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cruel world - z.h , pt.2

PART ONE

the year’s 2019, they’re both eighteen now, life took it’s toll. the boys are huge, y/n taking classes in los angeles living in an apartment with room mates and still neither of them can deny being over each other.  

REQUESTED ; yES !! (thank you babes for the support)

WORD COUNT ; 1072 words

WARNINGS ; underaged drinking , swearing, fighting & a lil bit of making out ??

A/N ; hi babes !! i just want to thank you all so much for being so so patient with me and being so supportive. it’s crazy because im almost at 300 followers and i can’t be thankful enough for that! anyways... i hope you enjoy part two of cruel world, i think this will also be the last unless someone gives me an idea for part three so... yeah enjoy bby’s!

she could fill the same pit in her heart once again as the memories of who they used to be and of that day came flooding back to her in one hit and she hated herself for it. it's been two years, it's not 2017, it's 2019. they're not sixteen anymore, they're both eighteen. they haven't even talked to each other since then, never contacted each other to ask how the other was going. it was only a few likes on instagram here and there, it was like they were complete strangers.

y/n snapped back to reality and smiled at the stranger who's hand was on her waist at this party, she definitely could tell that he wanted her to go home with him but as much as people think she does participate in one night stands because of her party animal status, she doesn't.

"do you want to dance?" he asked. and with her award winning smile and a nod she took his hand as he bring them towards where everyone was dancing. having to walk pass the group of boys that she used to call her friends and a certain one her boyfriend, she stole a quick glance at them seeing the shocked looks on their faces and the nudges zach was getting from jack next to him.

three songs later and a cup done, zach was watching her intensely. he was filled with jealously and he still was trying to ignore the real reason why.  she was still dancing, she could feel the buzz of alcohol going through her system but not enough to get her completely drunk, she could feel the grip of the guy who she was dancing with start to hurt. as she tried to pull away he only pulled her in tighter. “can you stop?” she asks, “come on baby girl, i’m just trying to have some fun.” was his reply and she feels sick. she repeatedly tells him to stop, pushing him away but he was too forceful, she couldn’t breathe, her heart pounding. everyone around them was doing their own thing to realise but that was until she felt him getting pushed away from her. looking up she saw zach, her breathing hitched as she took in what’s changed about him closely. before he could ask if she’s alright they were interrupted. 

“bro what the fuck?! who do you think you are?!” the guy y/n was just dancing with shouted 

“i’m someone who fucking respects her, unlike you asshole. she told you to stop and you didn’t listen.” zach shouted back. 

then everything happened so quick. after zach said that, asshole decided to punch him in the face, fuelling zach’s anger more he fought back. y/n was shouting for zach, shouting for them to stop. it felt like a lifetime but seconds later they were getting pulled away by the boys, corbyn and jack dragging asshole out of the house as daniel checked up on zach. jonah was trying to get everyone to mind their own business and once everyone did, she went up to him “i’m so sorry jonah, this is all my fault.” 

“it’s fine y/n, just take zach to the bathroom to get cleaned up” he replied back as he rubbed her back making her nod and walk towards daniel and zach. daniel saw y/n approaching and smiled, she smiled back but her eyes widen once she realised zach’s nose was bleeding rushing him up the stairs and zach pointing to the bathroom. when they were both inside she locked the doors behind them in case anyone was going to come in doing god knows what. “sit down” she orders him, he nods and follows as she finds a small towel wets it under the sink and held it onto zach’s nose, holding it there for a while until zach grabbed it from her and held it himself. she went to get another wet towel and began to clean his hand, the bruises and the dried blood on his palm placed there from holding his nose. 

“i can’t believe i did this” she mumbled, the guilt rushing over her. zach wouldn’t be bruised up like this if it wasn’t for her. she went from his hand to his busted lip, not realising how close their faces actually were as he finished holding the wet towel to his nose, the bleeding that already stopped shown and his nose cleaned. he used his two hands to hold her face, to make her look at him. to really look at him. “this isn’t your fault y/n, none of it is your fault” and with him saying that, with him finally having her so close, he couldn’t control himself anymore, he kissed her and she kissed back. her dropping anything that she was holding to wrap her arms around zach’s neck to pull him closer. his hands grabbing the back of her thighs to pull her up, y/n now straddling him. once they pulled away, both of them gasping for their breaths and even with her smiling like a goof zach still felt like he did something wrong. “i-i’m sorry, i shouldn’t of done that. you’re probably over us and here i am still in love with you, look at you, your life is moving forward you’re partying which you never used to do” as he rambled about what she thought was nonsense, she was repeatedly trying to cut him off, her face showing complete confusion. 

