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Me coming back to the community after a 4 month long "recovery" period.

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Me at anything that’s below 10 cal:

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Friend: *pats my stomach

Body dismorphia:

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when people? try to? lift you? out of nowhere??

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Tfw you lose weight and a person comments on how good you look, but you had to get extremely ill to lose it.

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Looking at the food you’re craving even after you’ve rejected the urges to give in

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When people say they’re starving but they ate two hours ago and ur just standing there like

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my thighs: *jiggling a little*

me:

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When your alone and the palpitations start.

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Overcoming an unexpected wave of hunger

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me lying to my psychiatrist so i won’t get involuntarily hospitalized

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my last brain cell fighting to survive on Coke zero and cigarettes

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my therapist :

❝So, how’s life going ?❞

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me: i should probably go to sleep so i can be ready for work tomorrow and not fall asleep in the middle of my shift

inner me: stay up till 4am and binge on everything in your kitchen.

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my brain saw the slippery slope of unhealthy coping mechanisms and grabbed a fucking sled