citrinitxs

[citrinitxs]

hiiiiiii i have. um. bad news lol.

this blog will be under renovations

ill explain why below but tldr: i am going to permanently distance myself from old fandoms (nothing personal to my moots, im just tired of everything with it), and also work on changing my blog theme. this counts for my muse lists, dossiers, and everything.

if u want the whole explanation, heres your cue to see it. warning for dissociation, drama (lmao), controversies with vas and fandom toxicity and the like. proceed with caution, i have zero filter and my thoughts are a mess (hadnt had decent sleep today, save me)

so, its not surprising when i say that i will be permanently leaving the hoyoverse space. roleplaying, writing, art, the works. im actually stopping on rping the games associated w/ them today onwards.

the reason/s behind it are simple, because it has been piling since day god knows when: drama, fandom being a cesspool of toxicity, general interests and college (wow, shocker!)

now, this blog just existed as an rp blog. thats its main purpose. ik its smth that shouldnt have drama or wtv, but i do see a lot of things abt hyv: most are positive depending on what game we're talking, but others were........ def smth i go "ah."

it actually caused me to distance from genshin, since the only thing tying me to this game were my friends. they're still into it + hsr, and i stuck around cause hey, thats what they like. and yes, i do love the game: i muse these bozos for a reason (/aff), but nowadays, i find myself hating it. i find myself regretting associating with it with how the fandom acts. any other time before it tanked, i would've said id stick by it till the end. now? im not sure if i can.

and whats worse is how ive seen the game treat its fans. the controversies it got into, the characters becoming more fanservice-y when it wasnt meant to be for some games, and even down to fans harassing each other and leaks. as much as i love the game before, its caused me to realize i just.. dont feel that spark.

the fomo is intense, people are yapping abt whatever tf the devs got into, what each game has that others didnt, and even the most tedious story segments (ahem. hsr. im looking at you for penacony and amphoreus.) drove me mental. and it was the sign i knew i needed to call it quits.

so im cutting the line here.

i love my muses. again. i love them so dearly, i wish to never let them go. i love my mutuals who talked to me w/ mine, who i still talk to when i got the chance (you know who you are) even outside it, but.... im tired. im tired, man.

so, this is my time to dip from the stage of hyv.

now, though, im not dipping from other fandoms. i am, however, going to introduce new ones i got obsessed with (tribe nine and path to nowhere being a few lmao). this is why i said the blog will be under renovations.

im also going to return to twisted wonderland, because i have sank to the rabbit hole and cant get out. if any of u wanna interact w/ them, feel free! it'll take a hot while till i can get it sorted, though.

i will say that, though im sad to leave the game that got me to my highest, i knew its time i gotta leave and pursue better avenues for myself. (im also keeping my replycons of these mfs, just gonna zip them in a dif. drive so i dont lose the amount of work i did before).

so. yeah. this is goodbye, hoyoverse.

thank you for the memories, for the friends you gave me, and for the characters i love.

but i think youve outstayed your welcome, and id like to find something that will make me happy again.

goodbye, and good luck.

[citrinitxs]

"... Maybe I should practice cooking curry more often."

[citrinitxs]

PROMPTS FOR SUSPICIOUS CIRCUMSTANCES *  assorted dialogue for eerie situations, adjust as necessary 👻

where have you been? i've been looking all over for you.

where did you find that?

that wasn't here before.

that's it! i'm leaving!

i came back for you.

do you do this often?

if you didn't do it, who did?

i think we're being watched.

did that painting just move?

the locals say this place is haunted.

follow me, and stay quiet.

we need to get to the bottom of this.

something weird is going on.

i don't like the look of this.

this is the last time i listen to you.

i think you should see this.

there's no service in here.

where did it go? it was right here five seconds ago.

did you hear that?

this place is cursed.

they say someone died in here.

i'm not staying here another second.

do you smell something?

get in here! now!

we're supposed to be the only ones here.

those were footsteps.

someone else is here.

last one out's a rotten egg!

who made that noise?

i don't believe in that stuff.

the light's not working.

my battery is dead.

we should split up.

it's too late!

you came back for me?

is that blood?

no way. i'm not doing this alone.

we need to stick together.

hello? is anyone here?

i'm getting out of here!

the locals don't like this place.

looks like we're stuck here for the night.

that place looks creepy.

i don't like the look of this place.

who made that noise?

i don't believe in ghosts.

i'm getting the hell away from this place.

do you get the feeling we're being watched?

that's impossible.

i'm not going into the creepy basement alone.

what is wrong with you?

hurry! get inside!

there's no such thing as coincidences.

i'm not going first. you go.

