my mother looks at me & sees my father's mistakes (PLURAL NOUN; FRAMENTED FAMILIES DON'T KNOW HOW TO COEXIST). my father looks at me & sees everything i used to be (NOUN; INNOCENT & SOFT HEARTED). my siblings look at me & see the worst of my parents (VERB; SHAKING, HURTING, BURNING); they look at me & see the only thing in our family that might get out alive. i look at myself & see a monster (NOUN; BLOODIED HANDS & A VENOMOUS MOUTH & A FAILING HEART). -- and i've failed them all.
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-- i would like to place this tentative starter call down and actually do something with it after absolutely just ghosting the place
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WHY DO YOU WRITE LIKE YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME ??
mirage release date: july 3, 2019. hoax release date: february 21, 2020. delicate release date: august 13, 2021. willow release date: october 26, 2022. karma release date: may 19, 2023. happiness release date: january 18, 2024. exile release date: june 14, 2024. ghosts release date: april 25, 2025.
#i. i'm getting tired even for a phoenix | ch. study#ii. is it just a mirage; all these hollywood gods | famous#iv. this is an on fire garbage can | my edits#( imagine ghosting forever and showing up with this? )#( anyway here's wonderwall )
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hi i turned 28 this past wednesday and my coworkers and friends made a bigger deal about it than my literal familyβ¦ so thereβs that but also i like how i look soβ¦ hereβs some munday stuff i guess π€·πΌββοΈ
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guys i saw taylor swift last night and i am still buzzing it was amazing ! we won the surprise song lottery tbh. iβm finally home so iβm gonna get unpacked and get stuff sorted for work this week and try and work on some stuff here for jude bc i wanna be active again
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in a desperate attempt to get some dopamine, i finished agatha all along last night and all i can say is jude has a huge crush on agatha. that is all.
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hey yβall! iβm hoping to get online tonight! iβm working for my parents today after my 6-2β¦ iβm also available on discord and iβm pretty active there if iβm not here so if you wanna chat there lemme know and iβll send you my user! π€
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πΏπΈπ²ππππ΄ ππΎ π±πππ½
"State the obvious."
"I didn't get my perfect fantasy."
"I realized you loved yourself more than you could ever love me."
"So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy.
"By the way, I hate that stupid old pickup truck."
"You're a redneck heartbreak."
"You're a redneck heartbreak who's really bad at lying."
"Watch me strike a match on all my wasted time."
"As far as I'm concerned you're just another picture to burn."
"There's no time for tears."
"I'm just sitting here planning my revenge."
"There's nothing stopping me from going out with all of your best friends."
"My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be."
"If you're missing me you better keep it to yourself."
"Coming back around here would be bad for your health."
π΅πΈπ΅ππ΄π΄π½
"You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors."
"Say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while."
"Try and stay out of everybody's way."
"You're gonna be here for the next four years in this town."
"You know I haven't seen you around before."
"When you're 15 and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe it."
"Feeling like there's nothing to figure out."
"Count to ten, take it in."
"This is life before you know who you're gonna be."
"Soon enough you're best friends."
"We'll be out of here as soon as we can."
"He's got a car."
"You're feeling like you're flying."
"Your mama's waiting up."
"You're thinking he's the one."
"And (you're) dancing around your room when the night ends."
"Your first kiss makes your head spin round."
"In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team."
"But I didn't know it at fifteen."
"When all you wanted was to be wanted."
"Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now."
"Back then I swore I was gonna marry him one day."
"I realized some bigger dreams of mine."
"And we both cried."
"Don't forget to look before you fall."
"I've found time can heal most anything."
"You might just find who you're supposed to be."
"Take a deep breath, girl."
ππΏπ°ππΊπ π΅π»π
"The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
"The way you move is like a full on rainstorm, and I'm a house of cards."
"You're the kind of reckless that shoudl send me running."
"You're the kind of reckless that should send me running, but I kinda know that I won't get far."
"You stood there in front of me just close enough to touch."
"My mind forgets to remind me you're a bad idea."
"You touch me once and it's really something."
"You find I'm even better than you imagined I would be."
"I'm on my guard for the rest of the world but with you, I know it's no good."
"I could wait patiently."
"I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild."
"Just keep on keeping your eyes on me."
"It's just wrong enough to make it feel right."
"Lead me up the staircase."
"Won't you whisper soft and slow."
"I'm captivated by you, baby."
"Drop everything now."
"Meet me in the pouring rain."
"Kiss me on the sidewalk."
"Take away the pain."
"Gimme something that'll haunt me when you're not around."
"'Cause I see sparks fly, whenever you smile."
ππ΄π³
"Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street."
"Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall."
"(It's) like the colors in autumn, so bright, just before they lose it all."
"Losing him was blue, like I'd never known."
"Missing him was dark gray, all alone."
"Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met."
"Loving him was red."
"Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you."
"Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song."
"Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer."
"Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong."
"Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes."
"(I) tell myself it's time now gotta let go."
"But moving on from him is impossible when I still see it all in my head."
"And that's why he's spinning 'round in my head."
"(It) comes back to me, burning red."
"His love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street."
π±π»π°π½πΊ ππΏπ°π²π΄
"Nice to meet you, where you been?"
"I could show you incredible things."
"Saw you there and I thought 'Oh, my God, look at that face.'
"You look like my next mistake."
"Love's a game, wanna play?"
"I can read you like a magazine."
"Ain't it funny? Rumors fly."
"And I know you heard about me."
"So hey, let's be friends."
"I'm dying to see how this one ends."
"Grab your passport and my hand."
"I can make the bad guys good for a weekend."
"So it's gonna be forever or it's gonna go down in flames."
"You can tell me when it's over if the high was worth the pain."
"They'll tell you I'm insane."
"'Cause you know I love the players and (you) love the game."
"'Cause we're young, and we're reckless."
"We'll take this way too far."
"It'll leave you breathless or with a nasty scar."
"You're the King, baby, I'm your Queen."
"(I'll) find out what you want, be that girl for a month."
"I can make all the tables turn
"(I'll) keep you second guessing like 'Oh, my God, who is she?'"
"I get drunk on jealousy, but you'll come back each time you leave."
"'Cause, darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream."
"Boys only want love if it's torture."
"Don't say I didn't, say I didn't warn ya."
"'Cause you know I love the players."
"But I've got a blank space, baby, and I'll write your name."
π΄π½π³ πΆπ°πΌπ΄
"I wanna be your endgame."
"I wanna be your first string."
"I wanna be your A-Team."
"You and me, we got big reputations."
"I got some big enemies."
"You and me, we'd be a big conversation."
"You like the bad ones too."
"I don't wanna touch you."
"I don't wanna be just another ex-love you don't wanna see."
"I don't wanna miss you like the other girls do."
"I don't wanna hurt you."
"I know what they all say."
"I got issues and chips on both of my shoulders."
"The truth is, it's easier to ignore it, believe me."
"Even when we'd argue, we'd not do it for long
"I've made mistakes, and made some choices that's hard to deny."
"After the storm, something was born on the Fourth of July."
"With four words on the tip of my tongue."
"We tried to forget it, but we just couldn't."
"I bury hatchets but I keep maps of where I put 'em."
"(My) reputation precedes me, they told you I'm crazy."
"I swear I don't love the drama, it loves me."
"I can't let you go, your handprint's on my soul."
"It's like your eyes are liquor, it's like your body is gold."
"You've been calling my bluff on all my usual tricks."
"So here's the truth from my red lips."
π²πππ΄π» πππΌπΌπ΄π
"Fever dream high in the quiet of the night, you know that I caught it."
"Shiny toy with a price, you know that I bought it."
Killing me slow, out the window
"I'm always waiting for you to be waiting below."
"Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes."
"What doesn't kill me makes me want you more."
"And it's new, the shape of your body."
"It's blue, the feeling I've got."
"It's cool, that's what I tell 'em."
"No rules in breakable heaven."
"It's a cruel summer with you."
"You say that we'll just screw it up in these trying times."
"We're not trying."
"So cut the headlights."
"I'm always waiting for you just to cut to the bone."
"And if I bleed, you'll be the last to know."
"He looks up grinning like a devil."
"I'm drunk in the back of the car."
"And I cried like a baby coming home from the bar."
"Said, "I'm fine, " but it wasn't true."
"I don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you."
"And I snuck in through the garden gate every night that summer just to seal my fate."
"And I screamed for whatever it's worth 'I love you'."
"Ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?"
π²π°ππ³πΈπΆπ°π½
"When you are young, they assume you know nothing."
"But I knew you; dancin' in your Levi's, drunk under a streetlight."
"I knew you; hand under my sweatshirt. Baby, kiss it better."
"And when I felt like I was an old cardigan under someone's bed... you put me on and said I was your favorite."
"A friend to all is a friend to none."
"Chase two girls, lose the one."
"But I knew you; playing hide-and-seek and giving me your weekends."
"I knew you; your heartbeat on the High Line once in 20 lifetimes."
"To kiss in cars and downtown bars was all we needed."
"You drew stars around my scars but now I'm bleedin'."
"'Cause I knew you; steppin' on the last train, marked me like a bloodstain."
"I knew you; tried to change the ending, Peter losing Wendy."
"I knew you; leavin' like a father, running like water."
"But I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss."
"I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs."
"I knew everything when I was young."
"I knew I'd curse you for the longest time."
"I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired."
"... and I knew you'd come back to me."
