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Journal 1 Christmas Break

Our Christmas break has started, Im really excited on what things to do on our Christmas break so on the third day of our Christmas break me and my friends set up a bike ride going to Sta. Ignacia followed by camilling then going to paniqui and gerona finishing back to our house in burot our ride was about 122km thats why we really prepared for it on the day of the ride , I really enjoyed biking with my friends so again we set up a swimming and sleepover so we could really enjoy our christmas break, we also participated in our own parished "simbang gabi"then the day of cheistmas came I celebrate christmass by going to mass with my family and girlfriend and waited for christmas to come in my girlfriends house, after christmas went by, On dec 28 for some reasons me and my girlfiend broke up but we still talk and stay as goods friends to each other , I was still expecting for us to get back to each other and the chances of us gaetting back to each other was so high

Journal 2 New Year

Its new year Im expecting it to be happy,but I have an uncertain feeling thaht I cant explain, Im not the kind of person who feels this way, Im a happy person but why I feel like this? I was feeling down and I cant understand why so I opened up to my ex because she’s been my bestfriend for the last 2 years, I was happy  that she listened to me and cared, she also shared what she feels about us and its looking positive our plans are still there and she said that she’s just not ready yet so i understand, then January 3 came while I was cycling with my friends, I notice one of my friends is avoiding me after the day went by, I texted him and ask him and he told me that she wanted to tell me something but he doesn’t want to tell it through chat, so after days went by me and my friends met again and ask him personally, he said that my ex is talking to someone he knew, hearing thaht I got angry thinking thaht he was spreading gossips about my ex

Journal 3 Back to class and PETA week

Its our first week going back to online class,I was really feeling kind of down, I was sad I ask my ex If I can come over to there house but she said no because she told me that she was very busy doing her school works, Im kinda feeling like she avoiding me and being mysterious. Since a I got her a Christmas present before we broke up, when I got to their house her mother  cam eto me and surprised to see me she thought I was with my ex so I waited till she got home, whenm she got home we talked in her room she told the truth that first I was ver furious, then I felt really sad and was about to cry then she ask me “sino kaba?” then reflecting Im her ex and its already over. Then the PETA week came and ended without me pasaing anything to all of my subjects , now im trying to get back and move on