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have been taking vitamins and switched some things up and im feeling a lot better but im still always so so sleepy... (_ _) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

i'll have a few hours of feeling good and awake and then tired again. want to figure out how to fix this

(_　_)。゜zｚＺ for the past few months, i've been so sleepy all the time regardless of the amount of sleep... i wonder if i have a deficiency... i should have a blood test done

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(_　_)。゜zｚＺ for the past few months, i've been so sleepy all the time regardless of the amount of sleep... i wonder if i have a deficiency... i should have a blood test done

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fell off at the end of last week and didn't track anything, but ready want to take it slow and steady (*´▽`*)❀

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i spent the beginning half of my first year in the 30s strong - making more effort to reach out and organize meet ups and activities with family and friends, exercising, fixing (was still a work in progress but leagues better) my sleep schedule, getting back into childhood hobbies, starting new hobbies and projects, organizing finances, exploring new recipes - and then it just... fizzled out in the second half

i got sick once and then again and then i just... couldn't muster up the will to get back on the roll or do much of anything at all. i'd do a little of something and then wouldn't touch it again for the next few months. i always just want to sleep and am always so sleepy. i felt so accomplished and then so disappointed in myself

it's now my 31st. i fear i will just fall back into the same pitfalls, but the only thing i can do is keep moving forward. maybe i just did too much at the same time. it feels like i'm incompetent where others are able to juggle social life/relationships with others, hobbies, work, exercise, and day-to-day responsibilities without burning out. the fact that i got into this slump makes me feel like a failure of an adult

i feel inadequate. but, even if i'm inadequate or incompetent or lagging behind, i want to try again. maybe slower this time, gentler

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week 1 of drawing practice

REF: 筋肉質な男性のポーズカタログ

NOTES:

✎ trying to be consistent ( ' ﹋ ' ; )

✎ weakness: proportions ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

✎ first time I draw a pose, my proportions are all off (｡･-･) for example, the torso is too small and the arms too big. i keep needing to draw on top (blue lines)/completely redraw in order to get the proportions more accurate (๑-﹏-๑)

✎ legs are difficult to draw and my proportions are off, especially relative to the upper body

✎ draw too big then have to resize when going to next part of drawing. for example, i'll draw the torso too big then need to resize to draw the arms and legs (╥﹏╥) need to learn proportions in general

✎ ON TO WEEK 2...!!! (๑•̀ㅂ•́)ᐣ✎ ﹏

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finished binging dungeon meshi and i'm so excited for season 2 whenever it comes out (๑>ᴗ<๑)

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今日から毎日勉強したい ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

...でも少し怠け者 ( ' ﹋ ' ; )

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is there official art for 拯救卑微偏执男配[快穿] 作者：小生不知 ? want to draw fanart but am worried if it'll seem rude or out of character... (ó﹏ò｡)

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aaaaaaah the temptation to learn korean increases everyday (╥﹏╥)

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wanna re-read the nandina route in him, the smile & bloom (miku and tenya~!!!) ♡ and shanao and shungen in birushana ♡ (❀´ ˘ `❀)

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it's been almost 3 years and my friends are probably tired of me saying this, but i will forever be disappointed that the winged creature on even if tempest's cover is not romanceable

it's an amazing game and 100% definitely recommended (just dang... no monster bird creature li)

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IMMUNITY ANIMALS MASTERPOST

Add more if you have them, save if you need them. We need to start fighting reblog bait and immunizing it wherever we see it.

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