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Question number one: What are your preferences for music eras? Like, is there more stuff you listen to that's more 70s/80s/90s centric? Or are you more of a all over the place person?

Second question: In my perpetual desire to continue the use of traditional media (especially my VHSs), I bought myself a new recorder for my cassettes and am going to be doing a little 🏴‍☠️ until I can buy the proper ones I need. Any suggestions to snag? I already have plans for The Lost Boys soundtrack (and INXS on their own for a few), as well as Roxy Horror Picture Show and some Eagles albums I don't already have, so more suggestions are always appreciated!

okay, i love this. so 90s music is like, all-encompassing good for me. everything. i'll even fuck with some of the 90s country music because everything just sounded great then, like, all of it. every genre was bangin. i do also enjoy a lot of 70s and 80s though!! 70s i lean into classic rock. it's just dreamy and weird and good. i mean i guess when i say that i'm thinking almost exclusively about Led Zeppelin but whatever lol.

80s pop is fucking unreal. the birth of punk and goth in the late 70s and early 80s, fuck, the advent of boy bands as a departure from the whole 60s/70s variety show family bands. i mean, you can't go wrong with the Partridge Family and Sonny&Cher but you also evolve and get fuckin New Kids On The Block, Menudo, the shit that walked so Backstreet Boys and Spice Girls could run. oh my god dude and the 80s had such slutty music. Madonna, Prince, fuckass hair metal shit, people pushing all kinds of sleazy envelopes. also, still get so fuckin horny for "Need You Tonight". INXS is so sexy, fuck, you're so real for that. new wave and synthpop is ssoooooo fuckin hot.

i'm getting away from myself, here. yeah, i guess you could safely say i'm all over the place with music.

as for your cassettes!!! fuck!!! i am so jealous and excited for you. lemme drop some recs, but it's like, idk if it's gunna hit for you so yknow. i just think it would fuck hard to own these on cassette.

Led Zeppelin - IV

Heart - Dreamboat Annie

the Dazed and Confused soundtrack

Smashing Pumpkins - Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness

Nirvana - both the albums In Utero and Nevermind

The Partridge Family Album

Prince - Purple Rain (i actually own this vinyl, i'm fucking obsessed with this entire album)

i'm sure i could go on forever thinking about cool albums and cassettes but i'm calling it here for now :) thanks for reading, i went down my own brain hole lol whoops

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hey anon, my b! i do try to be very transparent about what i'm doing yknow? there are plenty of kinks i'm neutral or turned off by. it's not a contest!! avoid things that might bother you, by all means. i know going in that i'm writing shit like that, that it's for a very very small audience (mostly... me). i'm sorry i made both of you all woozy lmao. i'm not great at half-assing kink shit.

for the few cannibalism enjoyers in our audience, i'm your fuckin guy.

I wanna like cannibalism. The idea of it is definitely something I would be into, using it as a metaphor for so many different things like love and obsession and much more is right up my alley. But, when I actually get into it, it grosses me out so much, like Courtney wrote a cannibalism snippet a while back (I don't remember much about it) and I thought fuck yeah, it's Courtney's writing and something dark and twisted, I'm gonna love this.... and then she started describing the taste and texture, and I was 2 seconds away from throwing up, so like, yeah....

I’m with you!! That’s why I’m passing it off to her because my version of cannibalism like, cannibalism lite ™ and probably not what the real cannibal kinksters want. You’re not gonna get the blood and guts and really visceral descriptions of flesh and blood from me because I Can’t Do That. I gave Courtney’s cannibal!Kappa fic a shot too despite her warning me that it was not at all Lily-friendly, and I had a very similar squirmy freaky deaky reaction she knows all about lol. It’s okay! We all have our limits. You’re brave for giving it a shot :)

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The brainworm you just gave me about cannibal!carmy

I may never forgive you (positive)

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I told @cvntoid all about it last night and I sure as shit am not the one to write this, but she probably is…god I hope so

I think it’d be so strange to be laid out on his cold, marble counter under his fluorescent lighting, completely bare. But kind of comforting, right? Because cooking is such an act of love. It’s an honor and a privilege to cook you and eat you, be nourished by your flesh and blood.

So I think he’d be very careful and methodical. I think he’d cook you one little bit at a time, keep you around for it. There’s only a finite, limited amount of…you, you know? And doesn’t that make it so much more special? Carmy wants you to share in it and experience the different flavor pairings of your flesh and say…mint, maybe. Pineapple. Maybe some kind of cola braise. You always liked cola, huh?

I think he speaks to you so gently and softly as he cuts little bits off of you. Imagine the look of focus on his face, his beautiful blue eyes. His frown of concentration. He sharpened his very best knives for this, been saving them for a special occasion. What’s more special than eating you?

I think he knew he wanted to taste you, really taste you from the first time he ever ate your cunt. You’d never been consumed so voraciously before. A nip here, a bite there. And you know how fucking obsessive Carmy is. His one track mind…he’s been dreaming of dicing you up and frying you in Orwellian butter and sweet onions, serving you alongside some savory, garlicky greens, plating you so delicately on some fine porcelain.

