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So it’s been a minute…. But here is the next chapter!

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jinu’s go to friendship invitation tactic aka how the saja boys came tgt? 😂

Free petting if you join my boyband! -Jinu

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gta iv hyperfixation in 2025

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My favorite Niko-ism is just loudly stating your criminal activity over the phone.

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Love these. My imagination is running wild.

Forbidden Love Dialogue Prompts

Trying out some different tropes. If there's a trope you'd like to see some prompts for in the future please let me know.

"Stop—someone might see us."

"You told them. You—I can't believe you told them about us. I trusted you."

"That fucking hurt!" "I'm sorry. I—I panicked when they walked in. I don't want to get caught!"

"Come on, you have to admit, sneaking around like this is kind of... fun."

"Someone saw us last night. They saw us. God, what if they tell?"

"I don't care! I don't care. I can't do this anymore. The lying, the sneaking around. I can't bear the thought of anyone else touching you, of anyone thinking... I want everyone to know you're mine."

"We—We can't." "Why not?" "If anyone ever found out..." "They won't."

"I love you." "You take that back." "No. I'm done hiding. I love you, and I want the entire world to know you're mine."

"Would it really be so bad—getting caught?" "Yes!"

"We have to stop." "What are you talking about?" "We can't keep doing this. We're going to get caught." "I don't care."

"Why won't you admit it?" "Because I'm scared, dammit! I'm terrified of what this means. I'm terrified to want you, to need you, to... love you. Because if anyone ever found out... God, it would destroy us."

"We were doomed from the start. But you know what, I wouldn't change a damn thing."

"Loving you was never the problem. It was pretending I didn't that killed me."

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There are two types of writers:

1. 'It's fiction, it doesn't need to make sense!'

2. 'I didn't account for the rotation of the planet and how that affects the constalations while my characters stargazed at different times of year, I have failed as a writer, and this entire thing is trash'

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y’all ever read a fanfic that you cannot believe an author just wrote for free?? what an honor it is to read a piece of someone’s soul they shared out of nothing but love for a piece of media. what a privilege it is to be allowed their talent because you share an interest!!

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I am currently stuck at one scene. I know what I have to do, but I don’t have the strength for it. 😭

Writing sad scenes is so much worse than reading them, because yes, the reader didn't know it was coming, but the writer CANNOT SKIM THE WORDS.

I'm out here fighting through scenes one word at a time because I can't see my laptop screen through the tears.

😭😭😭

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gta IV is 17 now and I still love Niko like the day I met him

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On days like today… I miss my dad. He was a writer. Had a way with words that helped me nail history papers in school and even comp classes. And he is the only reason I make fanfiction. He told me flat out to take my dreams and make them happen. No one is gonna acknowledge you. But he saw me. He knew my passion. He told me to put my vision out there. I miss him so much. He was my foundation. My best friend. I called him daily to make sure I was sane. Best day of my life was telling him he’d be a grandpa. We called him papa bear. And I am heartbroken that he has never seen or hold my second child. Dad I miss you to the extreme. And I pour my grief and anger into stories.

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Me recently as I reread it all to make sure this next chapter fits and works. And there were chapters where I was like “oh yeah this is money” (gta joke…) and then there is entire chapters and sections where I am highly embarrassed and feel like I need to scrap the whole thing. Ugh.

Oh and this next chapter will (hopefully) be out by this weekend.

Reading my own fanfiction is basically just a rollercoaster of emotional whiplash.

20% of the time: “Hold on. I wrote this? This is fire. This is emotionally devastating in the best way. This scene is dripping with tension. I’m a literary perfectionist. Someone give me a book deal.”

80% of the time: “Straight to jail. Immediate prison. Why is everyone’s breath hitching?. I used the word ‘gaze’ three times in one paragraph like I was possessed. Did I think 'his eyes darkened' was profound? Why is everyone clenching their jaws? Why is someone whispering 'their name like a prayer' again?? No one talks like this. What is this dialogue. Why are there so many weird metaphors and em-dashes…”

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Ahhh I love them so much!

Mhmhmmm I miss them

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I’ll sometimes sneak my husbands phone and go to the site and leave an additional kudos on works I absolutely love. Even if I comment and continue to support it, good works should be loved more. Each chapter should be able to have a kudos left on it.

Sometimes when I really like a fic and have already given it kudos once, I’ll turn on my vpn, open a private web browser, and go find the fic again to give it another, slightly illicit, kudos. I have done this multiple times to all my favorite fics

Haha that’s incredible! Sneaky second kudos!

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Me today trying to find something positive to feel good.

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@thewatcher727 check to see if your works are listed. If they are then they have been stolen and used to help AI create works. I have 8 out of my 10 on the list.

If you use AI to steal or write fanfic, you deserve to choke on an entire bag of dicks.