started their walk towards Matt's place.

When they arrived at the brunette's house, Matt made both of them some tea, and the boys went to his room, just to get under the blankets and cuddle. As usual, Nick was the little spoon, despite being taller. But they liked it that way. The warmth they gave each other was so soothing that they were soon found sound asleep. Drifting off to sleep together was utterly comfortable for both of them: Nick was happy to be warm and Matt was happy that Nick was happy.

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Does it count as an unhealthy obsession yet 🤔

Credits: Me

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Shoutout to that one mutual who's always liking my posts and is basically like the only person to see them at all! @maskthedwarf

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Back to school thoughts

I thought about doing posts like that each month (even if nobodys gonna see them, they'll be here for me) and just do a little vent-summary of a month.

So I started school on September 4th. It's my 4th year in high school, I graduate this year, it's stressful, final exams are coming and they're on everyone's mind. The teachers are talking about them practically every lesson. And I get it, but at the same time it's so pointless.

September wasn't all that bad. Sure, I got two bad grades, but I also got a few good ones! Also, seeing my classmates after the summer break feels nice, even if I don't share a bigger bond with most of them. I missed these people.

The biggest downside is actually my mom, cause she's a pain in the ass. Literally having a problem over everything I do, judging my every action and choice. She expects "the best of me" but at this point it started to be too much. She wants a perfect child and it's just not physically possible. I cannot maintain having good grades in everything.

Moving on, I'm having an existential crisis, because a guy who I had a crush on in 1st grade, starts to seem really appealing again. But maybe that's just me being desperate wanting a boyfriend. Who knows.

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Wow it's been 4 years since I've joined Tumblr