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i want a band  i dont wanna date somebody just to get an in  fuck the “marketable” ; id rather have that smaller following i guess you could start off as marketable and then  grow into something you actually want to do but  you cant get iconic by being in-genuine  & if you dont believe that  yeh maybe i am being naive but youll have to let me grow into that then  and thatll be a sad day

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[120919] animation sketch from 2018

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so, im here.  back in va, how i wanted.  working in dc, how i wanted.  joined a marketing/tech company, like i wanted.  closer to so & friends, like i wanted.  but i dont feel alright.  there’s a lot to be thankful for, and there’s a lot of opportunities to grow.  i dont feel like myself these days. i cry a lot more, for the randomest reasons. i dont rly feel in my own home. i knew that my bedroom was my sanctuary and he’s helped to shift things in his own to make it more ‘ours,’ but is that need for a haven what’s displacing me?  i dont feel like im in my usual routine.  work - fitness - passion project - exploration  is that why i feel discomfort?  ive been trying to figure out whats wrong with me - the physical, visual parts of me i mean.  dermatologists dont know. hematologist doesnt know. on to a rheumatologist.  am i attributing symptoms to a probably fake, underlying condition and is that why im ansty? more frequent headaches, stomach discomfort after eating, panic attacks/nausea like youre hella nervous randomly. ive never experienced anxiety attacks but now it feels like im making up for lost time.  i feel like sucha sadboi complain about how the color white isnt white enuf type rn

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sweat

pull through weighted kick back side weighted leg lift weighted hip thrust weight single leg hip thrust hip abduction side single leg squat side to side leg lift v sit criss cross straight leg elbow to knee opposite side plank plank elbow to hand  mountain climber push up burpee push ups

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Iron Lung Pilot no. 1

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Fate/stay night (2006)

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moving to seattle soon dont rly know anyone but its alright. locals tips on ?  - taco spots - smaller/local music venues - bars/breweries  - hobby - nature

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