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coworker told me that our manager has (a few times) previously gone to her when im not at work/left before them and asked why i was in a bad mood
WHAT bad mood 😭 i told my coworker sometimes im just too tired to be cheery and keep up a smile and she said she just assumed i was stressed because of my schedule but that ive never externalized any anger or anything
am i not allowed to be tired?? is my tired state so different from whatever mask i typically wear that im perceived as angry??
#this is so.....i try so hard to appear Nice and Polite and i guess when im tired and i cant bring myself to make conversation or really big#expressions i look annoyed or angry?? i try to monitor my tone though so even if i am giving shorter responses they dont sound clipped#is it not working??? HELP
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"came back wrong" you could not come back wrong even if you tried. you've changed, beyond recognition, but while my eyes may not know you, my heart still does. i love you.
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i hope that in 2025 u get to take more walks, read more books, connect with more people whom u love and who love u, achieve ur goals (even if ur goals are having no goals and just living in the moment), exercise fun hobbies, move from a place of self-direction, and weave together a beguiling assortment of beautiful little moments. remember that no feeling lasts forever. love u
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cw: weight, body image
trying to figure out what a healthy/baseline weight is for me is so odd. it's been up and down for years due to mental health and medication so i dont even know where id 'naturally' sit? if that's even a thing??
also trying not to tie self-confidence to it is. hmmm
#putting shit in the tags too ---------------------------------->#for context: lost like 15 lbs from not eating or sleeping and being constantly stressed for like a year. objectively bad.#brought me back to my weight pre-lexapro. but i also hadnt weighed that much since freshman year of college when i was essentially a child#cut to now and it's been a year of a new job + grad school + 6 months of no wellbutrin (which may have assisted in weight loss)#and im back to pre shitty job weight#i dont really think the wellbutrin was doing anything for me anymore so i dont have a reason to go back on it. also havent seen a doctor in#a hot minute.....#theres no point to this i just dont want to have this convo irl rn. weird feelings of shame and embarassment for not being consistent in#anything. i also have been avoiding the scale for months because i dont need to worry about weight. i could tell id gained some but ive bee#nonstop in school and work and havent been exercising or cooking for myself (two things i genuinely enjoy!!)
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something no one prepared me for was being asked by strangers if i have kids
#im shocked every time it happens#and i guess i understand because. people my age ARE having kids.#but every time my initial thought is WHAT
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[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame
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hey friends, did you know that eating a full meal gives you energy and the willingness to do things?? enjoy this essential tip on the house ;)
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Being a flop changed my life. The world is not my oyster, I am glowing. I walked into a pole this morning. There's very little I wouldn't do for $1,000
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A major pattern I've noticed in my depression is that the less I do, the less I do. It's a downward cyclical thing. I feel better when I make myself be productive (not Productive(tm) just like, taking a walk, tidying things around my house, going out). I feel worse when I sit and do nothing but scroll on my phone. But the more I sit and do nothing, the harder it gets to do anything. I've been trying to break the habit with a more structured routine where I take a walk every morning (even when I don't feel like it) just to get myself moving for the day, and it really helps.
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I feel like ODD being an official disorder in the DSM should be the thing that makes everyone go “hm” about how psychology is practiced
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can everyone do me a solid and stop using 'girlie' in a gender-neutral way. or like, maybe dont assume everyone is cool with it
#it has fully seeped into offline language#got told 'oh right! cause you were a lab girlie' in conversation the other day when i was bringing up my old job#dude just say 'you used to work in a medical lab'#a lab girlie....what is that#just say lab technologist that was my title :))))#pointlessly gendered. annoying. and like weirdly cutesifies the position
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