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“My limbs now tremble and my eyes swim with the remembrance; but then a resistless, and almost frantic, impulse urged me forward; I seemed to have lost all soul or sensation but for this one pursuit.”

Victor's small moment of joy, before he realises what he's done

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Referenced, of course, from the wonderful work on Bernie Wrightson

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cami 성미

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twilight but it’s set in the future and edward was turned in the 2010s

“you’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece, bella”

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cringing at my younger self but also stepping in front of her to protect her

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iamhalsey: You rang? 🌸🦋🎀🐬🎟️🩵

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iamhalsey: yesterday (July 14) Ender turned 4! 🧚🏼 everyday I am left speechless and awe-struck by how kind, insightful, gentle, funny, creative, curious and COOL he is. everyday I meet a new kid. one that grows in observation of (and harmony with) the world in a way that I quietly learn from over and over again. I can’t wait to see the person he keeps becoming. if it means more and more and more of him, then I can’t imagine the joy that’s in store. his favorite animal is a duckling. his favorite painter is Van Gogh. he loves A Tribe Called Quest and The Cranberries. he collects tiny treasures and stores them in jars. he is the first person to notice if a friend gets hurt. he remembers names and favorite colors, and his is yellow. because he is joy. he is absolute magic. he’s the best thing I’ve ever been a part of. 🪄

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And speaking of Sophia Tolstoy, her diaries are just so depressing. 

“I am to gratify his pleasure and nurse his child, I am a piece of household furniture, I am a woman. I try to suppress all human feelings. When the machine is working properly it heats the milk, knits a blanket, makes little requests and bustles about trying not to think […].“

She wrote this when she was 19, one year into her marriage to Leo and as she was pregnant with the first of his 13 children.

A few years later, when she was 25 or so:

“I am so often alone with my thoughts that the need to write in my diary comes quite naturally … Now I am well again and not pregnant—it terrifies me how often I have been in that condition. He said that for him being young meant “I can achieve anything”. For me […] reason tells me that there is nothing I either want or can do beyond nursing, eating, drinking, sleeping, and loving and caring for my husband and babies, all of which I know is happiness of a kind, but why do I feel so woeful all the time, and weep as I did yesterday? I am writing this now with the pleasantly exciting sense that nobody will ever read it, so I can be quite frank with myself […].“

During her 12th pregnancy she wrote about taking scalding baths and jumping from high pieces of furniture to try and miscarry.  And at one point while reading her husband’s diary (which he told her to read) she found the sentence “There is no such thing as love, only the physical need for intercourse and the practical need for a life companion.” In her own diary she wrote “They ebb and flow like waves, these times when I realise how lonely I am and want only to cry…”

A few years before her husband’s death, she published a cycle of prose poems titled “Groans”, under the pseudonym “A Tired Woman”.

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I need a halsey house tour architecture digest style

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Halsey serenading a fan while performing ‘Trouble’ as part of ‘The American You(th) Tour’ in San Diego on March 13, 2015.

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halsey: Exactly what I wrote this bridge about 🤍 #formylasttrick #tour

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Halsey performing "Hurt Feelings" at Yaamava' Theater in Highland, California on July 6th as part of the For My Last Trick Tour.

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Halsey performing 'Strangers' with Lauren Jauregui on 'For My Last Trick' Tour Chicago on June 17, 2025.

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dollsey

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darling dont you weep // HALSEY