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I found their drawings. Decay is clearly labeled, Impulse is the other one. Weird shit but I wanna develop them
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My blog name origin
When I was a teenager I was pretty disturbed. I had nightmares of creepy, abnormal shit. Dark.
At some point I started to develop these two characters related to my issues. It escalated to the point where I didn’t know if they were entities that followed me or just my imagination. I eventually abandoned thoughts of them. But recently memories of them surfaced.
The first was Impulse. I still have my oringal drawing of Impulse. Impulse is something that would tell me what to do, thus his name. I call him he just because that feels natural. He would tell me what to do, when, where, but never why. He controlled my impulses frequently. The people I told about him were not a fan. I spoke about him a lot for a short time. Impulse was roughly 7 feet tall, and had a large, owl like body, with a lot of dark moss like material on him. Much of it hung around his neck and head. His head was not an owls, it looked something like the decayed skull of a canine and deer fused together. No lower jaw, as he stoke via telepathy. His voice could be understood, but did not sound like anything on this Earth, and did not speak a known language. He was harsh. He scared me.
The second is Decay. Decay has been called a lot of things, he, and they. Sometimes it. I don’t know what Decay is. They don’t like to be called “it”. I learned that over time. Anyway. They always had somewhere to go, someone to get too. They often mumbled “I still love you” or “I’m coming” as they shambled along. Decay seemed to be a hopeful being, but had a dark history I never unraveled. I felt pity for Decay, but also a deep fear of what would happen if they ever made it to where they were going. Decay looked a bit like a dog, but didn’t quite have the same anatomy. Rotten, emacieted, and well.... decaying in every way. I believe Decay spoke through telepathy as well. But spoke clearly. Their voice didn’t sound high, nor low, yet was almost both at the same time. I am looking for their drawing.
Later, I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder type one. And I like to think that Impulse represents mania, while Decay represents depression.
I plan to turn these two into characters I can vent with. Maybe more. Maybe less. But, I’ll be posting their pictures very soon.
#vent#bipolor#bipolardisorder#mental health#decay#impulse#mania#depression#manicdepression#triggerwarning#contentwarning#ask me questions#dont be an ass
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So I really like this picture, it’s by a taxidermist on Insta called PreciousCreature. Their work is absolutely amazing. Rest well friend
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Tea/Coffee Readings

How To
You need to find a cup with a wide brim that’s light in colour, find a wide saucer. Pour in lose tea leaves/coffee (you can buy loose tea leaves or rip open a tea bag) into you cup and add boiling water (Do Not add milk) Drink your tea/coffee while thinking about your question, if you dont like tea/coffee take a few sips. When you are finished drinking take the cup in your dominant hand and place your non-dominant handover the top of your cup. Turn the cup tree times in a clockwise direction. Pour any remaining water down the sink. Place the cup upside down on the saucer or a napkin and turn it clockwise three times, turn the cup over look for the leaves that have taken shapes. When you have finished your reading it is customary to turn your cup over, place your index finger on the base of your cup and make a wish
Meanings You can twist and turn the cup for new angles to find symbols in your cup, the closer the symbol is to the rim of the cup the sooner it will happen. the further down the longer it will take, tea reading can only predict up to a year. symbols at the bottom of your cup will take almost a whole year to take effect. Common Shapes
Abbey Freedom from worry Ace of Clubs A letter Ace of Diamonds A present Ace of Hearts Happiness Ace of Spades A large Building Acorn Financial Success Aircraft Sudden Journey Alligator An accident Anchor Success in business and romance Angel Good news Ankle Instability Ant success through perseverance Anvil conscientious effort Apple Business achievement Arc Ill health, accidents Arrow Bad News Axe Difficulties and troubles that will be overcome Bat False Friends Bath Disappointment Bayonet A minor accident Beans Poverty Bear A Journey Bed Inertia Bee Good news Beehive Prosperity Beetle Scandal Bell Unexpected news Bellows Setbacks Bird Good news Birdcage Obstacles, quarrels Bird’s Nest Domestic harmony Bishop Good luck coming Boat Visit from a friend Book Open Expect legal actions, future success Boomerang Envy Boot Achievement Bottle Pleasure Bouquet Love and happiness Bow Scandal, gossip Box Romantic troubles solved