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idk who still actually follows this blog but i moved emily to @arzodae !!

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considering a revamp......

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A way overdue life update

Okay, obviously I haven’t been writing much if at all lately. I’m a full time film student at the moment and I’ve spent the first 3 months of 2019 drowning in production design mockups and pre-production on 2 films + my weekends have been crewing on other films & location scouting (or just literally trying to storyboard and production design and not drown). I’ve barely had time to even write anything outside of Tumblr I have about 6 pilot ideas I want to write for my portfolio but I just do not have the time or energy by the time I get home. On top of all of this, Tumblr makes my anxiety worse so I’ve been trying to stay away for my mental health.

Because of this, I’ve decided that moving forward I’m putting all my blogs on an indefinite hiatus except for @burnedkingdom my ASOIAF multimuse, which I’ve recently revived on a low-activity hopefully low-stress basis, if you’re seeing this message & still wanna write hmu over there or on discord ( brea#5926 ). I’m notoriously terrible at overcommitting myself but I do miss the rpc and don’t want to totally remove myself from it. For a while I was considering deleting all my blogs but honestly I’ve worked too hard on them and I don’t want to do that.

I’m going to be reblogging this same note across all my blogs, but I just wanted to throw out some specific notes for a few of my accs:

For my mutuals over @stellarstolen: I love Maia a whole tone, but for some reason she’s the muse that gives me the worse anxiety and being on her dash for five minutes brings my mood way down. The last 2 years I’ve come back for the new season, however I have no intention of doing that this year. Maybe I’ll be back in the future (I love you all too much to stay away forever), but I really just have too much on my plate to deal with Maia right now. Thank you guys for being amazing (special shout out to Lenne & Yuffie <3333 ) it’s been a wild ride.

@ all my WW babies on @codeminded: WOW OK some of y’all *coughtrip&haleycough* have been around since Emily was Beth and then watched me fight becoming canon complaint (and eventually fail at that too lmaooo). I love you guys and our gc, I’ll probably be back with s3 rolls around but right now I’m still too disillusioned w/ s2 but ily.

The mutlifandom crossover mess that is @arzodae: I honestly love every character on this blog & how no one knows what books they’re from but it’s FINE I’m fine. I don’t doubt that I’ll be back on this blog at some point, ya girl spent too much time on her crossover verse bios to not revive it. For my SOA/Mayans bbys, I’ll be back for Mayans s2 I already know it, my Hanna muse is always hanging around and Liana rly never got a chance before I peaced out. @ my marvel bbys: I literally love my marvel verses so much I know I’m gonna end up showing back up for those too. ALSO @ my ASOIAF babes: if you like Cyra’s ASOIAF verse: I’ve moved it over to @burnedkingdom & changed her into Jalani (but it’s literally the same backstory as Cyra’s verse just expanded).

Lastly @silvcrbow & @incruentum: I never rly got going on these two as much as I would have wanted but I also loveeee all the people I met on them. Even if we never got to write together as much as I would have wanted I love u all.

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i kno i’m hella inactive but i met evan tonight so um hi 

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between fall classes ( two of which are studio based yikes ) and my weekends being pretty busy for the foreseeable future, i’m going to be hella LOW ACTIVITY on all my blogs. hopefully i’ll still be on fairly regularly, but until i figure out what my schedule is gonna be, my activity will probably be a little spotty !!

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i’m not dead i’ve just been watching soa for 6 days straight...

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Hey, just wanted to drop by and say that I really enjoy seeing your Emily around. I really like how you took a very vague concept we were given of her in s1 and really made her your own and developed her, even now that we have canon Emily. You're also a joy to talk to ooc and I really love all our interactions, both ic and otherwise. <3

this is so sweet. thank you so much <3

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How many people have you guys slept with?

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There are ways to get the person you love to hate you: Make confrontational comments about their friends’ bands. Smoke cigarettes around them and insist on feeding yourself whiskey sours for dinner. Refuse their help when it comes. Say, get off of me, I’m okay. Convince yourself that you are always always always okay. I am very good at this game. If you took all of those who have loved me out to dinner, they could talk for an entire meal about my inadequacies. My failures are a great conversation topic. I have many. And don’t worry if the conversation lulls. I will always find a new way to mess up.

Think Of It This Way, I’m Horrible To Love But A Great Story | Lora Mathis (via illusionswrites)

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 ✴   ℋ𝓔ℳℒ𝓞𝓒𝓚  𝓖ℛ𝓞𝓥𝓔  𝓢𝓔𝓝𝓣𝓔𝓝𝓒𝓔  𝓟ℛ𝓞ℳ𝓟𝓣𝓢.

nsfw mentions such as : blood, death, murder, threats, sexual themes may be present.