“zach shut up, and look at me!” she snapped, he automatically shut his mouth as he again listened to what she said. “do you seriously think i’m over you? fuck i thought you were over me! all this partying bullshit started because i thought it would help me get over you but here i fucking am two years later and still completely and utterly in love with you.” y/n was losing her breath explaining her side, her voice sounding of desperation and need as zach pulled her in to kiss her again because at this moment all he wants to do is kiss her, do everything that he missed these past two years when she wasn’t his anymore and that’s exactly what they did that night. 

and because of the fact that y/n is the girl of zach’s dreams as much as zach is the boy of y/n’s dreams. that night turned into weeks, then months, then years. 

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you’re having a bad day - d.s

“Can you write an imagine where you have a bad day and he does everything to make you smile or laugh?”

REQUESTED ; yes  WORD COUNT ; 1007 words WARNINGS ; none  A/N ; i’m so so sorry to the anon who requested this, in case this isn’t how you wanted it to be and im sorry that this is kind of short ??

“i’m going to bed mum” you grumbled as you sulked all the way to your bed, changing quickly to your pyjamas and falling face first onto the bed in front of you. today was awful and everyone in your household knew it. 

from doing the test you studied your ass off for that didn’t have half the crap you studied for and then having to go to work and dealing with two customers who threw temper tantrums about not having the product they wanted like it was your fault, you were tired and exhausted. then your phone that was next to you started ringing. you groaned and went to see who was calling to see daniel, your boyfriend. staring at your phone for a while you contemplated if you should answer or not, you didn’t want your negative energy to transfer to your boyfriend who’s probably having the best time of his life right now because of being in new york with the rest of the boys. before you could even answer, the call already passed and you were too lazy to do anything about it. i mean that was until your persistent boyfriend texted you 5 seconds later. 

daniel ; why aren’t you answering

daniel ; helloooo 

you grumbled and decided to be honest with him since you knew there was no chance for him backing down either way

you ; im grumpy

daniel ; and even more of a reason for u to answer 

you ; but ur in nyc wyd 

next thing you know he was calling again, you groaned the side of your face digging deeper into your pillow as you answered with one eye open but quickly shutting it once again, so to his view you looked like you were sleeping.

“what do you want seavey” you asked 

“because that’s a way to greet your boyfriend... anyways, who said i was in new york?” he asked, with that sentence it made you open your eyes to realise he was in a car and he was driving this car. his phone on the dashboard which made you sit up to look at your phone better. 

“are you home?” you asked, he nodded as he smiled which made you smile because god how could you not. “i came back from new york like an hour ago, took a nap and now im ready to see my princess.” through the car ride you stayed on the phone with him, even when he stopped the car and showed he was at the supermarket you were still on facetime with him, mostly because of the fact he wanted to know what food you wanted and as usual most of it was junk food. 

when daniel came into your room, he set the bag down before turning around knowing you were going to jump right into his arms and you did exactly that. “i love you, you know that?” you told him, as you pecked his lips, his cheeks, his jawline, you were kissing all over his face. 

“oh you love me when i give you food but won’t answer my call when you’re grumpy, i see how it is.” he replied as he picked up the bag with one hand and still continued to carry you to your bed. it wasn’t like you could walk by yourself, it’s just if you haven’t seen daniel in weeks you get a bit... clingy, who could blame you? 

“listen! i still am grumpy okay, i didn’t answer your call because i didn’t want to my bad mood to go towards you alrighty.” you explained with a clear pout on your lips as you grabbed the bag from him once he set you down on your bed and started to set out the junk food in front of you. not wanting to set you off any more daniel just chuckled as he took his shoes off and sat behind you, both his legs laid next to you as he wrapped your arms around you to pull the both of you down so you could lay down on his chest. you yelped and grabbed the bag of lays chips and milk duds before going down as your head hit daniel’s chest. 

“okay baby, now tell me what happened.” he said as he started stroking your hair. then you went off ranting, talking about the test and school in general, talking about work and all the rude customers you’ve talked to lately. he was mostly silent only commenting here and there just to calm you down a little bit. afterwards he ended up telling you about their adventures in new york as you two shared food and cuddled. you both nearly pissed yourself laughing as daniel showed you the video he secretly took of when jack crashed into jonah’s kart that jonah himself explained on their instagram story. he showed the videos of the seals he took, absolutely everything and you laughed with him, smiled with him because whenever he was happy especially when he’s happy about the fact he’s living his dream. how could you not be happy with him? 

while explaining another story you really took him in and wondered how on earth you ever got so lucky to date the man laying besides you. cutting him off from his story, you brought yourself up to kiss him. both of yous smiling into the kiss as he wrapped his arms around you, when you both separated he brushed the hair off your face smiling at you “woah, where did that come from?” he asked with a laugh, you blushed. “i don’t know, i just- i don’t get- i’m the worst person alive when i have a bad day and you still deal with me, i don’t understand” you explained, “i agree you are one of the worst people alive when you’re mad” he says as you gasp and lightly smack his chest, him laughing at your actions. 

“but you know what, you’re my girl. i’d do anything to make you happy.” 

