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Its 50/50 ao ummm ill go radio silent on him for a few days v4 texting again

I missed him so much I actually texted him again, this is like week three or four or being ignored now so um 👅

Also um idk I had a sesh tn but it was shit so when I wake up I shall try again it's like 6 am fuck

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AI GENERATED SLOP TW SH

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Hunger feels lovely when I know I'm not gonna eat. (4 day fast coming my way, wouldve done three but i dont like odd numbers. )

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I missed him so much I actually texted him again, this is like week three or four or being ignored now so um 👅

Also um idk I had a sesh tn but it was shit so when I wake up I shall try again it's like 6 am fuck

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i hate that kind of sadness where your chest physically hurts

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Venting to people?? ❌❌❌❌❌❌❌❌

Cutting myself?? ✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅

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Tw: mentions of depression, alluding to self harm, and slight neglect

There is a room

That room is dark

That room reeks

Of not just mold and illness

Of not just dust and unkemptness

It reeks of an empty dull sadness

A lump in a bed only faintly rises and falls with each regretful breath

That room is cold

That room is isolated

That room reeks

Ice grows in the corner when it gets too cold

No one goes in that room

That room reeks

Of coldness not winter delight

Of weakness not hope

Of fear

Fear of what’s within that room

Mold floods over the rims of a cup forgotten

Tears flood over the face of that lump

A desire for change floods through in the middle of the night

And that desire is crushed by the blade under the cup

Who can save a soul that’s already ready to rest

Even if they could, no one would

One is far across the ocean

One is absorbed in its own struggle

One is too young to understand

And one who should doesn’t

There is a room

That room is disgusting

That mold is disturbing

That ice is cold

And that lump is weak

That lump is lazy

That lump is disgusting

That lump is disturbing

That lump is cold

That lump is sick

That lump should die

That lump wants to die

That lump has tried to die

And it wasn’t noticed

Because no one tried to notice

No one wanted to go near that room

Even the one who should

Because that room reeks

And so does he

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Feeling lonely but social interaction is fucking torturous

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Honestly the people who say cat scratches aren’t real sh are just projecting bc they don’t feel like their sh is valid

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Hey guys i sh two daya Ago and I dont know there is smth white or yellow slimey thing

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any fruit over 100 cals is evil

hashtag banana hater