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nursing homes are not punishments.

They are supposed to function as care centers for people who are disabled.

So why is it our culture thinks its a joke to say "shape up or you'll be sent to a nursing home". Families are not trained medical staff. It is a luxury to stay in your home as your care needs increase. You can need a nursing home or similar level of care at any age.

Pay attention, how they are run is a sign of ableism and ageism. The lack of funding and abusive staff stories should matter to you NOW because if you arent disabled now you will be in someway (and well, because its basic compassion but if we had that I wouldn't need to make this post)

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I can’t make pasta any more without mumbling to myself, “wet the drys… then dry the wets…”

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I'm a bit long winded so it would probably go a little something like this...

I will love you for all of this life and the next. Even after we've both long since been returned to the earth and cosmos, forgotten by the ages. Long after the universe dies from its inevitable heat death, my love for you will continue. Never ceasing, never diminishing, never faltering. If you were to leave this mortal plane before me for the next, I will count the days until I am at your side once more never to be separated again. I shall love you just as deeply and passionately in old age as I did when we were young. I would move the sun, moon, and stars if you asked it of me, anything to see you smile and bring you joy. I will always be there for you during your worst moments just as much as the best ones and everything in between. For we cannot truly enjoy and appreciate our best memories without our worst, when the world feels like it's falling apart. But also the little moments when we're just existing next to one another, for the day-to-day moments that everyone considers boring or mundane, and for the simple joys of life. I will love you with every fiber of my being and every part of my soul, even long after I've become nothing but dust and faded memories. Ti amerò sempre mio bellissimo Girasole.

i don’t like “til death do us part” cause why would death part us??? u are mine in death and every life after this

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Hey there folks. I'm starting a Gofundme to help with my move to a safer place since I don't feel safe here in the US. Any little bit helps be it $5, $10, $25, or whatever you're comfortable donating. Even if you don't end up donating if you could please share this with anyone you can just to get the word out there.

I'm trying to move to Italy because I don't feel safe in the US. Ive been harassed, denied work, even had a neighbor try to kick my door down on multiple occasions while shouting death threats at me (at my last apartment, I've since moved back in with my parents to try everything on my end to save up for this). And I fear that it's only going to get worse from here, especially now that I have to reside in a red state.

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This is my trans masc, plus size, sassy goofball, Liam. Lmk if you'd like more reference pics of him, I have tons. 😅

Since I'm done with Mercar's Rooks, I want to draw other fractions >:) this time I would like to draw Mourn Watch!Rooks

Just reblog this post with your Mourn Watcher!Rook screenshots or drawings and I'll draw them :>

+ if you want, add if your Rook is romancing Emmrich (for the small joke)

PS: pictures is just what vibes I get from Mourn Watch!Rooks

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If you aren't willing to give treatment to EVERYONE then you shouldn't be in healthcare. And that goes for any health administration stuff too not just the patient facing jobs like nurses or doctors. So this includes but is not limited to release of information (ROI), patient advocate, transportation, billing (especially fucking billing, y'all need a shit ton of fucking empathy ffs*), just to name a few.

* For context here, I used to work in billing for the VA hospitals in the region (this covered a handful of Veteran Integrated Service Network or VISNs that spaned over several states). I specifically processed insurance payments from the insurance companies, and sometimes I'd be able to issue a refund to the patient. I was one of the few ppl in billing folks liked getting a letter from.

But a different part of my section dealt with waivers and payment plans, something they tried to make me do but was too soul sucking for me given the unrealistic expectations they put on these veterans. Saw one such waiver for a guy who was getting maybe $1,200/month for VA disability (which is totally different from SSDI or SSI), but he had ao many expenses that by the time he paid his bills he had maybe $100 left over for groceries. They wanted me to deny him since he still had money left over and I told my supervisor "what and just let the poor man starve? He didn't include his grocery expenses on here so that 100 bucks will get ate up by ensuring he can eat." I approved it but the supervisor denied it saying that he can set up a payment plan. Like are you for fucking real guy? The minimum amount you want him to pay is $50! It needs to at least be reasonable. He's already on food stamps (which doesn't even cover a week's worth of groceries 😒), and he's getting assistance from other programs. I requested a transfer to a different section after that cause I wasn't going to deal with that.

Instead I ended up dealing with all my transphobic and homophobic coworkers making my life a living hell for 3 years. This was on top of dealing with fighting my manager to approve my reasonable accommodation, getting approved begrudgingly, then having them stripped away for no viable reason other than she just felt like it. I gathered my stuff from my cubicle and quit the next day without notice. If they weren't willing to respect me and then stress me out to the point that it began to make my physical health worse for 3 years, then they weren't worth any more of my time, energy, health, or sanity.

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Spin this wheel of ~300 AO3 tags three times.

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This is what I deal with on a daily basis. Might be why I have a ton of projects that either haven't been started or finished for one reason or another.

good read for teachers.

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text post meme // obi-wan is obi-done

{ sw text posts }

bonus:

(so is yoda)

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I normally don't participate in these but figured I'd do this for a laugh. Liam is apparently a very good boy, even if he isn't quite a saint. He's good natured but humble, and is more likely to help you rather than hurt you.

Uhhh.... guess I should tag a few ppl.

@fritzthe75 @scottysketches @andi-sketchbook @kezzdaddy @raenacreates

New post bc last tag thread was soooo looong!

I was tagged by @drownedrow to take this quiz and this picrew and share the results!

Seems accurate.

Tagging @aleksxo @threeofswrds @vestigialpersonality and @allconsumingrot

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romancing lucanis - a story told in memes

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🖤🖤🖤

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good thing from jp twitter this week is queen of old man yaoi michiru sonoo discovering the term old man yaoi

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Why yes (no), I'm doing (NOT) great. I just really think Emmrich is a very sweet character and is an absolute delight. (This group of 1s and 0s made into pixels on the screen has shown me more kindness than the majority of real people ever have. It's to the point where it both brings me joy and a deep sadness, especially when I'm pretty sure I will never meet someone like him in the real world. And that's even if someone like him even exists in the first place. So, no, I am in fact not okay.) So, yes, I am okay.

(I know a lot of this seems like I'm not doing alright, but I assure you that I'm fine. This was all said as a gag, please don't take what I said seriously. 😅)

Writers making your Rooks with low self esteem being swept off their feet by Emmrich’s praises, you doin okay?

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This feels like the equivalent of "DON'T MAKE ME TURN THIS CAR AROUND!" Emmrich having to parent not just Manfred but these two chucklefucks as well. (I mean this in the most loving way. lol)

Lucanis and Davrin at the Necropolis:

Davrin, pointing at a half-rotted corpse: that’s your grandma

Lucanis, immediately poking the ugliest, most bloated cadaver he can find and making loud gagging noises: that’s you when you hear the Calling, dumbass

Emmrich, polishing the pointy end of his staff while his eye twitches: how about I fucking stab both of you, gentlemen? Right here. In this sacred necropolis. Make you part of the decor