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Italo Disco
September 8, 2019
3:31 AM
Elyza Andrea Chavez,
This would be the last time I would ever write down anything about you.
I just wanted to thank you for everything. Whatever it was we had, I know it made me happy. I hope it was for you too.
I have deleted our pictures for I knew I had to, but the memories will remain. Keep the memories. Most of them were good. Recall them if you want to learn.
I know I had my shortcomings at times. I will note them and learn from them to be better the next time around.
Just know that I do not hate you even after all that.
I will be laying off this pursuit of this nonsensical emotion called love for a while. I am tired. It has been almost a year since I was introduced to dating apps. Sadly, things never worked out for me. I will seek no longer.
I was mistaken when I thought we could see this through. I will turn my attention to the future I have within reach. I will reinvent myself to become the best version of me. Hope you do too.
Maybe someday our paths will cross once again in the aviation industry. Maybe not. Whatever path you take, I hope you life a happy life. I wish nothing but the best for you. Achieve your goals even if I am not by your side. Good luck, historian.
It seems that I could not make a full stop on this flight, just another touch-and-go.
Now we're written in history
We closed the book we opened up
There will always be a place in my heart
But baby can't you see we were meant to fall apart
It started with Apollo.
It ends with Italo Disco.
This has been your captain, Crister Auddie Lopez, signing off.
3:55 AM
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It's been more than a week since these pictures were taken, but I still haven't gotten over about how cute we look together. ❤️
I hope we would still be when we're grey and old. 👴🏻👵🏻
I know, I know, I probably shouldn't jinx it or something by looking forward to things that may or may not happen but hey, I'm not just dating you for a short run. I am dating you because I want to be with you until the end of our days.
It's up to us to make things work.
And hopefully, we will. I believe in us. 💕
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Terrible Things by Mayday Parade may be a sad song, but there is one line in it I want to dedicate to you.
Just one, and here it is:
Girl, can I tell you a wonderful thing?
Know that each and every day, I am so grateful for having such an angel in my life.
Even if we are not the kind of couple who talks to each other every minute of every day, knowing that you love me sets my heart at ease and the mere thought of you is enough to put a smile on my face.
I am so lucky to have you, love ❤️
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Art
My girlfriend is an art lover.
She loves museums and art galleries.
Every artwork reflects an artist's expression and she knows how to appreciate it.
Her favorite has to be the macabre ones.
She herself is a work of art.
I could fixate my eyes on her all day, admiring the beauty that is Elyza.
Not everyone may see it. At times, she does not either but I most certainly do.
For all that you are, I can only admire for I do not hold the brush nor chisel that molds you.
Please know that you are appreciated.
I guess that makes me an art lover, too.
Thank you Pinto Art Museum for the wonderful experience yesterday. We most certainly enjoyed our stay.
This amazing work of art wearing white just turned a year older today.
Happy birthday, my love ❤️
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Someone's rocking that hairstyle!
Make way, Hayley Williams 💁🏻♀️
My girlfriend looks absolutely stunning urgh 😍
Life may be a misery business, but you are the only exception 🎶
My heart is yours ❤️
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Why
A while back, you've asked me why is it that I love you. I wasn't given ample time to think about it thoroughly. I have thought about it for quite some time now and maybe I can tell the world why.
With you, I can be honest with myself. You can accept me for who I am. You let me be who I am. All I can remember is me trying to be in my most socially acceptable behavior when I'm around the people I like for the past few years. With you, however, I can show both the good and bad without the fear of judgment.
I know I can't lose you. You have been important to me for as long as I can remember. Why? I'm not totally sure myself. Maybe because you were someone who understands me, someone I can relate to. Someone with the same wavelength as I.
Even way back then, I couldn't even stand of the thought of someone hurting you. You're too precious and you're a good person despite how twisted our humor can be. I want to be the one who treats you right. I want to be the one who sees all your scars and still love you for who you are. I know, I know, at times we fight and I do hurt you but I learn to be better afterwards. With you, I want to be the best version of myself.