any volunteers?

not sure we're supposed to be here.

come on! it'll be fun!

remind me never to come with you.

the door's locked! we're trapped!

hide! in here!

no way. i'll stay right here.

you keep watch.

i can't take another second of this.

are you thinking what i'm thinking?

when did this happen?

it's getting dark. we should camp here for the night.

i've heard stories about this place.

i'm not sticking around to find out.

this is bad. this is very bad.

i thought i lost you!

we need to put an end to this.

do you believe in ghosts?

we shouldn't have come here.

let's try the back door!

oh great. a creepy basement.

you go first.

this was your idea.

i don't want to die!

don't be such a scaredy cat.

where does this door lead?

come out, come out, wherever you are!

how did i let you drag me into this?

remind me never to come back.

that was quick thinking.

so that's it?

nothing's going to happen! trust me!

i can't believe you talked me into this.

you owe me big time.

they told me to stay away.

this isn't what i signed up for.

you never told me this would happen.

trust me. i'll get us out.

i think we're stuck.

[citrinitxs]

𝒂 𝒎𝒖𝒏 𝒂𝒔𝒌. 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮���𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐩𝐜.

what does your URL mean, and why did you choose it?

what is your blog or graphic aesthetic or motif? why?

what fandom do you primarily favour?

what genre do you primarily favour?

what are your top five fandoms to RP within?

what are you top five universes to RP within?

what universe have you never even considered writing in, and why?

if you are an independent blog, have you every roleplayed in a closed group?

if you are in a closed group, have you ever roleplayed on an independent blog?

what year did you join the tumblr roleplaying community?

what other platforms have you used to roleplay?

what was the first fandom that you roleplayed witin?

have you written original characters?

have you been a roleplay admin? if you have, did you enjoy it? if you no longer do, why did you stop?

what is your favourite part about using this platform to roleplay on?

how have your faceclaim choices changed over time?

who was the first faceclaim that was 'ruined' for you in the rpc? why was that?

how did you come across the roleplay community?

who was the first faceclaim you remember using, who for (canon or original)?

what age range do you most enjoy playing?

what gender identity do you most enjoy playing?

what have you learned by proxy of roleplaying and rp researching?

what skills have you gained by roleplaying?

what faceclaim did you start off disliking, that you ended up enjoying or even playing? how did that come about? (non problematic, a personal preference)

what faceclaim did you start of loving, and now loathe? (non problematic, a personal preference)

what faceclaim do you wish you could play, and why haven't you used them/yet?

[citrinitxs]

who wants this silly, totally not the leader of the Phantom Thieves on your inbox?

[citrinitxs]

Merry Christmas (even if its late for me, haha!) to my mutuals and non-mutuals! :D

This blog isn't dead, but I've been in a kick for Persona 5 (& Scramble, but I'm getting up to speed to it again) and Hi3 has been.... crawling in my brain........ guh, I'm afraid it won't leave me alone

I'll probably be incorporating a few muses, but here's a small update to those that are curious/interested:

I will be porting my Genshin muses to another verse, which is Persona 5. Thanks to a few mutuals I've talked to, it made me think a lot about my own Genshin muses and decided, "I'll just have them on P5 as a potential verse."

As of now, I haven't decided on anything with them yet, but they will become active again w/ the P5 verse. Consider it a miracle because I miss musing them, but standard rules still apply: namely, they will only be with mutuals. I'm not exactly comfortable w/ non-mutuals interacting, but I won't turn down any. Just notify me beforehand, and we can talk about it!

Second, since my term break is ending next month (January), my activity will become sporadic when my second term comes by. This does mean I'll be MIA for a month again or something, but we shall see if it will happen. And, well.. Let's hope it doesn't, for the sake of my sanity.

Thirdly (since I forgot to mention this, god forbid lmao), I am planning to muse HSR as a verse! I actually talked about a certain man being in it because I was neck deep in Penacony, soooo... Expect that coming around. As a heads up however, I will be using the normal replycons as it is easier for me. This goes for the Persona verse because, again, convenience (and less stress in the long run).

(To my mutual/s that I've talked to abt HSR....... get ur dms ready lmao, I'm going to haunt you in 3 business days /hj)

Finally, with all this said and done, I have a few silly plans for 2025. I've been thinking of expanding on this blog as a multi, so mayhaps you can expect a small update to the tags and new docs for the verse/s. I've always wanted to do it but I didn't have the time, so let's make that count, yeah?

