cosmicdeviance

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sometimes i really wish my parents werent alcoholics

like it breaks my heart when i see my dad drinking himself to death because there goes one of the most creative minds ive ever known just folding again and again to the same weakness and god its depressing

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Switzerland the perfect country

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hazmat suit with “JUICY” bedazzled on the ass 

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In every single nightmare last night, I did and allowed things that I was uncomfortable with and still did them anyway because I was back as a weak version of myself who was unable to stand up for myself, and I remembered how rapey that felt to be that weak and allow so many situations and this morning I’m sick to my stomach and it won’t go away and I want to be aggressive and fight people just to exercise my right to because I feel like I stole it from myself

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“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.

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If you thought I wouldn’t find a way to reference Britney Spears in my very serious Honors thesis,

You’d be wrong

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engagement rings ranked by their ability to break someone’s nose

a pretty standard arrangement for engagement rings. a raised stone is better than nothing. 3/10

a lovely, simple, elegant wedding band. a classic anybody would be pleased to get married with. useless in a fight. 0/10

huge. tacky. kinda pretty tho. but look at that raised diamond in the center. you could easily break someone’s tooth with this. 7/10

also huge and tacky. at first glance you’d think the rounded edge might not cause much damage but look at how those rows of diamonds are raised in the second view. you could really rip up someone’s face. 9/10

this one is almost elegant. no sharp edges, but it’s solidly built. you would cause more damage with the ring on than off, which is a solid basis for choosing an engagement ring. 5/10

a lovely design, i enjoy open filigree. however im not sure how said filigree would stand up to the impact of being slammed into someone’s face. 2/10

the twisting design is pretty, but im not entirely sure that socking someone in the jaw wouldnt break off those stones. it looks somewhat reinforced but do you really want to leave the Punching Power of  your engagement ring up to chance? i wouldnt. two raised stones tho. 6/10, pending experimentation

HAHAHAHA holy shit. thats Five raised stones, with reinforced prongs, for maximum damage at any angle. i highly recommend this ring both for its sapphire centerpiece and its capacity for causing pain. 10/10

there’s not even a stone, its just gold which aint exactly the hardest metal in the world. just fucking stay home if you’re not going to take this seriously.

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someone reminded me yesterday that to be better in the future we also have to forgive ourselves for the past. it’s hard to focus on becoming better when you’re caught up in how things have gone poorly before.

the year has ended. the new year begins. to be able to change our actions, we have to change our thoughts.

we return by renewal. each moment is a chance to make the mark, instead of miss it. you can choose to value yourself for your potential instead of denigrate yourself for the past.

teshuvah isn’t supposed to be punishment.

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someone created a random generator that creates randomized inspirational quotes overlaid on random images in a soothing fashion and each and every image is comic gold

it’s pretty much the best thing ever and here are some of my favorites so far

so good

I’m getting this one made into a motivational poster for my home office

PLEASE GO MAKE SOME OF YOUR OWN RIGHT NOW

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im finally happy with myself, do i really want to do this and jeopardize everything? 

but financially im heading downhill steady and cant keep up so eventually ill have to anyway and id rather it be my choice

the only time i feel guilty about it is when i dont absolutely HAVE to do it. i was fine when i was homeless and when i was buying stock but when i was doing it to party thats when i was suicidal

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desperation, uncertainty, sexuality, im confused