* SEASON ONE :

“   You’re so weird,  _____.  But I like it.   ”

“   This is the part where you leave.   ”

“   It’s important for me to understand people’s motivations.   ”

“   Do you worship the Devil?   ”

“   Are you a werewolf or what?   ”

“   There are no tracks.  ”

“   Stay out of the way and let nature takes it course.   ”

“   There’s no way to help him/her/them, even if we knew who it was?   ”

“   What are you not telling me?   ”

“   Nobody needs your fucking money.   ”

“   I’m highly medicated.   ”

“   How many funerals have you been to?   ”

“   WHAT IF we stop beginning sentences with those two words?   ”

“   I’m just saying, there’s the right way then there’s the foolish way.  ”

“   Guys…  look,  it’s baby bump and teen wolf.   ”

“   Nobody gives a shit what happens out here,  ‘cept us,  right?   ”

“   Do you have any idea what we may be looking for?   ”

“   Let’s split up,  I’ll go this way.   ”

“   Pull the trigger. Find out.   ”

*   SEASON   TWO   :

“   You can say what you want.   ”

“   Everyone has secrets locked behind closed doors somewhere.   ”

“   It’s been a while, _____. I thought you forgot about me.   ”

“   First you pay then we play.  ”

“   I’m not interested in damaged goods.   ”

“   How about someone who might be a type A?  ”

“   I knew there was a reason why I hated everything about him/her/them.   ”

“   You are hungry, aren’t you?   ”

“   The thirst came right along with you, there’s no running from it.   ”

“   I would give anything, ANYTHING, not to be your son/daughter.   ”

“   You,  ______,  are anything but normal.   ”

“   Before you fuck things up for all of us, come to me.   ”

“   I know exactly what you are.   ”

“   ______ is a whole pile shit of evil you don’t begin to understand.  ”

“   If you hurt him/her, I will put so much pain on you, you will never get well.   ”

“   It will end very badly for you if you don’t.   ”

“   I am going to feed your child. Unless, you want to do it.   ”

“   I was with _____ and yes, we slept together.  ”

“   Where would we be without our secrets?   ”

*   SEASON   THREE   :

“   I have a special gift for defining assholes.   ”

“   Why me?  Why not go to the police?   ”

“   I gotta know, otherwise, I can’t do my job.   ”

“   I will do everything in my power to protect you from him/her/them.  ”

“   It’s just us now, so we got to look out for each other.   ”

“   You destroyed my life’s work.   ”

“   There’s something their not telling me.   ”

“   Anything I come up with, you’ll be the first to know.   ”

“   What’s wrong?  Shut it down.  ”

“   I know it hurts, he/she/they left me to, you know.   ”

“   Find it in your heart to forgive him/them/her, I’m not quite there yet.   ”

“   You say that like it’s a bad thing.   ”

“   Are you really going to answer that?   ”

“   It’s going to be ugly and I’m going to have to live with it.  ”

“   It doesn’t work like that. I’m sorry, I can’t help you.   ”

“   It will end very badly for you if you don’t.   ”

“   You said you didn’t want to be involved, considered yourself not involved.   ”

“   You had nothing, you were nothing, you want to step to me, motherfucker?  ”

“   I promise you, we’re going to get out of here, alright?   ”

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                                              “  men fight wars                                                                                   women win them. “                                           multimuse || indie || private || as penned by brea

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psa on posting speed;

i am a slow roleplayer. not only do i get distracted easily, i get overwhelmed easily. sometimes i can’t talk and do drafts at the same time so i am sorry if i ignore your message. i am deliberate and methodical with every word choice. i like to spend my time on my writing and getting to that emotional level within myself to evoke a proper response with each reply. i’m not good at whipping out thread after thread. i never have been. i’m sorry if that’s the way you roleplay and i don’t match up, but i like to think the quality of the writing makes up for my lack of speed. thank you so much!

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              “They say dragons never truly die. No matter how many times you kill them.”                                  indie selective Hanaryo from HBO’s Westworld

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Beep beep I LOVE YOUR EMILY!!! I love reading your posts and all your notes and headcanons for her!!!

how’s my portrayal? // @polyphoniie

ahhh I love your Juliet & we definitely need more mother/daughter things!!

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"juliet signed her up for dance class when she was in middle school, and em literally just found ways to get out of it every week until eventually her mom just gave up”

I just found this in one of those old headcanon memes & I’m laughing because this was basically confirmed cannon.

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beep beep how’s my portrayal ?