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might have to dust this thing off if twitters done

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LOVE, DEATH & ROBOTS season 2

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We were so robbed of more skam austin

hey :) do you mind sharing some more about the skam austin panel today?

yeah for sure!! i’ll put what i remember under the keep reading tab for ppl who wanna hear about it :) i only went to the panel, not the rewatch (bc money lmao) so there are probably some other things they talked about that i missed, but i’m sure there are other ppl on here that can fill you in on any gaps that i miss!

it was valeria (jo), julie (megan), and lakeisha* (shay), and pedro (p jo) on the panel (he was the moderator, the other three did most of the talking), though they did mention other castmates throughout :,) 

*lakeisha was the name they went by on the panel, and in the info before the panel it said they use they/them pronouns, so that’s how i’ll be referring to them throughout this 

all of them started out by talking about what they’re doing currently, julie said she’s dropping out of school because her therapist told her “you as a person matters more than you as a student” which i thought was a great sentiment as well 

lakeisha said they’ve been making a lot of clothes and music (also throughout the whole thing they kept showing us their shoes and they left to pee like halfway through something they were answering one time hfjskaj)

they then talked about their audition processes (val had the most chaotic series of audtions omg i would love to see her audition tapes)

val originally read for either jo or megan, and she had literally just moved there like right before casting and almost didn’t go to her audition

she said that she decided to be the loudest person in the room so that they couldn’t ignore her, and that carried her through most of the rounds of auditioning

she said that at the end she said “if you don’t choose me, which you should choose me, but if you don’t, please choose another latinx actress because you have no idea how much it means to see someone who looks like you on screen”

julie auditioned because she was hoping julie (andem) would bring lisa and tarjei and she basically wanted a free meet and greet djkfshk 

she found out about skam og on tumblr !! she’s one of us 😌 

she thinks julie andem is the coolest person in the world 

they told her that she was pretty much everything they envisioned megan to be, so they cast her fairly early on and then had her partner with the marlon prospects 

giovanni, who eventually played tyler, auditioned for marlon and they kissed during their audition even though they weren’t supposed to

julie went to high school with till who ended up playing marlon and people would always ask her what it was like to get to make out with him and she was just like .... we just working bruh

lakeisha found the ad to audition on instagram and decided why not because it said it was a paid job 

they looked up a bunch of improv games the night before because they had no experience and had no idea what they were doing

in the audition julie asked what the tattoos on their hand meant (and also the one thing lakeisha was excited about being out of contract was that they could get as many tattoos as they wanted without asking for permission)

they all had a lot of love for julie andem and loved working with her

val said that she’d always try to make julie laugh and she said that julie is the reason og and austin are so good, because it’s her story and her vision 

they roasted the shit out of fb too (as they should)

basically fb ghosted them and never renewed the show but also never cancelled it so technically they don’t even know if anyone else could get the rights to reboot the show somewhere else (lakeisha said ‘skam austin onlyfans’ lmao)

i don’t remember which one of them said it but they said fb is like an inconsistent dad lollll

they also think that fb sort of finessed julie/her team because they were under the impression that it would be like og where they had their own website for the show and everything, but then it ended up just being a facebook page

they also filmed promo for season 1 that never ended up being used but they don’t know why 

lakeisha felt super disrespected by the fact that not only did they not get their season, but also the fact that they just dropped the show like it was nothing and none of them even found out that they probably weren’t getting more seasons until they saw that their instagram accounts were gone

everyone was upset about the igs getting deleted too because they put so much work into the content on there for it all to just disappear 

val said “no one tells a story like the one that was about to be told” and everyone agreed

val said that if the show would have continued, jo would have been undocumented and they would have shown her trying to navigate college (not only were we robbed of a jo season, we were robbed of college seasons 😤)

jo x jo were definitely going to be a thing

val said that when they wrapped s2 she was like finally!!! because now they could get into the stories that they really wanted to tell and really knew would make a difference (everyone vehemently agreed)

