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Maybe I should just drop out of college and join the circus to piss off my parents even more than I already do. There's gotta be some good looking people in it too, right?

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@noconnor: anyone wanna join me in hating today and drinking until we forget our own name

@noconnor: dont even have to wear clothes either cause theres no such thing as rules in my room

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"I guess you have a point, was a boring book anyways." he shrugged as he scoot a bit closer to his side, leaving a bit of space until he felt he was wanted even more. "Well, even if you were burning hot I'd wear an oven mitt to hold your hand so I think the amount of what I'd do to hold and touch you is pretty high." he laughed as his gaze fell on the jumper he still held onto. "It's yours." he smiled shyly as he held it up to scan it before looking back at Kody. "I remember us talking about getting you one of mine and I had taken that seriously, like I said before, it might be a bit big on you and stuff but should keep you warm when I'm not able to." Connor smiled a little as he ran a hand through his hair before speaking again, "I have another one in a different color in case you don't like white, won't be a problem.." he held it out for the older boy to grab as he cleared his throat and tried to get a bit comfortable. It wasn't that he exactly felt dumb but even that seemed to fit as he sat there hoping that the conversation from before wasn't something to forget and Kody had taken it the same way he did, the thought of it leaving him in anticipation for what he'd say in reply.

"And about the tweets," he started as his attention fell onto his hands for a moment, "I was kidding, didn't think that'd really bother you as much as it did." Connor looked back to him, expression set on his eyes scanning his face and a smile weak in apology. "Just a bit of 'see someone cute and make it out to be more than it is' kinda thing.."

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Kody lay down on the couch, wrapping himself in the couple thin blankets he had. Still shivering, he shut his eyes tight and sat up, trying to make himself small. Whatever was on the TV was ignored by him, all he could think about was Connor. He smiled, picturing the boy’s soft curls, his wide smile, and just every good thing about him. Somehow he had fallen for the younger one and he didn’t think he could ever get back up. He was kind of pissed off at the tweets, but he had a suspicion it was all just a joke. After finding out that it was, his smile grew wider and he sent texts back and forth with him. He curled up after receiving the last text, waiting for Connor to come.

He chuckled. “Nothing’s as important as me, Con. You know this,” He joked, sitting up again. He took the blankets and laid them out on him, making sure they were in a neat pile in his lap. “I’d hope not,” He said, shrugging with a smirk on his face. “What’s that for?” He pointed to the large jumper that Connor was holding.

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Connor wasn't sure exactly when or how it happened but now it felt like there was no going back. It's not like he hadn't tried though, he spent all the time he could trying to stop himself from letting it get any worse but no matter how much he did, it just wouldn't work. He fell for that smile with a lovely laugh to match and those eyes that'd crinkle at the sides leaving his heart to ache at the sight and his name never sounded so sweet until he heard Kody speak it. It was all too clear to him that it wasn't a one way thing, they even talked about it before but it didn't seem to lessen any of the nervousness he'd gain from being around him or speaking to him at all, he just got a little better at hiding it when he could. All he wanted was the ability to calm himself and speak without blushing when set out in front of the other boy and to somehow find a way where he didn't embarrass himself half as much as he was sure he did.

As he laid out on his bed with one of his books open to a page he had reread several times due to the distraction that was the text being sent back and forth, he watched his phone closely for any new ones popping up until he received the one he had wanted the most. He sat up and picked a clean grey jumper to put on with his attention on the mirror across from him, a hand running through his messy hair until it set right where he wanted it to. Grabbing another jumper from his closet and a few blankets he had kept away, he walked to the room where he smiled to himself knowing Kody would be waiting for his arrival.

"I hope you feel special, I was reading a really important book back there." he teased as he threw the blankets onto the sitting boy and sat beside him with the jumper on his lap. "Couldn't let you freeze to death though, could I?

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text - kody

kody: oh shut up

kody: hurry xx

connor: you'll have to make me

connor: no worries x

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text - kody

kody: i'm small

kody: a ton but bring you too

connor: and pretty

connor: i'm keeping you in my pocket from now on

connor: fair enough i'll be there soon

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text - kody

kody: i'm literally in the sitting room right now

kody: come to me

kody: i'm cold and don't wanna move

connor: the fact that you're almost always cold makes me happy, gives me a good reason to cuddle you so much

connor: how many blankets should i bring?

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text - kody

kody: ... :)

kody: not anymore idiot

connor: could almost hear my heart breaking for a second don't do that to me

connor: haven't seen you in awhile by the way, kinda miss you a little.. or maybe a lot

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text - kody

kody: you can't even see my face

kody: how do you think i fucking feel

connor: i don't need to

connor: .. you're seriously pissed off about this?

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And what's he supposed to be teaching instead of shoving his beliefs down your throat?

Complete idiot starts to go on about religion and all sorts of crap in the middle of our lecture. I’m not paying 20 grand a year to listen to some idiot go on about this crap

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What did he say that pissed you off so much then, Lanter?

My professor can shove his opinion up his ass

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text - kody

kody: of course i want you to be fucking joking

kody: good

kody: you're an asshole

connor: fuck, you're really cute when you're jealous

connor: take that back or you'll hurt my feelings kode

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text - kody

kody: are you fucking joking?

kody: i didn't wanna ask this on twitter but are you

connor: do you want me to be joking?

connor: but course i am and i dont see how you could think id actually be in love with some stranger.. sure he was fit and all that, but im not in love with him kody

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text - kody

connor: will you be at our wedding?

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@kmcadams: @noconnor yeah...

@noconnor: @kmcadams cmon dont do that to me, kody..