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dayzofdi · 4 days ago
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Day 34:
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Yesterday Bug saw the orthopedic, she can go back to work on sedentary duty, she has an MRI on Friday, and she starts physical therapy on Wednesday. The 27th and follows up with the orthopedic on the 10th of Sept.. She is doing ok he likes the progress she's made so far and said for her not to push herself too much.. Which for my kid, she needs to hear that from the doctor because hearing it from you just isn't enough because, you know you're her parent lol.. Today she comes back to work, and I hope the shift goes quickly and she just does what the Dr says..
In the other aspect of my life, one of my friendships, has come to an end. It's nothing too personal. We lost connection, we don't talk to each other anymore, we don't see each other anymore.. I there's no real friendship, there anymore so I told her that, and she kind of went off the deep end.. She even went as far as to block me because we're no longer friends that to me is a little dramatic.. I was sure all the best and just stepped..
You're caught up so I will check in tomorrow, Have a day you deserve
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dayzofdi · 6 days ago
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Day 32:
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Today I'm feeling very off..
No appetite, trying to keep hydrated but just not feeling 100%.. Tomorrow Alexys she's the orthopedic and we will get more info and hopefully good news.. Today she has now pain but she hasnt been mobile yet.. we shall see.. check-in 2mro ♡
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dayzofdi · 7 days ago
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Day 31:
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I know it's been a few days but on Thursday there was an emergency with my daughter.. She dislocated her knee on her right side, and the temp was in shock and was airlifted to another hospital in another town and she's out of work until at least she sees the orthopedic.. She is doing okay in the sense that her pain levels are only 3s and 4s. She's not doing okay, and the aspect that she hates being baby, She's very independent, She likes doing things on her own.. She's been like that since she was 4.. I went back to work the Saturday after it happened. My husband also went back to work. The Saturday after it happened now, she's not alone at home. She's with my in-laws, and we live with them. So she has somebody with her at all times her friends can visit. My sister is taking her out today for a change of scenery. And I'm hoping the orthopedic on Wednesday tells her some good news..
Last night, it was kind of a wake-up call, because I had to bathe her. I haven't had to beat her since she was 5. Like I said, very independent, at 5 years old, she started taking showers instead of taking baths. And then when she did take baths, we made her sing songs to know that she was still okay.. last night I had lifted her into the tub. We gave her a very quick shower. But right after we took off her immobilizer brace, she became cold, so I had to move fast.. once I finished her shower, I lifted her out of the tub and sat her on the floor flat. She became emotional because like I said, she's very independent and she hates being babied, but she wasn't cold anymore. Which is a good thing.. she got situated in bed her father and I had to talk to her to try to get her to understand this more she rushes this the more there's a chance it could happen again and she needs to take her recovery slowly.
Check-in tomorrow, hopefully
Have the day you deserve
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dayzofdi · 12 days ago
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Day 26:
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I have a f*cking migraine, that is all ♡
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dayzofdi · 12 days ago
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Day 25
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Today my head is dark.. I'm not suicidal.. I'm not disappearing.. I'm just dark where it's, I don't want to die but I don't see the point.. Well I do, but I don't, because I only see the point where I see her big hazel eyes looking up at me..
What I've been told before is that my child is not a reason for living, sir, you can f*** all the way off with that comment.. I couldn't imagine doing that to her.. I'm leaving her here causing her that pain.. But some days are easier to be happy, some days are live today, where my mind just goes completely still sitting in a little black puddle, trying to make someone else's day better than my own.. Check in tomorrow, have the night you deserve
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dayzofdi · 14 days ago
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Day 24
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Work life strong, honestly, not agree with you, just wanted to stay asleep, but of course, that didn't happen. Oh how it is to be a lady.. lol.. do you think I might go back to using my social media? Just not as much as I would? I was looking at drones yesterday because my bullet journal is almost finished. I got about six months out of it.. Is that good or bad?? I like the idea of brilliant journaling and using that as a planner, but I think I might condense both of my journals into one shot. It's just so there's less well when I get back to work. Because that's what they pay me for and then I'll check-in tomorrow. Have a day you deserve ♡♡
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dayzofdi · 15 days ago
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Day 22:
Severally Overstimulated, that is all
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Check-in tomorrow
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dayzofdi · 17 days ago
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Day 21
Today we are crashing out hard af.. just ready to shut down.. put myself on lock down.. I finally get to have the talk so I can have closer but I cant watch the pain of their actions replay on their face I cant & wont
Check-in tomorrow, maybe
Have the day you deserve
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dayzofdi · 18 days ago
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Day 20:
Back to work
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dayzofdi · 20 days ago
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Day 18:
Last morning here, this is how im start it..