π²π·π°πΌπΏπ°πΆπ½π΄ πΏππΎπ±π»π΄πΌπ
"(You) booked the night train for a reason, so you could sit there in this hurt."
"Bustling crowds or silent sleepers, (you're) not sure which is worse."
"Because I dropped your hand while dancing, left you out there standing crestfallen on the landing."
"Your mom's ring in your pocket, my picture in your wallet."
"Your heart was glass, I dropped it."
"You told your family for a reason, you couldn't keep it in."
"Your sister splashed out on the bottle, now no one's celebrating."
"Your hometown skeptics called it 'champagne problems'."
"You had a speech, you're speechless."
"Love slipped beyond your reaches."
"I couldn't give a reason."
"Your Midas touch on the Chevy door, November flush and your flannel cure."
"This dorm was once a madhouse"
"I made a joke, well, it's made for me."
"How evergreen, our group of friends."
"Don't think we'll say that word again."
"And soon they'll have the nerve to deck the halls that we once walked through."
"One for the money, two for the show."
"I never was ready, so I watch you go."
"Sometimes you just don't know the answer 'til someone's on their knees and asks you."
"She would've made such a lovely bride what a shame she's fucked in the head." "But you'll find the real thing instead; she'll patch up your tapestry that I shred."
"You won't remember all my champagne problems."
πΌπ°ππΎπΎπ½
"When the morning came we were cleaning incense off your vinyl shelf 'cause we lost track of time again."
"Laughing with my feet in your lap like you were my closest friend."
"How'd we end up on the floor anyway?"
"Your roommate's cheap-ass screw-top rosΓ©, that's how."
"I see you every day now."
"And I chose you."
"The burgundy on my T-shirt when you splashed your wine into me and how the blood rushed into my cheeks, so scarlet."
"The mark you saw on my collarbone, the rust that grew between telephones, the lips I used to call home, so scarlet, it was maroon."
"When the silence came, we were shaking blind and hazy."
"How the hell did we lose sight of us again?
"Ain't that the way shit always ends?."
"You were standin' hollow-eyed in the hallway."
"Carnations you had thought were roses, that's us."
"I feel you no matter what."
"And I lost you."
"And I wake with your memory over me."
"That's a real fucking legacy."
"And I wake with your memory over me; that's a real fucking legacy to leave."
"It was maroon."
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Assorted Media Sentences, Vol. 16
(Sentences from various pieces of media. Adjust phrasing where needed)
"You're out of control."
"If you want to live to see another day, you'll be out of town by nightfall."
"Look at you! You're a mess!"
"In the events that anything should happen - which it won't! - I want you to tell the world that I did something."
"I do understand. Don't talk to me like I'm a monkey."
"You've gotten good and greasy with your words, haven't you?"
"Want to get drunk and fool around?"
"You think I'm dumb, don't you?"
"The world is not as black and white as you think."
"Say what you want, but I promise you, you'll be dead by dawn."
"I'm not human. Humans don't drink blood."
"Our glory days are long gone."
"I threw stones at the stars, but the whole sky fell."
"I never can please you, can't I?"
"Do not fire at the spacecraft! You may inadvertently start an interstellar war!"
"Why do you have to be special? Why can't you just be you?"
"Why am I just seeing this now?"
"I've come for answers. I'm not leaving until I get them."
"Even the most painful memories can become familiar. A refuge, if you'd like."
"You're going to need a bigger boat."
"You're not going to hit me again, are you?"
"You know nothing. Hell is only a word. The reality is much, much worse."
"Our livelihood depends on our ability to blend in at our discretion."
"You've lost track of the greater good here."
"Once he's got whatever he needs, he'll cast you aside."
"Sooner or later, the thirst always wins."
"Does it disturb you at all that the most logical explanation for all of this is that he's an alien?"
"I'd like to tell you everything, but I can't. Not ever.,"
"Endings are a strange thing. You know it's coming, and yet everything ends."
"Do I need to remind you what happened last time you pushed me too far?"
"I'm not being modest. I'm really good at what I do."
"What the eyes sees, the mind believes."
"I know you're lying, I just can't figure out why."
"You can't keep denying what you are."
"It's a fine line between standing behind a principle and hiding behind one."
"Vampires with machine guns. What's not to love?"
"'I don't know' isn't good enough! You're supposed to be the expert!"
"Do this right and this job will put us back on the map."
"I hate to say it, but your life sounds a hell of a lot more interesting than mine does right now."
#iv. the national no snitching policy | memes#( iβll be on later iβm just making bracelets first )
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@fleurmcrte : ' ow! you just stepped on my foot! '
jude could barely see a foot in front of her face but the voice beside her made her jump. "sorry! it's dark as shit and i left my night vision at home!" she shot back, though it was laced with humour and laughter. "i am sorry for stepping on your foot, but i can't see!" it was getting colder and she was definitely getting tired and grumpy. "can we go back yet? we haven't seen anything since before the sun went down and there's nothing that important out here that we can't do where it's not like twenty-three degrees."

