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Kazzle dazzle in oil pastels.

Mainly mungyo and paul rubens hiya oil pastels with prima colored pencils.

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the crows as tarot cards in the major arcana

FINALLY DONE with the first part of this project… the plan is to maybe make a whole deck with different characters from different fandoms, we’ll see !! here’s my long explanation on why i choose what cards!

for all the crows i choose cards from the major arcana, which as the name suggests, often represent major events in life. most of the inspirations come from the rider-waite deck, however i’ve also taken inspo from other decks ! also pay attention to the directions the characters are facing - left usually represents the past, right the future, and facing front means the present

0 - the fool - jesper

the major arcana is sometimes described as the fool’s journey, we see this with the fool being card 0, instead of card 1. the fool goes through every challenge the major arcana has for him, and grows in the meantime. the fool represents innocence, freedom, adventure, travel, carlessness and the start of a journey. for jesper this feels very fitting especially looking through a pre canon lens, i sort of imagined this being his journey to ketterdam. the flowers on his coat are inspired by the rider-waite deck, where the fool holds a white rose, which symbolize youth and innocence.for all the crows i choose cards from the major arcana, which as the name suggests, often represent major events in life. most of the inspirations come from the rider-waite deck, however i’ve also taken inspo from other decks !

9 - the hermit - wylan

the hermit symbolizes soul searching and solitude. much like the fool for jesper, this feels like a pre canon card for wylan. the hermit can mean withdrawing inwards to recover and heal after a hard time. solitude in search for enlightenment. the lantern is also taken from the rider-waite deck, and to me the star in the lantern, much like the actual star card, represents healing.

11 - justice - inej

the justice card means… justice. consequences, truth and honesty are also words associated with the card. i tried many different ways of making the sword and scales interact, and thought this was a nice way. this to me is post canon inej, sankta of the seas out hunting slavers inej ! her yielding the sword with both hands also to me means that she holds justice in her hands, and she will bring it.

12 - the hanged man - matthias

before anyone gets mad at me… hear me out ! the hanged man represents being in a situation which you are not happy with, and that you want to change. you have the ability to change it as well, if you can dare to let go of the old situation, and see things with new eyes. this to me captures matthias arc very neatly, as much of his development is learning to see the world from a different perspective.

13 - death - nina

apart from death itself, the death card represents more rebirth, endings and beginnings, and letting go. traumatic transformations, which i think also captures nina’s whole arc. she is constantly being reborn, the world around her constantly changing. both pre and post parem, and i wanted the lines around the heart, black and red, represent different parts of her powers. as well as the icy fjerdan terrain behind her, being the first of the many sudden transformations she went through.

18 - the moon - kaz

the moon card generally means “everything is not as it seems”. it’s a card of deception and illusion, both to the outside world, but also when it comes to burying things within ourselves. the moon is closely tied to water, which matched the vibe i wanted to go for. fun fact, in numerology in tarot you count the numbers combined, so 1+8 for 18, meaning both wylan and kaz’ cards are number 9, which is why i wanted similar vibes for them

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Bonus

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"day after day give me clouds and rain and gray give me pain, if that's what's real it's the price we pay to feel the price of love is loss but still we pay we love anyway"

THE GOODMAN FAMILY + intimacy Next to Normal || Wyndham's Theatre (2024) 📹: @mttztrading

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it only hurts when I'm here...

Times when Jack Wolfe made me forget that I'm not supposed to be rooting for Gabe to stay. . 🎥 @mttztrading

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So this means Jesper said "I love you" first, right? 💕

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wylan textpost pt. 3

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Daily reminder that Kaz told a 5 years old girl he lives under her bed

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crows🖤

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gay son & thought daughter

Parallels between Natalie and Gabe Goodman

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Eleanor Worthington Cox as Natalie Jack Wolfe as Gabe

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Jesper: Can I ask you something?

Wylan: Yes, Id cry if you died

Wylan: Yes, Id still love you if you were a worm

Wylan: No, I dont hate you or want to break up

Jesper: Thanks

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Shadow and Bone 2x06

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Life can be so fair Let it go on and on I can push for good You got that cherry bomb

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here they are all together !!!

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I will never get over the sheer look of PANIC on Wylan's face when Jesper asked if he just blew up all his hats

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My favourite thing about shadow and bone s2 is that, no matter what is happening or who is fighting, Wylan just carries his backpack around like a kid whose got REALLY lost on his first school trip…

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I kinda like your face.