im just yapping man idk - NO pronouns. dont refer to me >:(
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kinda sucks when your friend doesn’t respond to your text but is very active on social media.
like i know in my heart and soul that the two are not comparable experiences— it takes way more commitment and social battery to respond to a text abt making plans than it does to send off a bunch of silly posts.
the part that sucks is that you can’t just be like “oh they’re busy” “oh they probably haven’t seen the texts” because you know they’re literally on their phone LMAO
#trying so hard to be laidback and patient#i don’t want him to feel like he HAS to respond#i don’t want to seem clingy or like i’m pestering him#but i do fear this is sort of time sensitive#crossing my fingers and hoping he’ll respond soon
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i hate how hard it is to start tasks. i have so much to do and just. Can’t
#is this the probable adhd#sucks ass whatever it is#i’ve been up since 8 and it’s 12 and i have done literally nothing
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put school on the back-burner the last two days bc i 1) had other shit to do and 2) just didnt feel like it. but now i have to actually complete the assignments i put off and wowowowowow im miserable
#i feel like when i say i hate school ppl think im being silly and flippant#but i mean it fr dawg this shit is not for me#im almost done tho so yippee but like damn brother i am dyingggg i hate it so bad#i like the part where im in class and taking notes and learning new info. but the second i have to complete an assignment#or do additional readings or god forbid study for an exam#i lose my mind#most boring shit in the world and so unbelievably frustrating bc i just want to sit down and do it but my body like rejects the idea#and im so easily distracted#so it makes it all tske sooo much longer than it needs to#idk idk#i’ll be free in a month tho. bless
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feel like i should like write down my vocal stims theyre so silly sometimes
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IM TRIED OF THIS, GRANDPA!!!!!
#upset about various things to different degrees#and pms isnt helping#cant evenclike articulate the things that are bothering me without getting lhsyicslly uncomfortable
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i feel like i dont really know how to talk to people and i leave every social interaction (good or bad) feeling like i need to consider j becoming a hermit
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reading abut rsd and being like. Oh! That’s what that is!
#i am having a not great time but yay for a new term to describe a thing!#rejection sensitive dysphoria#rsd#youre so right suggested tag#rsd IS a bitch
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guys when their mental DISORDER disrupts their functioning
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period is starting to feel like everyone thinks im stupid
#friends and i make a lot of jokes about me being dumb#and theyre just that. Jokes#normally they’re funny bc again. Jokes. but rn it’s oughhhh#idk idk
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why is it that when my friend doesnt enjoy smth that i enjoy, i feel like they hate me?
#people are allowed to have differing opinions and interests!!!#i know this!#but for some reason#its like. oh ive wasted their time with smth silly that doesnt interest them in the slightest#like they’ll deem my interests stupid and realize ive never been worth keeping around#god that sounds so overdramatic when i say it like that#idk i think my hormones are in flux rn and making me a bit more mopey than usual (still p mopey then tho i fear)
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first post :P
#just another outlet for me to ramble openly#im not a huge tumblr guy so idk if i’ll even use this that much#but i thought it might be nice to have an alternate place to ramble that isnt quite as insular as a priv account#while still not being all that public either#and im going full clean slate. not telling anyone abt this#if anyone stumbles on this acc somehow then. hello!#never done the fake name thing before actually wait this could be silly#jk i cant think of a good joke name#i ruined the bit. FUCK#just call me crom i guess
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