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“ It occurred to Dr Lecter in the moment that with all his knowledge and intrusion, he could never entirely predict her, or own her at all. He could feed the caterpillar, he could whisper through the chrysalis; what hatched out followed its own nature and was beyond him. “   —- Thomas Harris, Hannibal

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nerd-ass speaks: *slides in 50 years late* i’m so SO sorry for neglecting bby clarice these few day’s. i’ve been on my main reworking her theme and re-making icons for her as well as getting more inspiration from her. people have been waiting for the replies and i have like two asks in my inbox so i’m sorry to the babe’s that have been waiting!!! but i’m here now <3

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                 “ You’re going to have to REPEAT that. Had a mishap in one of my classes today so I’m partially deaf in one ear. “

open for mutuals.

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the wolf among us || starters

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                 nerd-ass speaks: so consider this post a plotting call. this means if you like this then you give me permission to come and scream talk to you in your im. it can honestly mean a pre-established whatever if that’s what you prefer. i think i’m following a couple canon character’s anyways so that wouldn’t be a problem at all. i’m also willing to do other verses than SotL, so anything in between that book and Hannibal as well would be great. so yeah, make the heart red cause i wanna plot with all of ya’ll tbh!

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case file :// will graham

Jerry’s barks continued as the woman revealed herself to the porch light of Graham’s home. As not to be rude, he opened the door and his bare feet padded onto the wooden porch. For a moment, he studied her. She instantly gave away her nerves. This came as no surprise. Most were nervous around him, whether it be because of his sore attitude or the disfigurement cursing his tanned face. Luckily for this stranger, the lighting’s contrast shadowed the infamous scarring.

However, the second she spoke that damned named, Graham’s heart sunk and the fear was replaced with frustration readily gnawing at his insides. History had a funny way of repeating itself, and not one he was impressed with.

“He’s sending messengers now?” Graham shook his head, stifling a sigh. Lazy sonuvabitch. “You can turn right around and tell him I’m not interested. Or is the word ‘retired’ just not in his goddamn vocabulary?”

No remorse came for his cruelty. He owed nothing to Crawford nor the FBI. They took everything away from him, left him to rot in his own self-loathing. Going back would be a death sentence.

Stamping his feet impatiently at his master’s side, Jerry whined and bolted towards the newcomer before Graham could say otherwise. The dog barked and batted his nose against the woman’s hand, demanding attention while his tail wagged.

“Jerry,” Graham hissed. He whistled for the dog to return, but the damn thing wouldn’t listen.

                   I ain’t no damn messenger, she wanted to say. “ I’m not going through HELL just to be called a messenger Sir. “ She says loud and clear, still being as respectful as she can without crossing that line of insubordination. Clarice had always dealt with sass and men trying to degrade her for whatever reason. And as such, she always combated it with putting them PROMPTLY back in their place. She was no push over and she sure as Hell wasn’t a damn doormat people can scuff the mud off their boots. Her hand slides upward against the strap of her bag, holding it to keep it secured on her shoulder. The Agent in Training stays at a distance, at least for that much she would HONOR his space appropriately. Hazel eye’s dropped towards the approaching canine that promptly nudged her hand. Waiting eagerly for attention, despite how adamant Will was she couldn’t help but work a pleased smile upon her features. “ Hey ---. “ One word spoken so softly and with such delight, Starling allowed Jerry to sniff the back of her hand before she dropped to a knee and begun giving him attention. 

                  As she scratched behind the dog’s ear it gave her MORE than enough time to figure out what to say. After all she didn’t come all the way down to Florida just to be turned at the door. She was as stubborn as they come and she knew that if she RETURNED without Will walking with her, Jack would take it out on her. More so than the his stress already had. As much as Will would enjoy admitting, the two of them shared that in common. Jack’s unbelievably strong hold he had on his agents. To her he was a bit of a role model at first, but being WITH him and working next to him during the case was an eye opener. “ I know he’s the last person you want to deal with. Believe me I’ve been workin’ next to him for a while now and it hasn’t been easy. “ He’s been riding my ass more like. “ I’m goin’ to be honest with you Mr. Graham, me and you have Jack Crawford in common and I can use your INSIGHT on the case we’re on. The Buffalo Bill case. “

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case file :// unknown

                          even if she dared to pull out her GUN on him                  he knew that wouldn’t be a problem,        after all if she did shot him,       she would quickly find out something was DIFFERENT about the man that stood only a few feet away from her,       she would find out he couldn’t be killed with a regular shot gun,       that he would quickly heal himself,        so he was clearly gland when she decided not to shoot him.       a deep breath as taken while the god glanced the floor underneath them,        he believed she was the only one that could help him,        after all the fates had told him to find her,         she would know what to do.          but apparently they were wrong       ( for the first time )        this female didn’t looked able to help the god even if he wanted to believe she would.        ❛ some                  people told me you could help me.       perhaps they were wrong. ❜

