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deskewber compilation! my faves ^ and everything else is below the cut

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Turkish says he and Tommy don’t hold hands or take windy walks but I’m not sure I believe him

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i love i am in eskew so much but smth abt the finale makes me not register literally any part of it 😭

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so do you guys think the risperidone was before eskew or because of eskew

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assorted david ward doodles

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I looked god in the eyes at the garden centre aquarium whilst I was high as balls and he looked back with eyes shaped like the sea anemones btw. if u even care.

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can’t drown my demons bc they’re just having fun in the pool and that would be so mean

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went into savers the other day and HOZIER MY BELOVED was playing so of course I lost my shit, then at the end of the song ANOTHER HOZIER SONG STARTED PLAYING so of course I had to ask the staff who was in charge of the playlist for the day so I could profess my undying love to her

(the girl I asked was in fact in charge of the playlist and she said it made her day but omfg she made my entire week)

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keep forgetting david ward was also trapped in a time loop once. hes really seen it all

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my ability to be scared despite literally nothing happening knows no bounds

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let me talk about the vinyl for unreal unearth for a sec

there's something about the manual labour involved in flipping a record that makes you appreciate where each side starts and ends

finishing the A side of the first record on I, Carrion (Icarian) and then moving your devastated and heavy body to flip it to Eat Your Young which is just as devastating but in an upbeat, global way instead of personal

and then the introspection from Who We Are to Son of Nyx??? You just sit there thinking about the rebirth and all that has come before

and the joy of changing from B side of the first record from Butchered Tongue to Anything But where you are free

new experiences every time you get up to flip, the thought you HAVE to give to the last song on the side on the vinyl when you flip it, UGHHhH

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i know First Light is the most literal song on the album about the proverbial light at the end of the tunnel, the first light of dawn after the long and awful night- but Damage Gets Done feels so much to me like being young and leaving home for the first time and having the whole world in front of you, the early mornings of summer where the quiet sunlight is soft and warm and wonderful, and taking your first steps towards something good and bright and beautiful

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just remembered that im scared

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who needs religion when you can just listen to First Light by Hozier and ascend to the highest level of the universe every single time you hear the most incredible chorus swell ever written

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me when First Light comes on and suddenly the chords are swelling and the lyrics are of finding out even hell has a way out and the relief of seeing the sky again and the music is music-ing and I ascend to another plane of existence in true hozier stan fashion

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update I have no intact bones and my brain is a hot liquid consumable

hozier girlies stay winning the man literally has not and never will write a bad song and that’s on PERIOD, unreal unearth is going to shatter every bone in my body and turn my brain into a piping hot soup in the best possible way I just know it