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I’d like to hear some real advice

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Someone, you, said we weren’t in love and ever since then I can’t unsee how much you don’t love me…

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Sometimes I miss the girl I use to be.

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Idk what I am supposed to do.

Or maybe I know but I just can’t.

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Forget about apologies

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I wanted to feel something more than emotional pain. How could something intangible hurt me as much as it had? I was close, so very close.

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Dear God,

Will I ever have the strength to walk away from what is not good for me?

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Does anybody pray for me?

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He made me this crazy and now has me apologizing for it.

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Why do we insist on learning from our own mistakes, when others have already made them for us and paved the way!

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I love you.

I hate you.

I love to hate you.

I hate to love you.

I love to love you.

I hate to hate you.

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What would hurt more? I don’t know ... do I walk away or do I stay

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Loneliness is a terrible thing!

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My problem is I feel with my heart, with my brain, with my body, with my being. And then I wear iton my sleeve, on my shirt, on my pants, on my hat, on my hair, on my neck, on my feet.

My favorite coat.

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First World Problems.

It’s sad when you work a 9-5 job that is really and 8-7 job. You spend most hours of your day devoted to someone else’s cause, to someone else’s purpose, to someone else’s dream. It’s really sad because in doing so you forget about your purpose and your dream.

The worst part is living up to your means. You hustle for the dollar, telling yourself that’s what it’s meant to be. So you sign up for the things that make you happy in the slightest. Like Netflix, hulu, Spotify (because it’s cheaper than Apple Music) and you live in a nice apartment you can call home. To spend at least a nice time in bed when it finally comes to shut down.

The hardest thing is the mornings, waking up with an empty stomach wanting breakfast and forcing yourself to make it rather than stopping by at Starbucks to pick up because you know better than anyone else that you can’t afford it, especially if you’ve got eggs sitting at home. Don’t let your groceries go bad !

There are worst things in the world.

I could wake up tomorrow morning and not have job!

I could not be able to pay for Netflix, Hulu and my cheap Spotify.

I could not have a roof over my head, a comfortable bed to sleep in.

I could not have eggs in my fridge and breakfast in my belly.

So then why do I feel like I am not privileged, why is is so easy to feel bummed about my life because it’s not what I want.

Because first world problems are still problems and yes I (we) are lucky to have the things we do but we should never quit wanting more.

Best Regards,

Delia Luna

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Best part of Valentine’s Day is when he disappoints me. I just love the thrill ❤️

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“Here’s the thing. We wake up one morning feeling completely content with our lives. We think the progress is progress, it is a ways from the start. So we think moving forward is better than not moving at all but are we moving? are lateral moves, forward moves? should we be content? Yes! be happy that you are happy! but what happens to the inner child in us that constantly begs and yells for more. For that kid, lateral moves are not enough. For that kid moving forward, means moving forward, getting high means getting higher. For that kid there is much more than just content. Why must always have to remind ourselves! That feeling we get in the morning, that feeling of content, is a only a ripple effect. If we enjoy that feeling, imagine it multiplied, imagine it as result of pursuing more than content! Your mornings, your days, your nights …all would be transformed.”

— Delia Luna