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There’s never posts on my dash board or blog anymore. Just random vent posts and dystopian ads.

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just failed my blood test :(

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my mother observing birds using the bird feeders she put up for them:

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My food keeps getting prepared with cheese 🤮

Guess I’m not supposed to eat

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I lost another friend

Always losing friends I think only death could take from me

Watch out you’re next

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Lol I got hacked

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honestly the number of identities and flags and rhetorical positions that have been created to avoid the word ‘bisexual’ is just sad. it’s really sad. there’s no punchline to this post 

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Hello I’m a burden to the only people I love and I feel unable to reach out bc 1 person is trying to focus and the other isn’t understanding or helping and it’ll hurt her feelings or upset her if I keep talking and so I’m just shutting up but I feel like it’s going to explode

I hate when people say I have to help myself. That’s obvious. That’s what I’m struggling with.

I get so emotional, I fucking convulse trying to stifle to urge to beat myself with my fists. I flail and scream and make weird noises while crumbling under the overwhelming full body urge to destroy myself.

I want to fucking relapse. I want to cut. I want to slice up my thighs no one looks at them anyway no one cares as long as they don’t know.

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I don’t want self control and at this point I don’t want help. Help doesn’t change anything it just hurts other people. No one can truly help me.

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RESERVOIR DOGS (1992)  //  JENNIFER’S BODY (2009)

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hey so if you're ever afraid going by "they/them" pronouns or even neo-pronouns won't be accepted in a professional place, just a heads up that i personally know:

-an attorney who uses they/them

-an anthropology professor who uses they/them

-the lgbt rights coordinator at my school who doesn't use any pronouns and prefers to be referred to only by name

non-binary people exist in the professional world and while not everyone will understand or accept them or their pronouns, there still will be people who will