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Are you really obsessed with your darling if you aren ‘ t hoping to steal their things from their room and putting it in your shrine you have of them . Stealing his underwear , his used tissues , toothbrushes , razors , fingernail clippings and hair .

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There is nothing I hate more when it comes to you is when your attention goes to someone else . When you stop looking at me . Let your eyes wander away . It makes me want to do the worst things to you .

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Don ‘ t you just fucking despise everyone who gets your darling ‘ s attention . It makes you so violent your heart hurts and you feel like you have to fucking strangle that person in front of them . Why is some stupid cunt getting your fucking attention when I ‘ m right here .

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violent tendencies , toxic behavior , indulgence in intrusive thoughts , venting, mental abuse & manipulation , stalking talk , suicide idealism , yan behavior , religious themes , cannibalism . etc

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I ‘ m going to beat him until he ‘ s bruised and crying out my name . Truly why does anyone think they deserve him . He ‘ s mine and you can never have him . He belongs to me . You can have your little crush on him and want him but you will never have him . I will break him down in ways that would be considered inhumane just to keep him in line as my good boy . If I have to make him fear me then I will but he will always be mine .

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When I miss you I think about sneaking into your room . Searching around for anything and everything . Taking your shirt or worn underwear just so I can take it home to smell when I miss you . It makes me feel so good and comforted .

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I love you . I love you so much I don ‘ t know how to act . I feel my heart aching and hurting , yearning for you . To be with you . To be one and feel myself in your skin . Our hearts pressed together with you in my arms .

I love you more than I can say . It fuels me and it makes me strive to do anything and everything to see you happy . Even though you ‘ re so pretty bruised and broken down .

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I love you , I love you until my heart stops beating . I love you even beyond that . I love you , I love you enough to leave a trail of bodies , who thought they have a chance with you . They never stood a chance . Not when you have me .

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There is no until death do us part , I ‘ ll haunt you until we reunite . I ‘ ll make you see me everywhere , I ‘ ll be in your dreams , warp your reality until you can ‘ t take it anymore and return to me . So we can be together .

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When have my eyes ever strayed from you . When has my love ever failed for you . When have I ever said I needed anyone else ‘ s attention or anyone else for that matter . Tell me Angel , when have I not wanted to cut you open and kiss every organ inside you . Just for my lips to make contact with everything about you until I consume you wholly . Can ' t you see my love is devoted .

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I love my boyfriend . So much that I ‘ ll bend over backwards and turn myself inside out to see him happy . And I can ‘ t tell if it brings me more happiness to see him clinging to me after having beaten him with tears in his face and bruises on his body .

When words fucking fail , I ‘ ll show with actions . Clench your jaw so you don ‘ t bite your tongue . Don ‘ t expect me to stop until I ‘ m sedated .

Tell me you love me . Cry out my name Till .

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Isolating you because you ‘ re mine . Keeping your attention on me makes me so happy , happier than I can say with words . Keeping you away from people who don ‘ t deserve you , I ‘ m only keeping you safe .

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You ‘ re so pretty but you ‘ re even prettier with bruises all over your body . Your blood all over me and apologies spilling from your lips . You ‘ ll behave after this , it ‘ s just a well needed lesson .

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Such a pretty crier . No one but me should see you cry , I want to lick your tears and collect them . Take pretty pictures of you sobbing with a face full of salty sweetness , all for me .

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God I fucking hate everything and everyone , If I could control everything to a tee then there wouldn ‘ t be so many fuck ups and annoyances in my life .

Sometimes I just can ‘ t stand people ‘ s existence no matter what . Sometimes I ‘ m just so randomly filled with anger that no one is safe from it .

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I love you I love you I love you I love you . I struggle , at times I struggle so badly . The fear fills me and I can ‘ t fathom losing you , it ‘ s the last thing I want . So why do I sabotage myself , I can ‘ t help it . I can ‘ t it hurts I feel like dying .

How hypocritical of me , how stupid of me . I fear it . You would realize you are bored with me and leave , do I be pathetic and cling on or do I let go . I can ‘ t let go but my pride . My mind is my greatest enemy , am I meant to suffer alone .

You would realize you can do better or that you had done better without me . That I was the worst , that nothing about me was truly special that I was not what you wanted , I was not enough . And you find that elsewhere .

Stupid so stupid to think like this . Instead of talking to you I am back speaking into this . You deserve better .