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[crayonproject]

LVL 2 SAKI ALTERPACK !!

Name(s) : nico, mimi, annika, lunette, bella

Prns : she/her, they/them, popcorn/pop, he/him

Sexuality : bi-lesbian aceflux

gender : librafemasc

Age : 16

Role(s) : medical trauma holder, social alter

Sign off ideas : ⭐, 🍿, 🍮

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Hobbies : drawing, cooking, gaming

Personality : can be shy at first, but can open up over time, is quite mean when in stress tho, but will definitely apologize after.

Likes : nice hospital staff, kisses on forehead, being looked after

Dislikes : people that can't take no for an answer, mean hospital staff, nightmares

Mbti : isfp

Kins : Barbara from Genshin Impact, Scootaloo from mlp

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[crayonproject]

(DO NOT SEEK OUT THE USER IN THE SS)

(DO NOT GO AND HARASS THIS USER)

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What.the.fuck.

Im sorry but being fucking hospitalized isn't a "aesthetic" being a hospital patient isn't a "aesthetic"

Being fucking sick ISNT A AESTHETIC.

People's reality isn't you're fun little roplay.

"Transhospitalized" "permahospitalized"

And wtv else

Isn't real.

You are either in the hospital or you aren't.

Being in and out of hospital isn't "silly hehe aesthetic" No.

Its watching exhausted nurses run back and forth between all shorts of severity level patients. Witnessing all shorts of cases including critically hurt patients.

Its being in uncomfortable hospital wear with thousands of uncomfortable wires to different machines trying to keep you in stable condition, for long periods of times.

Its staying up late nights watching hospital TV because of insomnia episodes.

Its being so homesick you cry multiple times a day because you wanna be anywhere but the hospital.

Its being picked at, poked at, proted at.

Its having professionals rush around you as your stability becomes severely unstable and dangerous.

Its having many different tiring uncomfortable tests.

Its being given thousands of different pills and fluids that drain the life out of you but, "its okay" cuz it helps with the psychical pain.

Its being put in scary uncomfortable machines.

Its hearing people die around you.

Its witnessing other patients in critical condition who probably won't make it long.

Its far from aesthetic. It's fucking traumatic.

Can disabled people be on socials without dealing with people making their illness aesthetic-

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(Poor english warning)

This is a BAH blog, but I see this more of a science project if that makes sense, I am very into manifestating and I also happen to have DID, and I came across a bah blog, I thought it was stupid at first then I thought about it, and I want to know if it works or not! I wanna try manifesting onto (? Idk the wording) the fragments in my system just to see if it works (ノ^_^)ノ I basically think it can MAYBE work if you manifest having the fragment form into your desired alter.

I am a "anti endo" or wtv, I simply don't believe "endogenic" exists, but endos are free to interact since I basically stole their space by making this sort of blog (　；∀；) sharing is caring am I right, but please be kind to me I wish no harm unless you spread extremely harmful misinformation and/or harass me :3 (if there is a better term for what I believe pls tell! And don't say neu endo)

I can do two "levels" when it comes to "building" the part(or headmate)

Level one : name, age, prns, sexuality, gender, roles, personality, face claims, sign offs etc

Level two : includes everything level 1 has, hobbies, mbti, kins, likes, dislikes etc

WILL 𝙉𝙊𝙏 DO ANY RADQUEER STUFF!!

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