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Got this gold fish spinning in my head

With a charmy shape, fresh baby

Spinning around, no ways to find it dead

Inside my tank full of gasoline

About to set fire, desire

It hurts to much to be matu-sure-hore

To turn this feeling into goose-bump-bump-bump

And tap my chest hard whilst mantring

“ I must remember myself”

Guess this is the price of la-la-love

To be the slow-low-burn

My sweet fish, taking slow without a mask is hard

You’ve opened my book to the point

I'm scared to tear your pages in bed

I strangely feel like Ive got time for that

Got some time for that

Part of me wants to say all is a lie

The other one wants you close to me

The hob is broken and the fire is on

Can I play with this kiss kiss kiss

Or is it a weird weird feeling

That gives me that flying fly

I feel like I'm talking ti someone who don't want to listen to me which is not true

On my chest I fell a solid soil

To build a house

A blue print of beliefs

That my parents weren’t ready to built

I'm gay

The hob is broken the fire is on, my skull is full in gasoline where you swim

So lets burn with forgiveness

And build with new a melted smile

From every morning when I hear your voice

Your see your words through your picture

I just want to sleep with you, feels your uivar on your dreams

I haven’t seen you since last week

Why does it feel like last century ?

Wish you were gay

reference - Lily Allen - my god

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It’s always about treating as you want to be treated. From your heart to your wallet, through the hands and the feet

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You cracked down my bones

Raise up my hopes

Darted my clever hard

Silly, that melt apart

It was you, I was ready to marry you

My mom knows

But she wont know it wasn't really you

I came down MDMA

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Hear you wanted to be a bit conventional

Maybe I misheard cause your actions

Didn't show me so

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Maleas arch is such a thick street

juicy location from such a men

without determination

of showing more pics

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I am grateful for realising I need more reassurance and closeness from someone I am getting to know. I am silly, you know, I am a clown! But falling into my clone side where I feel my actions are making me feel like I am an idiot... there's only one moment I act like a fool - when I ignore my gut. PERIODT Full stop with the shape of a heart. Enjoy your flossy goals cause I've got a show to put on the road! NO STRINGS ATTACHED, ONLY ON MY HELMET GUITAR

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And even though I am in love, I am sleeping with the time on my side. Glad I am becoming a slow burner when it comes to heart feelings

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I am in love. Happy new Year 2025 🎆

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Eyes on the prize!

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For much these changes are flames burning inside me towards something bigger, I enjoy the warmth this winter. It was good to feel love for someone like I haven’t felt for over a year

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I'm certainly not thirst with all the emotions Ive been drinking inside myself. Vibrations of desire - I want to see him again x in the meantime, it has been a good exercise of independence

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If I’ve ever taken any drugs or, I’d stay in bed

It sounds quite sad, this queue

But I won’t reward this drug nerd

Do you know why?

Because if I start creating art like on drugs it feels very amazing ! So amazing to the point that if I repeat and repeat to the point that my aRt cannot live without it . And I want to live an Artist life free of guilt, and free of drugs.

Inverted cue

It’s not who you art

It’s your hArtbit

You ART your habits

You art your heARTbeats

You are your hArtbit

Don’t treat your heART like rubbish

Dear Mr president

Why don’t you take your donught for me

You said you don’t need any art come then babe

Get naked for me

Don’t be a prick if you wanna suck my dick

Cause we are animals sense

So do get out of control insisde your zone to who we are

The habits

Habits

Have you noticed vibrations is all about little shake, shake, shakes ?

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Today I came to the conclusion that when you love someone, you also need to love yourself. And that loving yourself is reflected by the space that you give the other person to conquer you x

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Sometimes I do desire power a lot. Some other days, I wish just to feel his arms in two weeks time. Maybe even marry his arms as marry the butterfly from his words that made me realise that I would be up to marry someone and raise a family…

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Life is funny sometimes. For a long time, I didn’t connect much with the idea of “the one”, which has changed inside me in the last few years. I unexpectedly met a gorgeous guy at Ravi’s party. Maybe I’m just being too intense, but I feel I could see this becoming something real ❤️

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It feels good this holiday in Finland. Go to museums and bars, sleep with a gorgeous guy, and spend the whole day in bed looking at the nowhere, relaxing in his arms. Understanding the person I am whilst we kiss, and figuring out my time with myself has been very healing and it’s not quite over.

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I’m currently at the Fairy Tale’s in Helsinki. They recommended me as a traditional gay bar and they were quite right. I’m wondering what would the fusion of the word “traditional” and “travern” would be? Maybe “Taversional”? 🤔

The drinks are cheap here, so it seems to be the guys… and their aesthetic quality. Oh well… welcome to Finland xxx