Once again, happy holidays and have a happy (early) new year! Let's hope 2025 makes things go semi-smoothly for everyone (and by that, I mean it doesn't implode on us back to back. We need that more than anything.... orz)

[citrinitxs]

I want - no, I need more long term, in depth ships. The kind of ships that I can’t stop thinking about. That have a real chokehold on you as an rper. Really thought out, headcanoned and plotted ships. Where we obsess over them endlessly. Go back and forth and stay up late just to read one or two more replies. Where you can get so attached to the characters involved that you can feel what they’re feeling, the good, the bad, the ugly. The kind of ships that really make the RP experience. The ones we can really develop, see grow over the months, have long angsty threads of, but also short fluffy or smutty ones as well. Or where we can post a random one liner just to mix things up here and there! Yeah, I need more ships like that. So please, like… message… send a carrier pigeon... doesn’t matter! Because as the great t.swif.t once said… it’s a need.

[citrinitxs]

who wants this silly, totally not the leader of the Phantom Thieves on your inbox?

[citrinitxs]

I don't muse Albedo as much as I used to but HELLO?

[citrinitxs]

turn anon off. there's nothing beneficial about having anon on and spending your days constantly afraid of receiving nasty messages. turn it off and keep it off... permanently. sure, you might get a nice anon message or two if you keep it on, but all it takes is one nasty comment to ruin all the fun. don't risk it. for the sake of your comfort and your mental health, turn it off. it's not worth the risk. you deserve to feel safe on your blog, end of story.

[citrinitxs]

Enough of the trope where memory loss undoes the damage or the corruption or whatever. More content where removing memories just removes the context.

The tragedy of needing to grieve and not knowing what or who you lost or why. The angst of having trauma and being denied the awareness that it's trauma. The suspense of being different somehow and left to wonder how and when. The tension of knowing that something is off and you can't find where it hurts. The Adventure Zone gets it. Kingdom Hearts gets it.

There is an aching inside you and you don't know how it got there.

[citrinitxs]

The gang’s all here !!!

[citrinitxs]

ace detective more like ace DEFECTIVE

[citrinitxs]

hard-hitting q’s for character development… 

does your muse trust their instincts? 

what is an action your muse regrets NOT taking? 

would your muse risk themselves to save another?

would your muse kill someone if it meant saving another life?

could your muse cut ties with a loved one for the greater good?

would your muse be able to survive alone, in the wild, for a week? 

what does your muse consider their comfort zone, ie. safest place? 

if your muse became immortal, would they view it as a blessing or curse?

what does your muse consider the greatest challenge they’ve overcome? 

what does your muse consider the challenge they could never overcome?

does your muse see themselves as a pessimist or optimist? somewhere in between? 

does your muse believe in the idea of an afterlife? what does their ideal version look like?  

if your muse could redo one moment in their childhood, what would it be and how would they change it?

[citrinitxs]

𝒂 𝒎𝒖𝒏 𝒂𝒔𝒌. 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐩𝐜.

what does your URL mean, and why did you choose it?

what is your blog or graphic aesthetic or motif? why?

what fandom do you primarily favour?

what genre do you primarily favour?

what are your top five fandoms to RP within?

what are you top five universes to RP within?

what universe have you never even considered writing in, and why?

if you are an independent blog, have you every roleplayed in a closed group?

if you are in a closed group, have you ever roleplayed on an independent blog?

what year did you join the tumblr roleplaying community?

what other platforms have you used to roleplay?

what was the first fandom that you roleplayed witin?

have you written original characters?

have you been a roleplay admin? if you have, did you enjoy it? if you no longer do, why did you stop?

what is your favourite part about using this platform to roleplay on?

how have your faceclaim choices changed over time?

who was the first faceclaim that was 'ruined' for you in the rpc? why was that?

how did you come across the roleplay community?

who was the first faceclaim you remember using, who for (canon or original)?

what age range do you most enjoy playing?

what gender identity do you most enjoy playing?

what have you learned by proxy of roleplaying and rp researching?

what skills have you gained by roleplaying?

what faceclaim did you start off disliking, that you ended up enjoying or even playing? how did that come about? (non problematic, a personal preference)

what faceclaim did you start of loving, and now loathe? (non problematic, a personal preference)

what faceclaim do you wish you could play, and why haven't you used them/yet?

[citrinitxs]

hiii, I'm here to inform y'all that I am planning to go by another name (as an alias?? for this blog?? shocker lmao)

I go by Navina still (esp to my mutuals who are used to it), but you may also address me as Mireille! I've been thinking of trying out smth new so I respond to either name <3

Reason as to why? Dunno, I just find it funny and went "lol why not? I wanna do smth new every once in a while".

But yes, I respond to either, so if someone says either name, just know its me <3

[citrinitxs]

tired of running (tired of hunting. my own kind)