Bracelet Marriage Branch With Leaves A birth Bread Avoid waste Broom Small worries disappear Buckle Disappointments ahead Building A move Bull Quarrels Bush New Friends Butterfly Frivolity Baby Pregnancy, something new Ball Completion Butterfly Transition Cab Disappointment Cabbage Jealousy Cage A Proposal Camel Useful news Candle Help from others Cannon news from a solider Cap Trouble ahead- be Careful Car Good fortune Cart Success in business Castle Financial gain through marriage Cat A quarrel Cattle Prosperity Chain An engagement or wedding Chair An unexpected guest Cherries A happy love affair Chessmen Difficulties ahead Chimney Hidden risks Church Ceremony Unexpected money Cigar New friends Circle Success, a wedding Claw A hidden enemy Clock Avoid delay, think of the future Clouds Trouble ahead Clover Prosperity Coat A parting, an end of a friendship Coffin Bad news Coin Repayment of debts Collar Dependence on others for success and happiness Column Promotion Comb Deceit Comet An unexpected visitor Compass Travel, a change of job Corkscrew Curiosity causing trouble Crab An enemy Crescent A journey Cross Trouble, ill health Crown Honour, success Cup Reward for effort Curtain A secret Cymbal Insincere love China engagement Chair A guest Clock Better Health Daffodil Great Happiness Dagger Danger ahead, enemies Daisy Happiness in love Dancer Disappointment Deer A dispute or quarrel Desk Letter containing good news Devil Evil influences Dish Quarrel at home Dog good friends Donkey be patient Door Strange occurrence Dot money Dove Good fortune Dragon Unforeseen changes, trouble Drum Scandal, gossip, a new job, argument Duck money coming in Dustpan Strange news about a friend Eagle a change for the better Ear unexpected news Earrings misunderstanding Easel artistic success Egg Prosperity Eggcup Danger is passing Elephant Wisdom, strength Engine news is on its way fast Envelope good news Eye overcoming difficulties, take care Face setback Fairy joy and enchantment Fan Flirtation Feather Instability Feet An important decision Fence limitation Fern Disloyalty Fir Artistic success Fire achievement Fireplace Matters related to your home Fish Good fortune in all things, health, wealth and happiness Fist An argument Flag Danger ahead Flower Wish coming true Fly Domestic irritations Font A birth Fork A false friend, flattery Forked line Decision to be made Fountain Future success and happiness Fox A deceitful friend Frog Success through a change of home or job Fruit Prosperity Gallows Social Failure Garden roller Difficulties ahead Garland Success, great honour Gate Opportunity, future happiness Geese invitations, unexpected visitors Giraffe Think before you speak Glass Integrity Glove A challenge Goat enemies Gondola Romance, travel Gramophone Pleasure Grapes Happiness Grasshopper News from a friend Greyhound Good fortune Guitar Happiness in love Gun Trouble, quarrels Hammer Overcoming obstacles Hand Friendship Handcuffs Trouble ahead Hare News of a friend Harp Harmony in love Hat A new occupation Hawk Sudden Danger, jealousy Head New opportunities Heart Love and marriage, a trustworthy friend Heather Good fortune Hen Domestic Bliss Hill Obstacles, setback Hoe Hard work leading to success Holly An important occurrence in the winter Horn Abundance Horse Galloping Good news from a lover Horseshoe Good Luck Hourglass A decision that must be made House Security Iceberg Danger initials Usually those of people you known to you ink pot A letter insect Minor problems soon overcome Ivy leaf Reliable friend Jester Party or social Gathering jewelry A present jug Gaining in importance, good health Kangaroo Domestic Harmony Kettle Minor Illness Key New opportunities Keyhole Beware of idle curiosity King A powerful ally Kite Wishes coming true Knife Broken relationship Ladder Promotion Lamp Money Leaf Prosperity, good fortune Leopard News of a journey Letter News Lighthouse Trouble threatening Lines straight and clear Progress, journey Lines wavy Uncertainty, disappointment Line slanting Business failure Lion Influential friends Lock Obstacles in your path Loop Impulsive actions could bring trouble Man A visitor Map Travel and change Mask Deception Medal A reward Mermaid Temptation Monkey A flattering mischief-maker Monster Terror Monument Lasting happiness Moon Full A love affair Mountain Obstacles, high ambition Mouse Theft Mushroom Growth, setback Music Good fortune Nail Malice Necklace complete Admirers Necklace broken The end of a relationship Needle Admiration Net A Trap Numbers Indicate a timescale, the number of days before an event occurs Nun Quarantine Nurse Illness Nutcrackers Difficulty is passing Oak Good fortune Oar A small worry, help in difficulties Octopus danger Opera Glasses A quarrel, loss of a friend Ostrich Travel Owl Gossip Oyster Courtship, acquired riches Padlock open A surprise Padlock Closed A warning Palm Tree Success, honour, happiness in love Parachute Escape from danger Parasol A new lover Parcel A surprise Parrot A