It's you I want to grow with. You strive hard for the things you've always been passionate about and the same goes for me. In the near future, I want us to reach our goals together. All kinds of goals. The personal ones, the ones we planned with our closest friends and family, and of course, the ones we have planned together. You got my back as much as I got yours.
You don't tell me how to live my life. You held me by the hand instead of by the neck. You understand as much as I do that we have our own lives to live outside our togetherness. Before we came to be, we were in the lives of others and we don't take them away from one another. Instead, we aspire to be a part of each other's worlds. You met my friends and I met yours. For the first time in my life, there was someone who was willing to show my friends who we were. I get to be their friend/bro and at the same time, I get to be your partner. Speaking of friends...
You get to be both my best friend and partner. You know, it's not all romance and stuff all the time. Sometimes it's just us hearing each other's opinions, spilling some tea, laughing at the dumbest shit we can find. It's as if nothing's changed from where we were but we just took it to a whole new level.
You're this person I've always wanted what's best for. I want you to always be taking care of yourself, I want you to always be okay. I know I times that can't be possible so I want to do what I can for you. You're this person I want to care of, the one I want to be there for.
You make me happy in ways I cannot express in words. Your eyes have had their fair share of tears. Seeing the happiness in those eyes is just priceless. You've come a long way from where you were months ago and I'm proud of you. 😊
In these past few months, my hands found their home in yours. My eyes seek the sight of you whenever you are not around. My face muscles often found you to be the reason for my smile. My ears always long to hear the sweet sound of your voice. My lips want you pressed against it.
In simpler words, I found my home in you 🏠
Well, that's all the reasons I could come up with for the moment. Back then, I used to think that you did not need a reason to love someone because if the reasons disappear, so will the love. This may have led me to chase after people for the wrong reasons (or no real reason at all) that all I do was choose and commit. It makes it seem that the only reason I stay is I cannot afford to take back my words after I told them. I am a man of my word, after all.
Love, I will always choose you. If ever the day comes that we fall out of love, I want to hold your hand as we find our way back into love. Even if these reasons I've stated fades or changes, I will not stop loving you. I don't just like you. Liking stems from 'because', loving stems from 'despite'.
You are the who
Love is the what
And this is the why ❤️
A month ago, we were lying on our backs, watching the night sky as the waves crashed below the stone walls by the bay. 🌃🌊 Others may have seen us as idiots but we look cute in my opinion. A cute idiotic couple. Ahahaha hey, it's the day you decided for our monthsary! So happy first month to us! We made it. Somehow. I mean, we were fighting just a few days before this. But hey, we made it! It's just the beginning. May time strengthen what we have. Let's stay strong. I want people to look at us and go 'They're still together?' 👫
Thank you for choosing me. Know that I'll continue to do my best in fulfilling my boyfriend duties. You may not see yourself as I do, but I want to let you know that you're the best. I love you so much! 💕
P.S.
I can't help but wonder in return: why do you love me?
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Hey love!
First selfie you've sent me in a while.
I missed this.
I missed you.
I'm glad we got over that recent fight.
I got some things cleared up now and believe me when I said I was taking notes on every little thing you said.
I just realized how much I've hurt you when I saw you tremble before me, trying to hold it all in.
Fuck, I was not supposed to make you feel that way. You did not deserve that.
My pride is high and at times, I could not afford to lower it. I never even bothered to check on you as if I never cared. Truth be told, I was waiting for you to one day approach me and tell me that you wanted to talk to me and see me again. I thought I should just wait that out but each passing day just pains you. I should have been doing my part to appease you and win you back. What was I thinking? 🤦🏻♂️
With regards to past matters, I'm done. Even if my friends bring that topic up, I'm done. Well, as much as I'm someone who enjoys a good gossip every now and then, it would just make me look interested in them. I'm not. It's just this want to know if they've suffered as much as they've made me suffer so I could laugh at it. Yes, I'm a horrible person. Still, that doesn't justify anything. It hurt you. I don't want that so I'm having none of it.
