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Somewhere no one knows me

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I'vee been here before

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Yes, Im afraid to but Yes ... soon... later

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What if...

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I am being eaten. alive. slowly

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I want to run away so badly

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Something is awfuly wrong. I shutdown without any reason and then I'll find my self in tears

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Peace and calm before the storm😭

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I went from " I can ran to you about anything"

to "you make me want to ran away from everything about you"

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Maggie Smith, from “Small Blue Town”, Goldenrod

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on days like this, i want to turn back time. travel back when We first shared our laughters, silly jokes. candid moments of life full of adventure. makes me want to relive those days. because i messed it up right now

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i just wanted to be home

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Love,

You met me at my liveliest days. When I was goofy and living the best out of everything. You fell in love with my light.

Now its getting dark, my storm is brewing. If one day you realized you just wanted my warmth and comfort, please give me the room and close the door behind you.

I wanted to be understood too, you know. to be heard without prejudice. I wanted to be the version of me you knew. But on days when I dont feel myself I couldnt feel you too. I wish there are exact words to describe what im going through.

Me asking you for a tight hug was me asking for help. But those words keep echoing. those words i know you meant as a joke but pierced me. You dont like my depressy side remember? That is why iam reluctant to show my vulnerabilities upfront.

I love you but I cant afford to drown you with me.

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Badly wanna smoke and drink tonight. This is some one I was not