cxfinny

[cxfinny]

This is my first fan fic. I normally don’t write I only read. So if this is bad my apologies. I don’t like to express my love for the fandom but I do like writing stories so if you want more in the future or have any ideas lmk.

Love the hell out of you 

(based on the song by Lewis Capaldi)

summary: When Y/N has an abusive boyfriend named Josh, and Matt is her boy best friend who has feelings for her. he finally finds out about the abuse, and he comforts her and makes her realize that he is the right person for her and has been this whole time. 

TW: assault, slight sexual assault, aggression,  suggestive language 

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Initially, Y/N and Josh seemed like the perfect happy couple. Then it started and at first, it was a slight smack. 

“Y/N, the eggs” he shouts grabbing the pan off the stove but realizing it was too hot and he drops it and swipes his hand right across Y/N’s face. 

Y/N’s pov 

I fell to the floor in pain. My ears ringing and the pain rushing through my face. I hear Josh trying to ask me if i’m okay. 

End Pov 

Josh was never the biggest fan of Matt. Matt was Y/N’s best friend and has been since middle school. Josh was alaways jealous of Matt but Y/N always told Josh that he was just friends. After the first smack, then it was Josh trying to have sex when she said “NO” repeatedly. One peticular night Y/N had enough and things got too much for her. Josh and her go into a fight that escilated from just a small smack. 

“I TOLD YOU TO GET RID OF HIS NUMBER AND STOP SPEAKING TO HIM AND YOU GOT LUNCH ARE YOU KIDDING ME” Josh shouts 

“Josh babe please i promise he is just my best friend nothing more” Y/N says 

“SHUT UP YOU STUPID BITCH” he says while starting to push her towards the wall 

Once Y/N was pushed up against the wall he started beating her and hitting her just for speaking to matt and she had enough. Once Josh left the room she ran out of the house crying and got in her car and sped over to matts house. 

After 15 minutes of driving she arrives. She runs to the front door and knocks and when Matt anwsers he is faced with the worst sight he’s ever seen. “Oh my god what the hell” Matt says before pulling her into my chest. “Y/N who did this to you? ” he asks while rubbing her back. Y/N sniffles and replies “Josh he.. he did this” Y/N says. 

Y/N’s pov 

“hes been doing this for months he got mad cause i was texting you and we went to lunch” I say bawling. “That mother fucker ill kill him” Matt says before adding “Sweet girl why didn’t you tell me this was going on” He asks. “I couldn’t Matt I didn’t want to scare you” I say. “im so sorry sweetheart” he says kissing your forehead. 

After about an hour of chatting about everything I ask “hey Matt can I um.. stay over”. “of course sweetheart you aren’t going anywhere” he says smiling. We get settled into bed and Matt is still holding me tightly scared to let me go. “Thank you Matt for taking care of me” I say before looking at him. “Of course sweetheart you mean the world to me and the fact that piece of shit put his hands on you makes my blood boil, you are my world Y/N” He says. “Can i ask you something?” i say smiling. “Of course whats up” he replies. “When we were kids did you ever see us being together in the future” I ask him worried for his response but before he even says anything I feel his lips crash onto mine. I immediatly kiss back. After a solid minute of kissing I pull away and he says “Ive loved you since I met you, but you were with that dirtbag Josh and I didn’t want to ruin that so I didn’t tell you but you are my entire life Y/N. I love you and im gonna love the hell out you for the rest of my life”. From that moment on I knew that Matt was the person I was truly meant to be with.