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With you I could fall or I could fly, either way it’s you and me together in the sky.

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“She had beautiful eyes. The kind you could get lost in. And I guess I did.”

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(via

the-homie-sexual

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Brown eyes

(via chill-adventure-junkie)

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Hey girl, it’s been months since I updated here. A LOT of things happened in the span of 3 months and the last time you were here you were still figuring a phase of your life if it was really for you. It didn’t turned out they way you wanted it to be but God opened a new door for you!! I’m so happy and so proud of you and I can’t wait for you to sail the world. This is a new great start and just focus on this right now. I know people that you love left already for another country to pursue their dreams. But always remember that they are always there for you no matter what. They are the kind of people to keep in your life and get some inspiration. I know that you wanted things differently but you also have to acknowledge the blessing being given to you. Use them wiser and in goodness. We still have a long way to go for our dreams. Just take one step at a time. We will achieve our dream someday to settle in another country. We just have to work and pray so hard that God may give us everything we need in order to achieve these goals. I know it pains for you to see that your friends are already living the dream you also dreamt of but always remember that life isn’t a race and you will have your own timing soon too. Don’t lose hope. Always have courage in life. Pray and God will really give what your heart desires.

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Hey girl! Today is June 9 2023 and 3 days to go before our 2nd attempt for visa and honestly I don’t know what to expect and what to feel. Whatever the result is gonna be I know for a fact that it’s for the good and not to harm us and Lord is protecting us. It’s scary to be honest because this is my last chance I think and I just pray that whatever happens i’m gonna be okay after this. I pray to God that He will give me peace of mind and to open more doors for me as He closes this one. I hope I will move on faster and be healed so we can do things right away. Lord, ikaw na bahala I surrender it all to you I know that you have good reasons why I needed to go through this process and I trust in You that you will always be there for me and you got me and that everything is gonna work out in the end. 🙏

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And also prolly I have accepted the fact that I will be okay no matter what the situation is cause I know God’s got me. Like He always does.

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This is prolly why i’m chill and relax right now because I know that if things still didn’t go as I wish I know God’s got me and that there is something bigger planned for me. I’m resting in His peace.

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I’m just so really scared right now. But you know what I realized that change can be scary but if you learn to embrace and grow with it, it’s actually the best thing that will ever happen in your life. Change.

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It also makes me sad to think that after my friends leave i literally don’t have anyone. Yah i have my family but wouldn’t it be nice to have someone as my person someone that’s going to be there for me and love me take care of me. I just have no one

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I think the most scary part for me right now is when my friends get to leave the country and I’ll still be here. I just don’t want to feel like I got left behind and they’re out there already moved on with their lives. I will always be happy for them but it saddens me at the same time. I just pray to God that He will help me get through this. I just don’t know what to do anymore

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May 22, 2023

Hey girlll, I know we’re going through something right now but the rejection of our Visa doesn’t define us and it’s not the end of the world. The road might be dark and cloudy right now but just trust the process and to the Lord our God that He will get us through it. Right now things must be feeling floaty or like not making any progress but the fact that we made something to change our life is something to be proud of. We’ve made it this far and what we are going thru right now is just a part of the process and trust our gut telling us that there is something big for us out there. Please don’t lose hope even if it is scary. 

We only have 3 weeks from now until our 2nd attempt for Visa. This time make sure that we will  do our 100% and we will practice our answers. Let’s be genuine when praying. Oh! and also never stop praying! Trust the people that will help us prepare for the interview and we’ll gather info as much as we can. We don’t know what’s gonna happen on that day, we’re not 100% sure if we’ll ever get a chance to be approved based on the statistics but let’s pray hard, practice hard and hope for the best. If it does not work, then it only means that there is something much more bigger for us. Just keep on going, chasing and working. Eventually we’ll get there. 

If there is one thing that we have learned in this phase of our life it is that always have a plan B,C,D or even up to Z. It’s for our peace if mind knowing that we have prepared something in case plan A won’t work. 

USA is not the only country where we can fulfill our dreams. There is sooooooo much out there we just have to keep looking. I wish we never run out of perseverance in us and will always be resilient. 

Goodluck to us girl, you and me both we got this and we will get through this. We’ve always been figuring things out and this time for sure we will again. 

I hope the next time you read this, we’re in a phase now where we are happy and was able to get through everything. Love you girl ♥️

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Letter

Hi! 

I just wanted to say that you’re an amazing beautiful human being. Things may be rough with you right now but I know you will make it and everything will be fine at the end. I know you’ve been depressed and devastated with our country’s situation right now but everything happens for a reason and as long as we’re standing to what is right everything will be ok. I can’t wait for the day that I can tell you how much I admire you I wish I can do that now but we’re not there yet but hopefully universe will help me make a way for us.

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Thoughts 11/28

I am just so tired of trying and looking. For months and months of looking there’s really nothing that seems to work out. Like i’m so tired. Why is it just so easy to some other people. Am I cursed?????? hays i just don’t understand. I don’t know what is for me. I can’t stay with my previous part time job cause my work here is not consistent. If they don’t give me task then there’s no money at all. Like I can’t do this anymore. Hayss i don’t know what to do. 

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