coyote-dysphoric

[coyote-dysphoric]

Incredibly dysphoric day. Huffs like a sad dog

[coyote-dysphoric]

Fellow shapeshifters, I need help!

I am trying to work on my AAC board, but I want to draw my own symbols for it. I have around 4 versions of my base self, plus I would gander around 100 more forms.

[coyote-dysphoric]

Do not send me fundraisers.

You can call me Coyote, it/its. Please talk about me as if you were talking about a minor or a canine, not an adult human. (For example; "man/woman" ❌ "kid/teen/boy/girl/coyote" ✅)

I am intersex, genderfluid, and disabled (physically and mentally). I am otherkin, objectum, delPOSIC, multiself, the host of a system, and an age regressor.

TransIDs: Agefluid (kidult, permakid, permateen), altersex (bigenital, faunagenital, multipectus), transfangs, transfreckles, transheterochromia, transhighschool, transspecies (shapeshifting werecoyote) (Explained under the cut!)

DNI: Anti-endogenics, pro-transitioning transrace, pro-transitioning where it would cause more harm to someone than good, transautistic, transintersex, transharmed, transharmful, radqueers, and anything other than anti-contact for paraphilias that could cause harm.

My age is fluid. The oldest I feel is a younger age combined with an adult (a kidult). Generally, I am mentally between 15 and 18. Being treated like or called a kid or a teen gives me a lot of euphoria.

I don't feel comfortable describing my ideal genitals and sex to people I don't know well, so I'm not explaining further than what I have listed.

In my most human ideal form, I have fangs, freckles, and heterochromia. A lot of these follow throughout my forms.

I am extremely dysphoric about no longer being in high school.

While I have many kintypes, I always default to coyote, even when I'm low energy and my phantom shifts end up being a vaguely defined blob form. However, I often take the form of an anthro coyote, or generally a human with coyote attributes.

[coyote-dysphoric]

OMG I've never met someone else with the same dysphoria (is it dysphoria??) as me!! I have different reasons but I thought I was the only one who missed school!

i lowk wish I was still in school. Like I get so upset realizing that I can't just do the same routine everyday anymore. I'm not in college rn bc I'm BROKE but even if I go there it won't be the same. No more skipping phys ed, no more shoving around a crowed hallway, no more cafeteria food (which was SO GOOD at my school), no more trying to get the teacher to delay the teaching by yapping with them, no more lockers, no more griping about wanting to leave, etc.