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Marriage? Eh. No.

I'm only writing this cause I want to get this out.

For about 2 - 3 weeks a whole bunch of people been asking me and my boyfriend when we're gonna get married. I keep answering "never."

We've only been dating for about 3 years and some. Took about a year and a half to even say the words "I love you." You think we'd really get married after 3 years?! No.

Not that I'm against marriage for any particular reason. But I've never been those type of girls who imagine their dream wedding. If anything, it freaks me out. Marriage is the time to start living as one. You are not a "you" you become "we." Right now, people always ask about one of us if the other isn't around.

For the time being, I'm selfish. I want to work on me, by myself. I want to say "me" not "we." I want a career first. I want to say I made a name for myself and me alone.

Not to say I don't care about my boyfriend. I love him. With everything I got. I just don't want that to distract me from my career goals. I already finished college for myself. I'm ready to start a career for myself.

We do talk about "us" and "our" goals. But he knows where I stand with the marriage issue and he's there too. He wants to take care of himself first before a family. I want to be able to tell my kids stories of my youth. I want to share with them my accomplishments. I want to say, "wow!" I want to better myself for my future family.

I don't wanna base my life on the possible that we will get married because what if we don't. I need to do me first.

So will we get married? I honestly don't know. But don't expect it anytime soon.

Cyril

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Misao and Fukumaru.  “We will never be apart.”

12 years ago, Japanese photographer, Miyoko Ihara (伊原　美代子) started to take photographs of her grandmother, Misao. Born in 1981 in Chiba (Japan), Miyoko Ihara has studied under Kenji Higuchi (樋口健二), after graduating from the Press Photography Course at the Nippon Photography Institute in 2002. Miyoko is also a member of The Photographic Society of Japan.”

“Under the sun, everyday is a good day. Another good day, Fukumaru”, Misao. Eight years ago, Misao found a odd-eyed kitten in the shed. She named the cat “Fukumaru” in hope that “God of fuku” (good fortune) comes and everything will be smoothed like a “maru” (circle)”.

“We’ll never be apart!”, says Misao to Fukumaru. Both of them live in a tiny world, with dignity, with mutual love. Still today, under the blue sky, Misao and Fukumaro work in the fields and in these natural surroundings, where they shine like the stars.”

Sources: asianoffbeat.com

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Website: whitemanekicat.p1.bindsite.jp

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Disney princesses dressed by haute couture designers

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Writing just to write.

Dear You,

So I'm pretty sure no one looks at my tumblr (or tumblr in general anymore). So I'm just gonna write. You can chose to read my scrambled thoughts or not.

I'm pretty disappointed in myself. In high school, got hella good grades, so involved with community service (through church, Big Brothers Big Sisters, FAYA), and I guess you can say I really really liked to dance (and I wasn't half bad.) I was proud of what I accomplished and how "successful" or "talented" I thought it was.

But where am I now? Stuck. I don't have school anymore so grades don't matter. Already graduated college and got that B.A. I was involved in this org called With and helped put on a benefit show. But now I am too busy at work and my internship to do much anymore. Lastly I quit dancing. I wish I didn't I think the last time I was every on a stage was my junior year of college (2009/2010).

The pains of growing up suck... big time. I don't know how to deal with this transition in my life and I wish someone would guide me!

Not to say my whole life is a mess. I definitely am thankful to have a full time job and to be an intern at SIFF (Seattle International Film Festival). I have a loving boyfriend and family who I see all the time and can't get enough of. 

But I'm stuck. I gained about 30ish pounds since graduating high school :( The biggest I've ever been. I look in the mirror and hate how I look. I guess the whole image thing got to me finally. I'm not happy with the way I look. (yeah yeah i know I need to be the change if I really want it. Too bad I want it but I'm lazy...)

All I ever do is sleep/work/watch Modern Family (I do love that show though.) I stop my uke, photography, writing. Everything I love I stopped.

And I dont know how to go back...

But I guess it's a step by step thing. 1st world problems. I need to figure out a way to bring everything back. I want what made me me back in my life.

Dont get me wrong. I love the people around me. My family, my friends, my love. I just have a few things I want to fix. But I don't know where to start.

Other than my life story, OBAMA IS PRESIDENT AGAIN! :D Yeah... He didn't do such a hot job the first 4 years. But change is a progressive thing. It takes more than 4 years to rebuild a country and I have faith he can do it.

Washington passed Ref 74! Gay Marriage is now legal in the state of Washington! I am so happy everyone can have the same rights! (at least in our state). Been bumping Same Love by Macklemore and Ryan Lewis ft. Mary Lambert all dayyyyyy. If a same-sex couple would get married, in no way shape or form would it effect me and the way I live. Just give me more weddings to attend to! I hate how those fighting against Ref 74 say, "Civil Unions are the same." You're just saying "Separate but equal" to me.

Anyways. Off politics. Thanks for reading

Love,

Cy

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The Rowdyruff Boys had two dads and nobody had a problem with it

One of them was even a cross-dressing devil lobster. Did anybody complain? Nope.

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yeeee love my Jasper!

Chillin at the Bite of Seattle :)

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shiba inu: hey corgi!

watson: yeah?

shiba inu: BOOP!

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