                  “ Some people ---? “ She repeats the words as things were still spiraling down in more confusion than she was already in. Now what in the Hell does that mean? Clarice’s mind quickly pulls up Jack’s image in the front of her mind. As he is always one to boast about his ‘ SHINING STAR ‘ Clarice Starling, expert in all things insane. First it was Will Graham, now it’s her. Honestly she couldn’t think of what could possibly be the reason he had come to her. There was something that she could TELL off the bat, something was off about him. It did make her weary of him, keeping the male at a distance. “ Well I won’t really know unless you talk about it. “ Her voice is low, taking CAUTION in her tone. “ But with all do respect Sir, I’m a bit --- freaked out by you. “

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nerd-ass speaks: you know it really gives me feels all the people clarice meets and whether or not their friends/companions w/e and then after a couple of years she runs off with with a cannibalistic serial killer like????? shining star starling, way to fucking go~

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                 nerd-ass speaks: so consider this post a plotting call. this means if you like this then you give me permission to come and scream talk to you in your im. it can honestly mean a pre-established whatever if that’s what you prefer. i think i’m following a couple canon character’s anyways so that wouldn’t be a problem at all. i’m also willing to do other verses than SotL, so anything in between that book and Hannibal as well would be great. so yeah, make the heart red cause i wanna plot with all of ya’ll tbh!

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case file :// dr. lawrence gordon

                 ‘ what is a MOVIE without popcorn? — do you need any help? ‘

                  “ Well the box of popcorn is a bit too HIGH for me to reach. “

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OKAY YOU'RE LITERALLY THE BEST CLARICE AND I LOVE THIS BLOG SO MUCH. IT'S DEFINITELY ONE OF MY FAVORITE BLOGS IN GENERAL.

honest opinion’s on my portrayal ︴accepting.

                  nerd-ass speaks: *lays down* omg are you serious??? you’re very very kind to say so, and honestly this means a lot! <3 thank you so much! 

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 case file :// will graham 

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                     ❛ I don’t-

A shake of the head. Graham DOESN’T bother to ask how she ( and by extension they ) found him. As a former FBI agent and even a former cop, he can put together the pieces of a ‘missing person’s’ case. No, he wasn’t missing, he just REFUSED to contact anyone for any reason. This woman, a trainee most likely of Crawfords if she had come to him.

                                            …I don’t do that anymore. ❜

                  She came to his home KNOWING full well he’d decline whatever plea bargain she’d make. If it weren’t for Jack sending her out here she wouldn’t have come in the first place. But Will was an extra brain on the case, a mind that is said to have some sort of SPECIAL memory that takes him into the minds of the killer. It was great and all, not like her to be a fuss for some help when she could definitely use it. But she was nothing more than a messenger, relaying words that Jack would have said if he was here INSTEAD of her. Clarice let’s a sigh pass through her nose, knowing every other word that leaves her mouth is crucial. “ Now I know you don’t work for the FBI anymore, Hell you made it loud and clear to Jack that you don’t even want to be found. The short truth is, we can use your HELP --- in fact any sort of help would be nice. “

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tell me your honest opinion of my portrayal

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                 nerd-ass speaks: so consider this post a plotting call. this means if you like this then you give me permission to come and scream talk to you in your im. it can honestly mean a pre-established whatever if that’s what you prefer. i think i’m following a couple canon character’s anyways so that wouldn’t be a problem at all. i’m also willing to do other verses than SotL, so anything in between that book and Hannibal as well would be great. so yeah, make the heart red cause i wanna plot with all of ya’ll tbh!

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“I’m not perfect. I’m nothing.”

black swan prompts  ︴accepting.

                   “ Well NO ONE is perfect Will. “ Admittedly the Agent did have some form of sympathy for him. It was bad enough Jack wanted to drag him back into their world after he had FREED himself from his grasps. But then the entire ordeal with Dolarhyde was traumatizing in the very least and she couldn’t even imagine herself having to deal with any more gruesome cases. It was a chance to meet Will, even though she was sent to him by Crawford to be his MESSENGER — which she hated. “ But I don’t think you’re nothing either. I’ve seen your work and heard about what you can do, and that’s something special. “

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“Must’ve been pretty humiliating.”

black swan prompts  ︴accepting.

                    “ Yeah, it was. “ Bringing forth a sigh while she nodded, the sudden pang of EMBARRASSMENT came forth which made her shut her eye’s tightly for a moment. Only to relieve those few moment’s respectively until she successfully SHOVED them back into her subconscious. “ But you do learn from these experiences right? I mean I wouldn’t be the person I am today without them. “

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