It kinda stuck in my head when you said that you thought I was different. That kinda hurt, to be honest. I don't want to be like them. I'll do anything just to be set apart.
With regards to pagsuyo, I may have an idea na how to do it if ever the need arises. 'If ever', because as much as possible I don't want us fighting. Ironic, I don't want us fighting but I don't do my part right in resolving it every time we do.
That's going to have to change.
I said it once, and I'll say it again:
I don't want to lose you. If you meant so much to me before this, imagine how much more now.
I know it has passed but these thoughts will remain in my head until I have a form of release which is exactly why I'm writing this here.
Baby, I'm not going to promise that I will be the perfect boyfriend. I just want you to know that I will always strive to, at the very least, be the one who deserves you.
Signed,
Your boyfriend who has been a pain in the ass for the last week 🙋🏻♂️
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I've been away from social media for a few days
Despite the rainy season, you're still a glowing ray of sunshine
I missed you
I hope you've been well
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You've waited long enough.
Finally, it's time for you to earn your wings.
It's time to go.
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I was rushed to the hospital the other day due to an accident. My left arm dislocated for the fourth time and I couldn't bring it back on my own.
I knew how it would be: they'd leave this injection needle thingy (a hemlock, as it's called) on my hand so I wouldn't feel a thing after they gave me medicine then they'd pull my arm to where it should be.
Thing is, I'm not a fan of needles. Add the fact that they'll leave that inside your vein for quite some time while you fear that any sudden movement may rupture your skin and your blood comes gushing out.
A few moments after they placed the damned needle, I felt like passing out.
I felt my blood pressure dropping, my vision was turning into static, and the sounds around me felt like I was hearing it from six feet underwater.
As painful as it was for me to sit, I forced myself to sit and started to think about something that would keep myself from fainting.
With a static vision, I caught glimpse of the Tim Horton's iced coffee sitting at the doctor's desk. That's when I thought of you.
I know you can't stand the thought of me in pain. I know I had to fight. You believed that I can get through.
I remembered how happy I was because I was with you a few hours ago. How you were so happy because your milk tea had a lot of cream cheese.
I thought about how I was so damn lucky to have you because you could have chosen to be with anyone else but you chose me.
I closed my eyes so I can visualize your face smiling. I knew that if you were there with me, you would be holding my hand.
After a few minutes, everything was back to normal and I've prevented myself from fainting.
You see, thoughts can be really powerful. Either they can make you or break you. They can can give you the will to push through or make you lose it and give up.
Babe, thank you. Even if you were miles away and it seemed like there was nothing you could have done for me, just the mere thought of you gave me the will to carry on.
Thank you for being my strength.
I love you so much ❤️
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Sometimes you Other times you look
look like the one like a student on a
who gives tours field trip at the said
at a museum museum
I just love how you can be both a student and teacher at the same time. You can give me tons of information about historical events and at the same time, you appreciate gaining knowledge about things you never knew about.
That's my baby. She's a smart one. 🤓
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Guess who once called me at one in the morning for me to watch her do her makeup routine hehe
Must have missed me a few hours after we just saw each other hehehehe
Can't get enough of me, can you?
I'm kidding, I'm kidding 😂
The hell was I doing up at one in the morning?
Oh, I was playing video games because during this time, someone thought that all my time belonged to her that I had to do things without her knowing.
Babe, thank you for not being someone who makes me feel like spending time together is a tiring obligation rather than something to look forward to.
Thank you for not suffocating me and understanding that we both have separate lives to live.
Thank you for everything, in general.
You're the best ❤️
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Another one of those barefaced selfies
Where are your eyes, baby? You look like one of those chingchongs you ever so despise HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'm kidding hehe
No race can compare to you.
Beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasin' but my time would be wasted
They got nothin' on you, baby ❤️
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