of course she was complaining it was cold now but the second it snowed, she was outside in it, running around usually with rj and some of the younger kids. "okay but... can we actually go inside? not like i can fire a gun with frozen fingers."
#fleurmcrte#ii. free as these birds; light as whispers | main#iv. these are things people say to me | answered
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"OH SHIT, WE'RE TRAPPED!" PROMPTS * Β assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary
looks like we're stuck here.
we'll never find a way out in time.
have you tried the door?
try jiggling the handle.
that's it. i'm smashing our way through.
i'm not going to die in here.
we've tried everything.
it's no use!
well, we're not getting out that way.
that was pointless.
do you have any other bright ideas?
this is all your fault.
i can't believe i listened to you.
this is what i get for trusting you.
everything's locked.
there must be another way.
it's pointless. there's no way we're getting out of here in time.
maybe we could try yelling for help?
wait, did you hear that?
i'm sorry. this is all my fault.
they tricked us.
i'm going to break the door down.
maybe we should just wait for someone to rescue us.
they'll notice we're gone. they'll come looking for us.
i wish i had a better idea.
of all the people i had to be stuck here with, it has to be you.
don't give me that look. this is all your fault.
wait! do you see that? light!
that's it! we're getting out of here!
hold your breath!
i found us another way out of here!
can you still hear me?
i'm gonna get us out of here.
keep your eyes fixed on me.
did the wall just move?
it just shut behind me!
that was our only way out!
tell me a story to pass the time.
they'll find us. they will.
once they see we've gone, they'll come looking for us.
i don't see any other options.
try using your shoulder to break the door down.
does anyone have a match?
i still have my flashlight!
how long have we been trapped in here?
feels like we've been down here for days.
you told me there was a way out!
everyone stand back. i'm going to try something.
let's see if this works.
well, we're fucked.
i'm not giving up just yet.
you're just wasting energy!
all right, sound off!
i can't see anything.
ow! you just stepped on my foot!
well, it was a nice try.
not sure what you were trying to accomplish with that.
that's your bright idea?
we're all gonna die.
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-- gonna start on the stuff in my inbox and my drafts BUT click the heart for a starter! xo
#iv. i've never been supervised before | starter call#( i did exactly one thing but i have to work in the morning so i'm just gonna place this here and then go to bed xD )#( good to be back hey hi hello; see y'all later )
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all you did was fail her. the words echoed in her head over and over as she tried to calm herself down. at least until she felt her mom pull her close, holding onto her. judith felt herself start to calm down, even if it was only slightly. "h-hannah... hannah's... dead and i couldn't..." she was panicking again, she couldn't stop it this time. "i couldn't save her. i tried, mama i tried so hard." when she finally managed to say it out loud, she felt the weight settle over her. there was also the injuries she sustained that needed to be properly taken care of. an old shirt haphazardly tied around her thigh and a piece of gauze from her neck to her chest that was soaked through already.

"he killed her and i just... i lost it. but i tried mama, you believe me right?"
part of her had known that a day like this might come... or would come. she'd seen it with carl, seen the way that the world had changed him, had been there when the inevitable had happened and he'd killed someone for the first time. the only difference now was that lori was more... well, she was more prepared. perhaps prepared wasn't the right word, but it was different now from how it had been the first time around. lori knew what this world was now. she knew what happened, wasn't as naive as she had been at the start.
as soon as judith started speaking, started seeming panicked, lori moved to pull her close to him, arms wrapping around her but not too tightly. she didn't want to suffocate her, she just wanted to offer comfort.
" okay - okay, just... slow down, okay? try and get your breath back. "
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-- gonna start on the stuff in my inbox and my drafts BUT click the heart for a starter! xo
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hi in light of me saying i'm gonna be here and then disappearing again (and also sharing a braincell with sans) i am reemerging from the fire to say that jude is rick's child. i know amc wanted β¨ the drama β¨ but nah... you're telling me that she's not his? bitch where ???
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HI GUYS! i am so sorry for the radio silence, i ended up taking a 3 month course online to hopefully get a better paying job in my field on top of working full time at my day job and part time for my family's business so it's been chaotic. school is over now thank gods so i'm back! i will be going through my inbox and other replies probably mostly this weekend but i'll be chipping at it the next couple days as well!
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feather/nonsense @ snl
#i. it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti hero | face#ii. is it just a mirage; all these hollywood gods | famous#iv. but i was over on the queue! | queue
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Hope Mikaelson In Every Season β½βΎ Season Two Facing darkness is kind of my thing.
#i. it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti hero | face#i. i'm getting tired even for a phoenix | ch. study#iv. but i was over on the queue! | queue
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