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i’ll say it a hundred times because some of you need to hear it a hundred times but the trick to liking yourself again is learning new skills and hobbies or returning to ones you had. it makes you so confident learning new shit all the time.

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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art will save you, being unreasonably passionate about something niche will save you, letting past sources of joy show you the way back to yourself will save you, earnestness over composure will save you, the natural world will save you, caring for something bigger than yourself will save you, daring to be seen will save you, kindness not as a whim but a principle will save you, appreciation as a practice will save you, daring to try something new will save you, grounding will save you, love will save you, one good nights sleep will save you

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Goodnight

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u survive literally every single event in your life & still every time a new event happens you feel like this is the event that will kill you and that you will never move on from but actually you will continue to survive like you always have bc u have a 100% win rate of surviving events. btw

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beautiful women will be like “i baked a cake” and you will say “oh ? what flavour is it” and they say well its a honey rosewater apricot pistachio cardamom vanilla fig jam earl grey poppyseed orange blossom extra virgin olive oil chiffon sponge soaked in raspberry elderflower champagne lipgloss pomegranate matcha ginger blueberry cherry blossom magnolia petal almond passionfruit persimmon syrup with whipped amalfi lemon limoncello ricotta goats cheese honeycomb black pepper bergamot lemon thyme lemon balm rosemary chantilly whipped cream cream cheese feta cheese italian meringue frosting . like ok. i want to spend the rest of my afternoons walking around inside your beautiful mind like a garden

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compilation

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feeling stagnant in life . So walking more. Taking new directions. Reading more. Eating nice food . Trying to figure things out slowly . What resonates , what doesn’t. What boundaries do I need to set with people, w work. Am I taking enough time to rest? Im deffo in an introvert mood. I have been for the last month. I don’t feel like I have anything particularly meaningful to share . But I guess my relationships r not defined by just what I can say. Anyways feels like im going through a rebirth !

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Margaret Atwood, from Paper Boat: Selected Poems; "He Shifts from East to West,"

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Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

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Ocean Vuong, “NPR” (via @ coolcatkylie - Pinterest) // Linda Pastan, “Five Stages of Grief” (via @ Amandagnagy - Pinterest) // Sarah Kane, “Crave” (via @ shesalady1984 - Pinterest) // via @ revnardent - Pinterest // via @ dissociativecollective - Tumblr // Notes from an exhibition by Patrick Gale, page 36 (via @ chelseajayne01 - Pinterest) // Ada Limón, “After the Fire” (via @ havingapoemwithyou - Tumblr) // Jamie Anderson (via @ emmagarcia868 - Pinterest) // “Aristos: The Musical” (via @ mahiii24 - Pinterest) // Heidi Priebe, “As Long As There Is Love, There Will Be Grief” (via @ deadpoetswilde - Instagram)

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it will consume me in the end, and i can’t do anything to stop it

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ada limón, ‘salvage’ // broken social scene, ‘anthems for a seventeen year-old girl’ // v.e. schwab, ‘the secret life of addie larue’ // lorde, ‘ribs’ // my search history // @/delicatethunders, tumblr

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the balance between becoming someone new but staying true to who you are

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eat croissants listen to old cheesy songs and remind the people u love that u care about them

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