they were proud of the fact that they’re the most diverse cast and that they don’t just treat the characters of color like sidekicks like the other remakes do

julie talked about how skam france was the only remake to have jonas not accept isak right away when he was coming out and how it was suspicious that he happened to be the only non white jonas and that was the choice they made

val said that druck is the only remake she’s watched but she likes it

they also talked about how, even though it’s great that the cast was so diverse, practically everyone behind the scenes was white

val said that she didn’t really think about it much at the time because she found it hard to speak up since she was very young and inexperienced but looking back she wishes jo’s body wasn’t so fetishized as a latina (she didn’t clarify whether she was talking on a production level or within the fandom, but she talked about costuming so i assumed she meant more on a production level)

they all wished there was more representation off screen as well as on

shay x megan was brought up and julie said that shay was going to have her own love interest (am!even !!!!) come season three, and that it wouldn’t have been megan 

she also said that megan was mostly just confused and like ‘haha i kiss girls when i’m drunk’ but then she also said that megan and shay never had feelings for each other at the same time so 👀 

she was upset that they made megan and marlon get back together at the end of season 2 because she wasn’t a fan of them together, but she said it also makes sense because a lot of teen girls go back to their toxic exes even when they know it’s not good for them

lakeisha said that they hated shay’s acrylic nails because it didn’t make sense to them for her to have them (especially since shay was a musician)

they also said that they’ve been pretty confident and open with their sexuality since they were around 12, and that one time in middle school they dated a boy because he had an xbox and then they were like oh no is this toxic am i using him because he actually has feelings for me?? hdskafja 

they also said that the cfgc music happened because they heard that the boys from og also had a song and at first i was like wtf are they talking about but now i think they meant the penetrator song 💀💀 

julie has a cfgc shirt :,) and they all stole a bunch of clothes and stuff from set, val said she took a bunch of outfits that jo never wore which makes her sad to think about now 

val’s favorite scene to film was the car scene in s1 before the party (she said it was one of the best moments of her life) and julie said she liked that one as well (val said there’s a shot of her looking into the camera and flipping it off but they didn’t include it in the show, i feel robbed)

people asked how it felt for lakeisha to be the first lesbian isak and they said that they didn’t feel like they were, because they didn’t really get the chance :(( but they also said that the idea itself was very intimidating and there was a lot of pressure around it

they also said that they and gio were very very close both on screen and off, they said it wasn’t even like they were an extension of one person, that’s how close they got

there were a lot of improvised scenes, particularly with val, and she also said that incorporating spanish into jo’s dialogue was mostly improvised 

julie, val, and pedro also all talked about how they’re all mexican, and how each of their life experiences vary so much from one another, on the show and off and julie said megan’s upbringing was a lot like hers 

they all also said that they liked the music the show used and a lot of them have emotional attachments to a lot of the songs 

val said she wishes they used more frank ocean and i agree 

they also said they’re not sure if there are bloopers or anything, but they’d love to see them if there are 

i’m trying to think of anything i missed ahhh i feel like they talked about so much but i think i’ve got the key points soooo

that’s all !!! hope this was interesting to ppl who still care about austin like i do :,))

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i am in PAIN

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OH MY GOOOD LEXA 

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I kinda feel like theyre gonna kill off all / most of the main characters in the next two eps before some sort of reset at the end.

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Carlos visiting his boyfriend in hospital.

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Facebook is truly fucking with us at this point. They refuse to renew Skam Austin and say they’re cancelling scripted shows but don’t mention Skam? It’s like they’re trying to make us suffer

