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Ending It All || Self-Para

This was the easy way out, sure, but it was the only way Dani knew to get rid of all her pain. To rid herself of her problems and also make sure her family never had to deal with her again. She caused enough problems as it was, and this was guaranteed to make that stop. Making sure her bedroom door was locked, she walked to her bed, picking up the medicine that was sitting there. 

Twirling it in her hands for a few minutes, she contemplated the decision she was making. Should she really be doing this? But yes. If she didn't want to do it, she would have talked herself out of it a long time ago. Now was the time, and it was going to go as planned. 

Opening the bottle slowly, she started to pour the pills into her hand, scooping them into her mouth five at a time until the bottle was completely empty. She could feel the effects almost immediately. Her body started to feel heavier, chills were going throughout her body, and it felt as though she would never stop shaking.

Rocking back and forth, she closed her eyes, wanting all of this pain that she was feeling in her stomach and the rest of her body to stop. That didn't happen for another ten minutes, when her eyelids became heavier to keep open and she eventually let them droop. 

Sometime later--she wasn't sure when--someone had obviously found her (probably her dad) and called 911. She could hear people around her, but she wasn't sure what they were saying or where they were. Her eyes weren't opening and she couldn't make them. However much longer passed, she was laying in a hospital bed, her eyes still closed.

The doctors had explained to her family that they had managed to pump her stomach, but the lack of oxygen to the brain had caused her to fall into a coma. They weren't sure when--or even if--she would ever come out of it, but they would take good care of her until that time happened. Now all the family could do is wait.

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This is the lesser of two evils, papa. Trust me. I just need to leave. I'll come back later tonight or tomorrow morning, but I need to go for a walk and clear my mind or something. 

Please… dont do this…

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Good for you. Doesn't make me any happier. Doesn't help the fact that Derek's a fucking idiot. 

I haven’t even told your father.

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Yes, I know he is. Which I found out through people who aren't even in this family. So now if you'll excuse me, I am going out. 

He’s in the hospital… dont do this.

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Don't you have another child to go take care of? 

Sweetie…

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I'm going out. Possibly forever. Should be fun. 

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Not you. Derek. 

huh?

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Why is it that everyone knows what's going on with my brother except me? I'm his fucking sister. 

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Papa?

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

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No problem.

It's five pm somewhere.

Thanks.

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Good job.

It's five pm somewhere.

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You can sleep in the car while we drive. But you can't sleep forever.

Can I still sleep?

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You won't get in trouble. I will take all the blame. Are you coming with us or not?

I dont want to get in trouble!

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I tried to be nice and you pretty much blew it off, so don't expect me to keep it up.

I’m not doing whatever that is… stop being mean to me…

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Okay. Go off and wallow because you were invited on a trip. Whatever. Night.

I told you, I’m just going to sleep forever. Goodnight.

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Daniel, these are your choices. 1. You come with us and risk the dads getting mad, or 2. You stay at home alone, WITHOUT complaining how you were left behind after being offered the chance to come along. Choose wisely.

Papa and Daddy will get mad.

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And now you're coming with us. Get your stuff ready and let's go. A sibling vacation.

No you wont because you and Derek are leaving…