scandal, a journey Peacock Riches Pear Comfort Pentagon Intellectual Balance Pepper A troublesome secret Pig Material success Pigeon sitting An improvement in trade Pigeon Flying Important news Pillar Supportive friends Pipe Thoughts, solution to a problem, keep an open mind Pistol Danger Pitchfork Quarrels Policeman Secret enemy Pump Generosity Purse Profit Pyramid Success Question Mark Hesitancy, caution Rabbit Timidity, be brave Railway Long journey Rainbow Happiness, prosperity Rake Be organised Rat Treachery Raven Bad News Razor Quarrels, partings Reptiles Treacherous friend Rider Hasty news Ring Completion Rocks Difficulties Rose Popularity Saucepan Anxieties Saw Interfering outsider Scales A lawsuit Scepter Power, authority Scissors Domestic arguments, separation Scythe Danger Shamrock Good Luck, wish coming true Sheep Good fortune Shell Good news Ship Successful journey Shoe A change for the better Sickle Disappointment in love Signpost Draws attention to the symbol to which it points to Skeleton Loss of money, ill health Snake Hatred, an enemy Spade Hard work leads to success Spider Determined and persistent. money coming Spoon Generosity Square A symbol of protection, comfort, peace Squirrel Prosperity, after a hard time Star Good health Steeple Slight delay, bad luck Steps An improvement in life Sun Happiness, success, power Swallow Decisiveness, unexpected journeys Swan Smooth progress, contented life Sword Disappointment, quarrels Table Social gathering Teapot Committee meeting Telephone Forgetfulness causes trouble Telescope Adventure Tent Travel Thimble Domestic changes Toad Beware of flattery Torch A turn fir the better Tortoise Criticism Tower Opportunity, disappointment Tree Changes for the better Triangle Something unexpected Trunk A long journey, fateful decisions Umbrella Annoyances Unicorn A secret wedding Urn Wealth, happiness Vase A friend in need Vegetables unhappiness followed by contentment Violin Egotism Volcano Emotions out of control Vulture Loss, theft, an enemy in authority Wagon A wedding Walking Stick a visitor Wasp trouble in love Waterfall prosperity Weather Vane a difficulty, indecisiveness Whale business success Wheel good fortune Wheelbarrow a meeting with an old friend Windmill business success Window open good luck through a friend Window closed disappointment through a friend Wings messages Wishbone a wish granted Wolf Jealousy, selfishness Woman Pleasure Worms Scandal Wreath Happiness ahead Yacht Pleasure Yoke Being dominated Zebra Overseas adventure Triangles Good Karma Squares Use caution Circles great success Letters Usually refer to friends, family, and people you know Numbers indicates time, months and years
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Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide.
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ph 📸 by kylefinndempsey / Huck
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Comet Machholz and the Pleiades
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Kumamoto,Japan | takaphilography
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Artist:
Teagan White
“Wither”
Gouache, Watercolor and Colored Pencil on Paper
9″ x 12″
“Wither • 9” x 12” • gouache, watercolor, and colored pencil on paper My solo show “Ornamental” opens tonight, 6-9PM, at @gallerynucleus in LA alongside @nicodelort’s show “Azure” Ornamental explores the pervasiveness of exotic ornamental plants in gardens and neighborhoods, their displacement of native plants and wildlife habitat, and the arbitrary value judgements that arise when our understanding of the species around us is uprooted from any meaningful relationship with local ecology. In the work, beloved varieties of ornamental plants are viewed alongside the bodies of the few animals that are able to subsist within our sterile and carefully curated yards and urban spaces. Their corpses interrupt wallpaper-like compositions and dangle amid the blossoms like perverse decorations. As the pieces for this show came together I moved into a house with a yard and began gardening for the first time. Informed by our attempts to convert this neglected rental property into the start of a native plant garden and wildlife habitat, these paintings are part tribute to the melancholy beauty of the dying, pest-ridden plants that have come into my care, and part condemnation of the mindset of control and colonization that permeates the way we shape the stolen land we live on in our choices of what to sow and who to poison.“
https://www.instagram.com/teaganwh/
https://www.instagram.com/nicodelort/
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Pastel Pride Flags
A lot of LGBT+ flags are bright, eye strainy, and hurt to work with, and since i work with them all the time I decided to make some softer pastel versions.
These are free to use, but please reblog if you do! If theres any you’d like but don’t see here, feel free to send an ask or message!
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