dariniarayne

[dariniarayne]

I'll never apologize for how hard I love or how intense I am.

['m passionate about everything I do and anyone I love - and that won't ever change

I refuse to tone down, water down or filter my personality or passion for anyone who

can't handle me.

I know I'm fiery, sassy and a bit spicy at times, but that's just part of my charm.

I'm not asking anyone to like me if they decide I'm not for them.

I realize that I may be an acquired taste, and I'm good with that.

There's been a lot of people who left my life that didn't always agree with who I am or

what I said..and I wish them the best while respecting their choice.

I don't want anyone in my life that doesn't want to be there, all in.

I'm real, genuine and authentic in everything I say and do, so you'll know exactly where

you stand with me.

I don't mince words, play fake or pretend when I don't like something or someone.

Life is too short to spend my time and energy chasing you for your affection, attention and approval when I don't need it or even want it.

know there's people out there that will say I'm unloveable, hard to handle and opinionated, and they're right.

I speak my mind, I share my truth and I'm open and honest about what I think.

So, if anyone wants to label me, name call or write me off because they don't approve

of my personality, that's their choice.

It won't change how 1 live my life, what I do or how I spend my time.

I'Il never ask for permission to follow my heart and burn brightly for the things that

matter most to me: my loved ones, my passions and of course, love, in all its forms.

Yes, I've loved the wrong people and kissed the wrong frogs, but I learned from every

bad choice and I kept loving hard when there was love to be had.

I put all of my heart and soul into my love and that will never change.

It causes me to get hurt more often than I'd like, but I'll take that risk every time..

Because without putting yourself out there, you'll never know the love that could be

yours...

And I'm greedy, I guess.

I want all the love from the people in my life and I'm going to enjoy every minute of it

So, if you were waiting for an apology from me for my attitude, my passion or my

words, I hate to disappoint you.

l'I admit when I'm wrong and 1'll apologize when I should, but I'l never say I'm sorry for

being who I am and what I love.

Being in my life is a choice, and maybe it's not for everyone, but the ones who stuck

around appreciate me for all the things the world says I'm too much of:

Passionate, feisty, opinionated, strong

Maybe I'm not your cup of tea, but I know some like their coffee a bit on the strong

side.. Just like me.

So, whether you like me or not, I will always be true to my word and be real,

In a world full of fake, I'd rather burn passionately and honestly for who and what I am than to be like the rest and just be a copycat.

I'm never going out like that

If I can't do my life my way, I'm checking out.

My life, my rules, my happiness

It's really pretty simple, if you ask me.

[dariniarayne]

She's the woman that everyone depends on- always there for the people she loves

somehow able to do anything and fix everything.

Her spirit is beautiful and her passion is fiery- she finds a way to get everything done with a smile on her face and a spring in her step.

Those around her admire her for the unstoppable attitude she exudes in almost anything she does and wonders how she manages to be as strong and resilient as she is.

What they don't know about this proud woman is the hard road she's taken to reach where she is today. The mountains she's been forced to climb and the obstacles she's overcome have forged her ironclad strength.

But it wasn't as easy as many might think

She's been knocked down and broken countless times, faced with days of heartache and times of trouble

But she always made a choice- well, the struggle made her choice for her

She never stayed down, she never complained or lamented her misfortunes.

Instead, the strong woman the world marvels at .. every time, she picked herself up, dusted

herself off and got back up and kept fighting.

With every failure, she grew smarter.

Through each battle, she became stronger.

After each success, she became prouder..

Of the person she was becoming , the challenges she'd overcome and the power of her dreams she was realizing.

She faced the same things everyone is confronted with- rejection, pain, loss and defeat.

She chose to never be defined by her struggle and to continue to rise against the storms of life with a zealous passion that could not be contained.

She would never be just another woman," for this confidently fierce warrior battled and

fought for a better life, happiness and joy in her heart.

While many focused on surviving, she wanted more.

She needed more than just getting by.

So, as this scrappy woman stood before the mirror today, a day like many others,

The gleam in her eye and fire in her heart were unmistakable.

She didn't know how she'd get it all done, but she always did.

She dug deep and every day, rose again.

Because she had learned what she had to be:

More than a woman, a warrior or a fighter-

She had to be unstoppable

And one more thing.

This woman?

She is me.

[dariniarayne]

Can't Hold Me Back Please tell me now, Please tell me now. How can I show you, How much I love you. But the 3 has come for me, now, to tell you, Baby, you can't hold me back, So just let me go. I don't love you anymore, So please just let me go. Time to end this charade, Cause for you, it's now too late. I no longer feel the same, There's no longer the shame. Now I'm free, free to soar, No more emptiness, yes, no more. I'm no longer alone, My heart no longer stone. For this is all I'll say, Don't, don't ask me to stay. (whispered) Baby, you can't hold me back, So just let me go, go, go.

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Burden Of Sacrifice:

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Life's Disappointments

Right now life in general feels like one big let down, failure, disappointment, or whatever you want to call it. It seems like every time I try to do things that I need to do for myself or anyone else, it gets capped on. Like on this date, Friday 8-22-2014, I was supposed to be able to get my son a ps4. I've been trying to do this for the last three weeks now, and yet every time I think it's going to work out, I get smashed and disappointed. It's not fair. Certain people can have whatever they want but when it comes to me, all I get is a big fat F*** U! Well.... fine, whatever, and on that note, here's a big "FUCK YOU TOO" cause I'm all out of "gives a shit."

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Strength

 At this stage on earth, I have abundant alife as Christ promised. This despite my growing dim, my legs weakening, my body groaning with aches, my mind yeilding under the weight of years, my strength giving way to frailty, my vitality and excitement melting like snow,and fears surrounding me lik wrapped around crawling creaturessucking the marrow out of my plans and goals. This is part of the cross Jesus talked about; this is part of the denial of self that he emphasized. As Paul I confess, "when I am weak than I am strong. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me".  ...Lorny      This was written by one of my friends' uncle. Hope you enjoy.

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My Dark World

 Darkness has fallen all around me, the light that I caan no longer see.  Now there is only darkness and dispair, I only just want peace to fill the air. I want tranquility, but I guess it's not allowed for me. My life is trapped  and enclosed deep within these walls, Walls of torment, dispairity, and lost souls which I cannot break free.My world is I'm afraid left in darkness.Can anyone help me.I just want peace, I just want tranquility, Give me back the light I so desire to see. My world is dark, I just want to be happy and free.

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Supernatural

   It looks like there are a lot of fans on here that like this show supernatural. For a couple of weeks now, I've been watching supernatual with my son. And I must say I'm learning a lot about the show, the actors, and just everything in general. At first when it came on a few seasons ago, I didn't know what to make of it. Now supernatural is just getting interesting. There's a lot I'm still trying to understand, but I'll get eventually. For now, SUPERNATURAL time. By ya'll

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Annoyance, irratation.

I really can't stand when someone totally annoys the living hell out of someone else. Like when people lie to other people and you find out about it and there's nothing you can do about it. All you get to do is sit back and hope it works itself out, in which most cases it does. And another thing that irratates me is when people argue over the most stupitest shit on the planet, thinking they're always right and screw, blue, and tattoo you. They say "I'm right you're wrong" no matter what. Well this is what I say to people like that, F*** you guys too. Certain people need not worry about this post. I just get too annoyed sometimes.

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Ideas?

I'm not sure what to write about. Anyone have any idea for me? If so, please send me some cause I really need to start writing on here. Thanks.