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cruel world - z.h

PART TWO

“did what i had to do, cause you’re so past me now” 

REQUEST ; no

WORD COUNT ; 1063 words

WARNINGS ; swearing

kind of ? based on cruel world by lana del rey from her ultraviolence album

you and zach were only fourteen nearly fifteen when your relationship started. a few months before you were just the new girl in school who was confused on why so many girls swooned over him, you were unaware of his social media status. even when he asked you out on a date you were unaware, it was only until the middle of your first date you asked for his instagram and saw how many followers he had compared to your just over four hundred. 

the more longer your relationship with zach went for, the more stages you guys pushed through. sometimes you even went with tour with him for a day or two, everything was good. the two of you were just two kids in love and no one could break that, despite everyone around them knowing about them. his fans didn’t know about them, everyone who knew zach through social media, all his fans that met him during the social media tours he did had no idea of his girlfriend. she was his little secret for over a year and she went with it, she liked the thrill of it and really at that point she would of done anything to be with him.

and maybe that’s what made innocent y/n become the person she is today, the reckless but driven girl standing three years later. because no one gave her the time of day before zach, to say he was her first love is an understatement. she shared her body and her mind with him, he was her first everything. there isn’t anyone in this world that knows y/n better than zach. but like usual, all good things must come to an end. because just before zach turned sixteen, around april just after your own birthday you had come to a realisation, he was finally becoming something big and you were slowly falling behind. it was difficult catching up with him, difficult for the both of you to maintain the relationship you guys built. 

so y/n came to the conclusion, she had to break up with zach. she could tell it was tiring him out and all she wants is for him to focus on this, focus on the band because this was all he dreamt and worked hard for. he loved you and you loved him and maybe nothing was going to change that even years later but she had to do what she had to do, for him and for her. she could still remember the day she broke up with him like it was yesterday. it was the morning, four hours before she had to fly back home to texas. she was staying at their la house and the days coming to this day even he could tell something was wrong, he was laying in bed, she was packing her suitcase, sitting on the floor, her back facing towards him. 

“do you want to tell me what’s going on now?” he asks, scared to know what her answer was going to be because as in denial as he is even he knew what was coming. 

“you already know zach, you know me more than anyone” she replied back, sounding tired, sounding… distant like she wasn’t even in the same room. 

“don’t do this” he begs, suddenly standing from the bed and sitting next to her on the floor. “please don’t do this, i love you, i love you so much.” he stares at her, wanting her to turn her head and look at him, but tears started to form in her eyes, her hands started to shake as she tried to collect her tears. “y/n please” 

“i don’t want to do this” she snaps as she turns her head towards him, “i fucking love you idiot, this is why i’m doing this. i’m doing this because i love you okay?! so don’t make me say the words, don’t make me fucking say it.” her voice was bitter, angry even which made him get angry. this was starting into a fight, a fight she didn’t sign up for. 

“because breaking up with me is showing you love me?! since when?! since fucking when was that because please tell me. if you loved me, you wouldn’t be doing this y/n!” he snapped back, standing up and pacing around the room as she zipped her suitcase and stood up, standing the suitcase up as well ready for the both of them to leave. 

“if you loved me, i wouldn’t be feeling like a dirty secret that’s swept under the rug and only taken out when you need. it was fun at the beginning zach, but over a year is too long.” you replied, your voice wasn’t raised. it was calm, more because of the fact you didn’t want a fight to happen. you didn’t want things to end that way. 

“do you want me to tell them? about us? about you? i will, if that’s what it takes” he was getting desperate because over a year was eternity for him, as young as he was it truly felt that y/n was the one.

“no, no that’s not what i want and you’re not going to do it either way. you have one thing to focus on right now zach, and it’s not me, it’s this. i watched you work hard for this, this is your dream and i’m not going to stand in between that.” you finally explained, feeling the salt taste of tears going to your lips, your vision of him was blurred because god the guy you truly wanted for the rest of your life, you were letting him go. 

all of a sudden you felt a pair of wet lips against yours, his arm wrapped around your waist to pull you closer, his other hand on the side of your neck. desperation, passion, want and love was placed in this last kiss, you didn’t know how long it was but it felt that it went away too quick. “and what if you’re the girl of my dreams?” he softly asks, “then we’ll meet again… i guess.” you answer. 

and again, you don’t know how long you two stood there for, desperately holding onto each other like no tomorrow because there was no tomorrow, there wasn't even going to be a next month. at the end you ended up leaving that house with the biggest hole in your heart, the hole that zachary dean herron used to fill. 

A/N ; aH THANKS FOR READING MY FIRST IMAGINE ON HERE, IM SO SORRY IF ITS MESSY OR IT DOESN’T MAKE SENSE. but if you wanna see the part two of cruel world and get to see the “reckless but driven girl” that you become and that zach finally sees then request !! or maybe if i have enough motivation i’ll do it myself lmao but, i hope you liked it!