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I’m in the mood to be held tight in his lap in my boxers while I’m baked out of my mind and spill my childhood trauma to him

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Fuck me. Use me. I wanna be your stupid fucking doll. I wanna be filled till my back is arched and my stomach is sore. Toss me around from the wall to the bed and pin me down to show me who’s really in charge. Kiss and bite my neck while I squirm under you. Hold me down so easily and tease me for not being able to fight back. I wanna see your face when you slide in and out and I wanna see your nose scrunch cause I feel so good. I wanna make you feel good, please make me help you feel good

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Hey, let’s argue about how our boyfriends are the best in the comments

(Please just gush about your boyf or crush I thinks it’s precious 🥺)

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Hi I just want someone’s hand on the back of my head so I can feel them pull my hair closer and push into my throat more 🥺

N I wanna hear The Groan™️ when my nose is pressed against his tummy

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WHY are men so attractive with their arms up???

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Hum your soft song while you hold me close, your gentle arms keeping me safe from the world outside. In here it’s safe, we can run through fields and hop on trains and own studio apartments in New York. I can listen to you sing on stage and we can go Home. We can kiss in the elevator and flop onto our couch, our puppies running up to see us. We can smoke weed and listen to colorful music and watch videos that make us trip. We can go to gas stations at six in the morning and hang out at the park before school. I just wanna be with you

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Dionysus/Bacchus

Small devotional acts. 

Drink some sparkling cider*

Take an improv class

Read/write more poetry

Watch an old musical

Stay up late enough that reality shifts a little

Attend Pride and support LGBT groups

Wear fruity scents

Take a writing class or continue your writing

Eat grapes or drink grape juice*

Be the light in the chaos

Find ways to add more ivy into your life

Get in the habit of asking for someone’s pronouns before assuming

Go to a party

Unapologetically blast your music

Stay hydrated

Use more vinegar in cooking

Work on your balance between chaos and organization (both are very important)

Make crafts using wine bottles/corks

Dance!

Go to protests that are important to you

Witness the break of dawn - however you get there

Drink a sugary drink*

Play games that involve a bit of chance

Wear wine-colored things

Watch a drama show - it’s okay to get sucked into it!

Learn to say “No”

Attend a late-night movie showing

Support those who are overcoming/recovering from addiction

Explore in the woods

Embrace the liminal spaces in your life (there’s more than you think)

PRACTICE LOVING YOURSELF

Many, many, many other things not said here

*This post doesn’t include alcohol because it’s a given, and many of you are minors.

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Just vibing with your boy, hotboxing your bedroom with flashing led lights. You’re both so baked you can’t see anything but eachother as you pass the joint back and forth. His soft face and his red eyes half closed, him mouthing “I love you” and smoke pours out of his mouth

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Dressing up all cute for him, wearing a revealing outfit you know he likes so when he sees you he lets out a little gasp. He walks over to you and gently holds your hips, running his hands over your body and taking in how pretty you look. You close your eyes and drink in the soft touches until he roughly pulls your head back by your hair and grips your ass, leaning in and brushing his lips over your exposed neck

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Non sexual body worship is such a concept, a boy running his hands over different parts of your body telling you everything he loves about them. Little kisses being placed in the areas he knows you’re insecure about

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Having a boy grind against your stomach, his arms wrapped around your neck and soft whimpers pouring out of his mouth. You softly take his hip with one hand and rub your other one over his hard on. He grinds harder and let’s out gentle begs for more. His head buries into your neck and he leaves soft kisses, hoping to rile you up so he can get what he wants. He whines when he realizes it won’t work and he’ll just have to get what he wants from your lazy hand pushed against him

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Imagine having a boy sit in your lap, his legs wrapped around you and his head in your chest. He keeps trying to scoot farther into your lap to be as close to you as possible, poor little baby

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Imagine being bent over a rail, your boy holding your ass in both hands admiring how perfectly it fits. He slips fingers in and soon replaces them with his dick, a low moan slipping out of his mouth. Soon he’s gripping your hips hard and pushing his hips as deep as he can go inside you. He grabs the rail and uses that as his grip as you push back against him, whimpers pouring out of your mouth. He grunts and pulls you into him when he cums into you, he pulls your pants up and smacks your butt lightly. You turn around and cling to him while he softly calls you a good boy and plays with your hair

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Nobody:

Me, after a very minor inconvenience (stubbing my toe, dropping my pencil, someone bumping into me): whERE IS MY BOYFRIEND HE WOULD MAKE THIS SO MUCH BETTER????!!!!!1!

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Does Everyone have those certain pictures of a certain boy that when you come across it and don’t expect it, it catches your breath in your throat? Or am I just in love?

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Having a soft concerned boyfriend is great and all but I bruise like a fucking banana AND I’m clumsy so I’m pretty sure he wants to keep me in a bubble

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Okay but just imagine sitting in a room lit by fairy lights, passing a joint around with your boyfriend(s) and leaning against his chest while you listen to Rex Orange County