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There's no such thing as too clingy. Too obsessive. Too possessive. Too needy with me. Give me all that you are. Every part of you, even the ones you dislike. Show me your scars and watch me adore you anyway.

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yeah “i can teach you” is kind and gentle and warm and comforting. it’s also hot. right

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I've made the decision that I'm actually going to try and get over them. I graduated back in September but I've been clinging onto these attachments because I've been so lonely and desperate to feel anything. All of my plans for this year got completely upturned and all I've wanted is the comfort of familiarity, something they bring. But I can't keep using this crutch forever. It's getting sad and kinda creepy. I'm gonna make an active effort to stop thinking about them, other than at appropriate times like talking to friends who are still in school. I'm gonna keep this account up because knowing me when I start uni I'll probably become obsessed with one of my lecturers but y'know making strides.

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Ooooooo im so vulnerable and pathetic right now ooooooo you wanna manipulate me so bad oooooooooo

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i can’t fix him. but i would like to suck his dick.

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There is no happiness without a happy trail....

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small talk? it was quite big to me. i love you

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Webtoon Character Na Kang Lim

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I can't breathe without you. I'm going insane with you gone. I need you to come home to me. You shouldn't be content without me by your side.

I'm going to make sure that you need me.

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you look at me and suddenly i exist again

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what i should be doing: getting over him what i want to be doing: getting under him

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me and him 5 minutes before my alarm goes off:

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need him to forcefully sit me on his lap and begin mansplaining random things to me <333

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When I was a little girl, I'd see women talking about how they're in love with a guy who never texts them back or who leaves once they've slept together, and I never understood. If they don't put in effort, they're not interested, so you should just move on. You deserve better, why wait?

I miss that little girl. She was a lot smarter than me. If she saw the shit I'm pulling now, she'd throw her lunch box at me. She'd be so, so mad we're pining over someone we can't have. It goes against everything we stand for, I stood for. That little girl swore she'd never cry over a boy, she was repulsed by the thought. I've cried over him, multiple times. I love him. And he will never love me back. But I keep holding onto some delusional sense of hope, when it's been months since I've seen him in person. That little girl would be furious. You're wasting your time for a guy who not only isn't interested in you, was never interested in you and never will be? You know that's not logical! How is a naive little girl who still looks for fairies in her garden so much more grounded than an 18 year old who's been to hell and back? Maybe I traded one fantasy for another. I preferred the old one though. Hunting for fairies filled me with wonder, waiting for prince charming eats away at me every single day. I'm rotting away in my tower, and no one is coming to save me. I think the only one who can save me is that stubborn little girl.

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