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I'm not hungry yet, might go out soon & let my Best friend sleep.. Thursday I'll go back to work, I do/don't want to go back.. On my days off I bum it most of the time cuz We don't plan much..
Check-in tomorrow, Have the day you deserve
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dayzofdi · 21 days ago
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Day 17:
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Everyone should do a vacation with their best friend 💙🖤
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dayzofdi · 22 days ago
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Days 15 & 16
Day 15:
Went to work and did little things to prepare them for me being gone til Thursday, now that counting my normal days off.. They're all pouting cuz I won't be there but it'll give them a week with Eric, which they need because they never go to their TLs they come to me and thats not fair AT ALL, to either of us.. So we'll shall see..
Day 16:
Today I picked Rayvon up, late but still got him tho.. today we go down to AC and check-in and we leave Wed. morning but we get time to ourselves and that is definitely what counts.. Im bring my books, journal & such down with me.. We just want chill today and have a good time.. I'm gonna try and remember to post 😋.. Check-in tomorrow, Have the day you deserve
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dayzofdi · 24 days ago
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Day 14:
Today wasn't feeling very foot advantage, so I just didn't take one of myself. I have 2 days until my micro vacation with my best friend.. It is raining and disgusting now and I just want to go home of sleep, I wanted to go home, Take a warm shower and go to sleep.. then I'm at work until 4, My relief for lunch and breaks doesn't come in until 10a.. Then I can chill, wait for the truck, there's not very much to do today.. Check in tomorrow, Have the day you deserve ♡♡
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dayzofdi · 25 days ago
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Day 13:
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This is a face of a woman who was contemplating staying home.. I'm sleeping the entire f****** day.. But of course, we have to adult and do what we're supposed to be doing, to take care of us, our daughter and our husband and our doghter lol
I just have to get there today and tomorrow and Saturday, So essentially the next 3 days, and then I'm on a micro vacation with my best friend.. They're thinking a lot about certain things lately? I haven't been sleeping well and having nightmares so from now on, when my nightmares wake me up, I think i'm just gonna stay awake so I don't miss my alarms for work, lol..
Today, I was told that the digital labels that they're putting in my store I'm going to strobe, whenever they change price or mods, and for me, that's kind of a hmm touchy thing, because now I have a type of epilepsy. Called focal seizures, triggered by continuous strobes and high pitch noises, hopefully, they won't affect me, as bad.. but honestly, the only time we'll tell with that one I'd have to look, they haven't made it to my department with the digital taijet, so we shall see, well, I'll check-in tomorrow.. I hope you have the day you deserve.
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dayzofdi · 26 days ago
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Day 12:
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Today is my day off..
I am somewhat in a mental fog and I did not sleep very well, My hair is a mess, so I've got to straighten it today and do something with it.. My husband explained that he is also in a mental fog that just physically stuck and just not having it today, I didn't tell him that I was also kind of off, because I want him to be able to talk to me about his mental state.. q is raised to believe that, you know, keeping it all bottled, it's a better way to go and for me, that's not transparent.. I'm transparent with him. I tell him where I'm at Mentally, emotionally physically, like, I'm open and honest with him.. And transparent with him and the way he was raised, he doesn't know how to do any of that.. He internalizes everything and usually comes out in the middle of a discussion or an argument or More random times which can be perceived as guilting.. like, oh, I'm in trouble or oh I don't like the way this conversation is going let me just tell them that I've been depressed, and that's why I've been weird when in actuality, he's been depressed the entire time, and he just doesn't know how to externalize that..
He's working on that & I'm so proud of him for that.. Well off to do the lil things ♡♡
Check-in tomorrow, Have the day you deserve
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dayzofdi · 27 days ago
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Day 11:
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I'm mentally off today, not very vocal.. check-in tomorrow, have the day you deserve 🖤
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dayzofdi · 28 days ago
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Today was my first post on Facebook or Instagram in 10 days, most people are like I thought. You weren't posting blah blah blah.. if you read the original post, it says I won't be posting often just basically posting pictures, not a lot of frequent posting.. The hateful behavior is what makes me not want to post or keep up with certain people and then people that sit there and do that kind of stuff will be removed, might not be today, but they will be removed for such behavior.. My Monday motivation, it's a little low but I'm doing what I can't w/what I got lol.. I'm going to work out at home today.. and do mom things.. ultimately, am taking it a day at a time doing what's best for me at my pace.. Most people don't like it and they don't understand why, because if you care about that person, why wouldn't you want them to take their own pace at life?? 🤔
Well check in tomorrow, Have the day you deserve ♡♡♡
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