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jack delroy snippet… 😵‍💫💕 i’m so normal about this!

yeahhh, me too

Jack's so charming, right? you can trust him. i mean, all those whispers about him sort of losing control of himself, i mean... there's no merit to that. he's such a gentleman. he's so kind, right? charming. handsome, and long, looks right into your eyes when you speak to him. you can trust him. doesn't everyone have a little darkness in them? everyone has a demon they're fighting, right, honey? and they have a - well, don't they have a tendency to just kinda pop up sometimes? everything's fine. you're gunna be jusssst fine

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am always obsessed when someone says to a character “call off your dog” about another character.

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what if you matched my freak AND my loving heart huh

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me flirting: I bruise like a peach.

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WIP fucking Wednesday

Jack’s behind you as you watch the beginning of the show, the both of you behind the curtain, so to speak, away from the crew, watching from the sidelines. Gus is warming the crowd up with his boisterous charm, and Jack is doing a little warming up of his own - his hand climbing up your skirt from behind, touching you, murmuring in your ear as he leans down. You can hear the little inhale as he sniffs your hair, hums at the scent of it, of you, your shampoo, your sweat. You keep your eyes trained ahead and both see what’s happening and can’t see anything at all, distracted by his wandering fingers. Thick. Spiderlike as they find a home between your thighs, and aren’t you so good, standing there for him? So still. Expression fixed the best you can in a neutral mask, but what’s that…? The way you have to close your eyes for a second, your brows slightly knit together as he pushes your panties to the side and sinks those fingers back inside of you where anyone could see. But nobody else does - Jack knows what he’s doing, and how often has he done this?

“Darling,” he breathes in your ear, a low whisper. His tone makes you shudder just a little, a tingling zip down your spine as he laughs under his breath. “You’re so wet for me, you naughty thing. Still thinking of earlier? Our unfinished business…? Hm?”

You open your mouth to respond, but it’s hard to. Hard to summon the words while he’s sinking one long, thick finger into your slippery cunt, a second finger, so slow in the way he beckons them, the way he groans softly into the side of your neck. You gasp just a little and he nips you there, hot tongue against your pulse, and there’s a sudden fear inside of you. Some involuntary impulse to pull away, though you don’t - there he is, tracing his lips, his teeth, the tip of his nose along that pulsing place under the corner of your jaw. A prey impulse - freeze. Play dead. Escape.

“Frightened again, sweet thing…? Why’s that?” he whispers, and the undertone in his low voice takes your breath away, the smirk you can hear, can feel against your flesh. “What could I do to a pretty little thing like you? What exactly do you think I’m capable of, sweetheart?”

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Sleepy Hollow (1999)

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chews on u like a polly pocket shoe

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pssst

sliding this over to anon like a folded note before i scurry back into the vents

roman & tickling kink…or is that too freaked out.

never too freaked out but i personally am not into this/knowledgeable enough to participate! but…..do share for fellow anons who might also enjoy?👀

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roman roy + body language (pt 1)

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i’d like to piggyback off the last ask (about posting nudes):

obviously, i have no clue what your life looks like. so maybe this doesn’t apply to you. but im in school for a Pretty Serious Job. i’ve never posted any photos of myself or anything that could indicate i am me because really im very scared of how that could/would affect my path. likeee i dont wanna be blocked from having my dream job because i put a picture of my ass on tumblr?

is this something u have any input on?

no, unfortunately.

i have no big sprawling goals. i'm happy working small jobs, supplementing income, doing nothing of name or importance. my loftiest goals involve publishing completely original kinky erotica. i'm not cut out for anything where my name is gunna be anywhere and i have zero interest in it. i've been openly lewd or downright disgustingly naked online for several years and not one person in my life has ever seen it.

i'm sorry i can't offer any help :/ everything about me is recognizable. my tattoos, piercings, similar usernames and wording. i have the luxury of skating under everything because i'm nobody and will continue to be nobody.

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rory culkin in under the banner of heaven (2022)

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Respectfully, can I ask why you post nudes of yourself on the internet? Like, I'm not complaining (at all, ever, you are like so fucking hot) but like what encouraged you to do so, what's the appeal to you? (Maybe, I'm asking because I low-key want to do the same, but absolutely don't have the confidence nor like a following or anything, I dunno, maybe it's stupid, ignore my rambling if this is a stupid question, lol)

i don't think i have a great answer for you. but i'll try.

i spent most of my life feeling ugly. or too big, or too awkward, or too... something. i have never viewed myself as a conventionally attractive person, especially in a feminine way.

and so at first, it was like... i liked attention! i liked hearing other people say i was attractive. and that gets boring because i'm not doing it for others, it turns out. i'm doing it for me. i like the feeling of being unapologetically sensual and sexual and provocative. it's.... kind of like... a safe place to be obscene and an exhibitionist. it's not really about the reaction. it's just - i liked the way i looked, the way i posed a picture, the way i felt during it. and so i'm tossing it into a public space. and sometimes i don't get any response, and sometimes i get a lot. depends on where and when and what i've posted.

i think it's just like... the novelty of knowing i can, and the thrill of feeling unafraid and vulnerable and naked in a semi public place. does that make sense? it's like the same feeling as filling up a sketchbook. i'm not showing anybody, it just feels good to do it.

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I WANT MY PUSSY ATE!!! 😡😡(🙁🙁)

if everyone doesn’t mind i might come back later with a seriously descriptive, image painting ask about needing this… IF everyone doesn’t mind. i do have a sideblog i can stick it on. just redirect me as needed.

DO IT. FUCKING DO IT