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I NEED HELP: So I've been struggling on and off to a place to stay since April of 2019. My mother has been physically and emotionally abusive, drunk, and overall a neglectful and toxic parent who even let her current bf pull a gun on us and forgave him. The latter is actually the reason why I left her, but I went to find my father and regain contact with him to build a relationship and have a place to stay, and that just isn't working out. He's extremely overbearing and even tho I am an adult he doesn't really care to let me have autonomy over my own body or control over my life. He has told me that I am on an unrighteous path (because i have depression and still struggle with trauma for my mother) and he's told me that I am "bewitched" and I will receive damnation in the after life if I don't convert to the religion he practices, everytime i ask him for assistance via PayPal for just like $5 or something he just doesn't give it to me (which is fine) and goes on rants about me to my family members but then when I ask him if he said it he straight denies it. There would be days where i KNOW he's said the things he's said because I would be with whoever when he'd call and hear everything right next to them. If i tell him that what he does offends me or insults me then I get cursed out and guilt tripped for asking him for money that he doesn't even give me anyways. I am honestly just so fucking tired of living in toxic environments. I'm getting thinner, I'm crying every night, I've been more suicidal than I've ever been and i just want it all to stop. I've been trying to get a job but places in the IE don't hire and i handicapped myself by working for a civil rights org for three years and not doing anything else, so I don't have any other skills to put on a resumé which isn't great out here. I have a guard card and I've gotten security jobs but had to leave, because SURPRISE my dad didn't like the job.

Anyways, if anyone in the LA (preferably LA but beggars can't be choosers) or Inland Empire area is looking for roommates pls PLS HMU. I have no where else to go. I have no family. Pls help me and let me stay with u until I get on my feet.

Things to know about me if this is important to u for letting me move in:

I'm queer

I'm black

I'm bilingual but I speak mostly English, the other language is Amharic.

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I NEED HELP: So I've been struggling on and off to a place to stay since April of 2019. My mother has been physically and emotionally abusive, drunk, and overall a neglectful and toxic parent who even let her current bf pull a gun on us and forgave him. The latter is actually the reason why I left her, but I went to find my father and regain contact with him to build a relationship and have a place to stay, and that just isn't working out. He's extremely overbearing and even tho I am an adult he doesn't really care to let me have autonomy over my own body or control over my life. He has told me that I am on an unrighteous path (because i have depression and still struggle with trauma for my mother) and he's told me that I am "bewitched" and I will receive damnation in the after life if I don't convert to the religion he practices, everytime i ask him for assistance via PayPal for just like $5 or something he just doesn't give it to me (which is fine) and goes on rants about me to my family members but then when I ask him if he said it he straight denies it. There would be days where i KNOW he's said the things he's said because I would be with whoever when he'd call and hear everything right next to them. If i tell him that what he does offends me or insults me then I get cursed out and guilt tripped for asking him for money that he doesn't even give me anyways. I am honestly just so fucking tired of living in toxic environments. I'm getting thinner, I'm crying every night, I've been more suicidal than I've ever been and i just want it all to stop. I've been trying to get a job but places in the IE don't hire and i handicapped myself by working for a civil rights org for three years and not doing anything else, so I don't have any other skills to put on a resumé which isn't great out here. I have a guard card and I've gotten security jobs but had to leave, because SURPRISE my dad didn't like the job.

Anyways, if anyone in the LA (preferably LA but beggars can't be choosers) or Inland Empire area is looking for roommates pls PLS HMU. I have no where else to go. I have no family. Pls help me and let me stay with u until I get on my feet.

Things to know about me if this is important to u for letting me move in:

I'm queer

I'm black

I'm bilingual but I speak mostly English, the other language is Amharic.

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2019 is drawing to a close and this year had lots of ups and downs, and changes. i graduated, moved away from home, and started using they/them are the biggest and most important ones. and i thought i would shoutout my favourite blogs (mostly mutauals). whether we are best friends or never talk, you have all made this year and being on this site more enjoyable. i wish everyone the best in 2020!

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imagine her season being confirmed

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I haven’t blogged about FTWD in a while but this show is a shell of what it was

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I appreciate them so much yOU dOnT UnDERstaND

Also lil Alice

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thinkin about my two hundred different embarrassing and completely self-indulgent daydream universes that i’ve actually taken time out of my day to create content for and have never shared with anyone bc they’re that embarrassing but not being able to stop bc they’re one of the few things that bring me genuine joy 

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