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girlie that's not a random headache u are dehydrated malnourished over caffeinated over stressed and sleep deprived

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THE GOOD PLACE | 4.13 — “Whenever You’re Ready”

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fiesty. that was something sara could definitely get behind. piercing green eyes aside. her own narrowed slightly as a smirk dared to pull across her lips. "i can honestly say i've never had someone call me lady before." it was obviously dismissive in its own, but sara had always been like a dog with a bone when it came to a pretty face that held her with contempt.

❝ lady, this is about as friendly as i get. ❞ @ciphcrs / sc.

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it had been a rather taxing day in the office - in and out of budget meetings, trying to keep a secret project from coming to light, and just genuinely hating the fact that the sun was out but she was stuck in the building. a vacation was needed. one that could have her in little to nothing, admiring her girlfriend's ample breast. girlfriend was still such an odd title for the other woman to hold, after everything, but hey, it was better than sworn enemy.

and speaking of the gorgeous devil, andrea was pulled from her thoughts as she heard the front door open. they had been going strong, ever since they made amends for past indiscretions (all of which were her doing, but that's neither here nor there). "they'd probably all deserve it." she spoke, turning her gaze from the floor to ceiling window to lena. it may have been a bad day for her, but the woman was ever radiant.

pulling herself to her feet, the rocks glass she had been sipping on since returning home was deposited on the counter near the other woman as she leaned in to press a kiss to each of her cheeks.

"i haven't eaten yet..." a liquid diet had apparently been in play for the night, but the last thing she was going to do was make it so that lena went without. that habit wasn't something they were going to lean into tonight. "think you can make it long enough for me to throw something together, cariña?"

everything aches. by the time she manages to open the door and toe off her heels, her feet almost feel like they sink into the floors. a sigh escapes in relief as she sets her bag down on the chair, shouldering off her woolen pea coat and finally letting her shoulders falls from their luthor-rigid posture.

"today was a bear," she says, padding from the entryway into the kitchen, toes stretching against the floorboards. "the board wanted to argue if the new research division followed in line with the 'luthor legacy.' honestly, i've half a mind to fire them all just to make my life easier."

her hands reach for a wine glass, for the stoppered bottle on the counter. she pours heavy, tipping the glass back to her lips for a solid swallow before she tops off her glass and turns around, leaning against the counter.

"please tell me there's food, because i'm absolutely starving."

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random sentence prompts  ━ from various tv shows, part 6

you saw me as someone worth saving.

i didn’t want what happened to change the way you saw me.

we’re gonna get through this. we kind of have to.

sometimes our mistakes follow us.

in fact, i did not start out a bad person.

glory’s fine. revenge is more fun.

as usual, i make the wrong decision.

i was scared. i’m just tired of being scared. 

all that rage is bad for your complexion. 

you are so sweet and naive and dumb.

curious. how many more rock bottoms are you going to have to hit before you start taking care of yourself?

i used to think a lot of shit matters.

talking makes things real. and real things end.

i wanted to be a part of your world. but i didn’t know your world was like this. 

i’m so sick of people telling me who i am.

the guilt of it all. what are we supposed to do with that? 

i don’t want to be afraid anymore.

it’s like i always used to need someone else to make me feel whole. 

you didn’t let me down.

you’re this fiery, passionate person.

we’re working to stop the monsters and to stop people from turning into monsters.

it’s important to have an exit plan that’s more than just an exit.

maybe it’s not so bad when you’re the one holding the knife.

at least i know who i am.

i’m nobody’s guiding light.

i don't belong to anybody.

i was alone. surrounded by people, but still alone.

rise and shine, we’re in hell. 

this is the worst it’s been. that feeling in the pit of my stomach.

you’re going dark on me again.

if you’re bullshitting me, i don’t care.

i never wanted to be the bad guy.

why did anyone ever do shit for me when all i ever did was let them down?

look at you, always standing in my fucking way.

your memory is like… lethally selective.

what if we end up making each other freaking miserable?

what if i hurt you? i’ve hurt people before. very badly.

for what it’s worth, i’m proud of you.

you’re the future, kid. never forget that. 

i guess i just want it to make some kind of sense.

however this plays out, i’m seeing it through with you.

you’ve done a lot, no question. but there is always more.

you believed in me when i didn’t.

this may shock you, but not everyone here likes you.

this place makes you face your demons or something, and turns out, your demons are really fucking ugly.

maybe in the end it’ll be me and you trying together. 

maybe it makes me selfish. i don’t think it makes me wrong.

there’s a whole world out there for you. go. fight for it. be brave.

i'm talking the greater good. doesn't always have to be what's best for everybody.

it doesn’t matter how shitty they are. it still fucks you up when they’re gone.

sometimes, someone comes into your life at just the right moment, you know?

stop being mad at me for wanting a different future.

you’re not like the others. but you know that, don’t you?

this isn’t pressure. it’s winning. 

i want a life where we can just… be. 

the worst has already fucking happened. i don’t think i’ve got it in me to be that scared about something that could be good.

we can’t save anyone until we save ourselves.

if you’re with me, i need you to say it.

what gives you the right to choose who lives and who dies?

i don’t know how this is going to end or what happens to me, but for whatever it’s worth, i am with you. 

why am i always doing bad things in your dreams?

you don’t trust anybody else to take care of things.

enough people have died. 

tell me you didn’t kill anyone. if you say it, i’ll believe you.

thank you for believing in me. 

i don’t wanna die.

i was just following your lead the whole time. we all were.

i’m not a hero. i’m just helping a friend.

i don’t think this is goodbye. 

you need someone to help get you there, and you have to get there.

i’m sorry you met me, but i’m glad i got to know you. i’ll never forget you.

can’t i just blame everything on my mother and be done with it?

the whole world’s haunted.

i did monstrous things. 

you’re happy. which you’re allowed to be, in case you didn’t know.

just because someone saved your life doesn’t mean you have to live the rest of it for them.

it is not up to you to carry everyone else.

put your trust in other people. in me.

sometimes, helping hurts like hell.

i just wish sometimes i had a map to figure you out.

it’s a crazy world out here, full of people who sometimes disappoint us, but it’s damn beautiful.

i’m sorry. small words for something so big.

what do you live for? living takes effort now, it takes everything. those still alive have their reasons.

the world is nothing without hope.

think about what you want. what you truly want.

the bad things we do must be done. we carry that burden so the others don’t have to.

i’m gonna screw with your life just like the way you did with mine.

this place, it’s safe. it’s good for everybody.

we take what we got, and we make it work.

they changed the game, so we change how we play.

oh my god, you killed him.

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STAR TREK: STRANGE NEW WORLDS S02E09 Subspace Rhapsody

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#so blessed. so moved. so grateful.

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CAITY LOTZ as SARA LANCE LEGENDS OF TOMORROW | S04E06, Tender is the Nate

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