consuming-unhealthy-particles

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

Evening doodle

Chat, i miss him sm

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

THOUGHTS

Lucanis matters as a character/companion because he’s written for the quiet ones. The Ace ones who rarely get represented in games. The ones who flinch from touch, feeling unworthy of love or care. The ones who didn’t get to be saved from their abuse. The ones who were always strong because they had no other choice. And now, he’s soft because someone like Rook showed him he could be. Someone showed up for him, maybe no one ever showed up for you the way Rook does for all the companions. And that's why games are so important because they can be healing for the player, Lucanis was that for me. Am I completely patched up? No. I don't think I'll ever be, but every time I show up for him, as Rook, it fixes something, it helps me, helping him.

And I will be forever grateful to BioWare for giving me this 💗

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

wip2 :)

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

Eeeee! I was lucky enough to nab a commission slot from the amazing @anemonetea this month!

Felana de Riva and Illario being catty bitches at some fancy Crow party post-Veilguard.

I wonder exactly who they're mocking?

(It's Viago let's be real).

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

Friends, Foes, those who have yet to become either, I present to you,

The Hunt Ball

You could say I really had a ball with this one.

A commission for the lovely @fuschiarulerinthebluebox, in which their Rook, Sabine, gets a little more excitement for her birthday than they bargained for.

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

must've been one hell of a party

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

✨ Better late than never ✨

(you may also view this in full if you wish to! ) While I can't call this a direct fic fanart since I added my own flair to it, it's definitely inspired by this very sweet fic by @sourfacedlemon - thank you for writing and sharing such a delightful story!

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

The Illario time-out bird cage codex art still makes feel something

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

Oh, Lucanis, I just know you would have thrived in a morally gray, complex Veilguard. How you would have loved defending the evils of your institution through gritted teeth from years of conditioning and being far more unhinged about how much you enjoy the act of killing without guilt.

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

Lucanis combat aniamtion

src

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

the first time and the last

many years later

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

real or not real, after all this time, does it matter?

continuation of this I guess

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

literally how boring and dull do you have to be to dislike codependent relationships in fiction like where is the passion where is the devotion where is the worship that inevitably corrupts and destroys one if not both of them

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

He GIVES the best hugs, no past tense, I refuuuuse that, and I needed to see these hugs realized so, here, indulge 💖

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

got hit by this banter between Taash and Lucanis while playing today and it's so goddamn funny (ofc it doesnt go exactly like this, but I had to adapt it to this iconic meme)

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

CW: Snake, Blood Ossuary Ossuary Prints and Merch >> Here! This thing has been inhabiting my brain for months and I'm finally glad its down on paper 😌 Now to move ahead with commissions.

[consuming-unhealthy-particles]

we all know about this artbook page, right? Right?? right? RIGHT