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i don’t want a job i just want to order stuff online

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i don’t think i’m asking for much when i say i just want someone who i can send pictures of the sunset to every day

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Ritika Jyala, The Flesh I burned // Gazegirl, February has come // Claude Monet, The Magpie // Dorothy Livesay, "Other", The Collected Poems: The Two Seasons // Bing Hua, "February Roses" from Roses by the Stream, Poems // Laura Page, "February" // Annette Wynne, Leap Year // Eugène Grasset, "Février" from La Belle Jardinière // Boris Pastunak, Black Spring // Margaret Atwood "February"

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im immune to gaslighting bc i know im right

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I’ve been trying to prove how “lovable” I am my entire life. I thought if I impressed my father he’d want to be a better person. I thought if I cried enough to my mother she’d be more emotionally available. I thought if I made sure I gave my soul in relationships they’d love me the right way. I thought that if I gave everyone every piece of me they’d have no choice but to love me properly… yet, here I am at 21 still trying to prove to myself that I don’t need to prove I am easy to love. But I do, I have a desire to sell myself because I don’t know any other way.

How do you stop something so ingrained in you? I’ve never known a time where I wasn’t trying to convince someone that I was worthy of their love—sad part about this is I never questioned if THEY were worthy of me. I always wanted to be enough that people chose me but no one has ever been enough for me and I always choose them.

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So he can control the slashes themselves? Blood slashes that keep moving until they hit their target and explode!

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Epiphany (Folklore: The Lond Pond Studio Sessions)

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drawing is so stupid it truly makes you google shit like “table”

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things will feel less heavy soon

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Me when I give out fun facts about my characters:

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Isn’t it weird how we basically have an endless mental conversation with ourselves?

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the power of three will set us free.

CHARMED (1998 - 2006)

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ur twenties are weird. i have the priorities of a kindergartener again. i don’t know what in the hell is going on EVER. i like colors. i like soup. i want to take a nap

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They’ve done a lot of good for each other. Really, she thinks, really. People can really change one another. NORMAL PEOPLE (2020)

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