confused-queer-talks
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An account where I post my thoughts. my main is @constantly-confused-queer Blogs centered around depression, suicide, eating disorders, etc., DNI. You will be blocked. This is not ment to be a negative area, nor do I want it to be associated with one
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#god. i hate myself#im the worst person i know#im so useless#i wish i could just fall asleep and never wake up#that wpuld be best for everyone i think#i cant even get myself to eat#what the fuck is wrong with me#i want to dissappear#i wish i could just dissappear
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#sigh. i need a dick#i need to be able to fuck my partner#or just. anything#i need to be able to fuck something#i want a dick so bad
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#god. i havent felt this shitty in a while#greif really is traumatizing i guess#cannot remember the last time i cried this much in one night
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#sometimes i remember that my friends dont care about me as much as i care about them#and it really sucks#theyre some of the most important people in my life but to them im just. there#im just someone they hang out with sometimes#and ive always been that for people but it feels different now that i have people who i really fo care about#i wish that people loved me the same way i love them
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#you know you need the antidepressants back when missing theater makes you want to relapse#im not gonna. cause thats fucking stupid#but god i miss it#i miss feeling needed and productive#i actually had something to contribute to and a community i was a part of with people who liked me#i didnt realize how much i missed that#and i was good at it!#i miss being good at something
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#i think im the most useless person ive ever met#ive spent almost the whole day in bed crying for no reason#i dont have a purpose#everyone is moving on and doing things with their lives and i can hardly make it through the day#i feel like everyone would be better without me but im too scared to do anything about it#i know im only feeling like this because of lexapro withdrawal but its still so hard to deal with
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#ive been feeling like shit all day. im so tired#i wish i could dissappear and have nobody care#that would make this all so much easier if bobody cared#but ibknow they do and that makes it hard#i dont want to be here anymore. why do people have to actually care about me?#im not a good person. im not worth caring about#i just want to disappear#i dont want to exist anymore. i dont even want to die i just dont want to live like this anymore
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Going through my art account, I remembered why I dong look at my old art. It's so bad
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Decided to draw Varian for the first time in a while
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Haven't done lineless stuff in a while, but I thought it might be fun to try again
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Haven't posted here in a hot minute, but here's some gays in pretty dresses to make up for it. Click for better quality
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Repost cause I forgot to clean up the rain before posting, but uh. Felt like drawing a certain cotton candy haired lesbian
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I drew Raine, cause why not?
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Forgot to post this here, but I wanted to draw Amity a few days ago and got a little carried away
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Decided to try drawing Eda and Amity for the first time. I love them
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Decided to draw Iris in a dress. For some reason, drawing my ocs fancy helps me with their character design. Also, I've decided that her color is now dark blue
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