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My sister got black market ozempic and has lost 26 lbs in two weeks. Tell me why I want to get some so bad

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tuff asf

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I’m so torn between wanting to be 110 and 80 pounds.

Like damn.

I do find I am resistant to the internal label of “anorexic” so I’m just gonna call everything I do a plain ol’ diet inside my head. Of course no one else needs to know about this haha

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“Jealousy will either kill you or motivate you like nothing else.”

— Hazel Ozbek (via deeplifequotes)

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creds r/edanonymemes

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I’m SOO grateful that my partner’s new medications are improving his health drastically-

But now since it’s not a ‘must’ for him anymore, he’s not as interested in working out with me.

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I need to be 117 on an average day

Not just when I’m empty and dehydrated

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It’s so funny being scared of the change you asked for

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In a scale of 1-10, binging is about -20 worth it.

I still feel set back from a binge that was days ago.

Because I keep needing maintenance days after.

Today should actually be good tho! I got hope.

Just black coffee with SF syrup so far ☕️🦾

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I have a binge in me that still has to exit my body and it’s been two days.

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I’m so tired of everything

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are you ready for anorexic academic autumn????? 🍂☕️👻

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I forgot, rice cakes are the solution to damage control bingeing.

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36 hours into my fast because I ate an entire 2,000 calorie cake the day before yesterday.

I gotta do better to avoid binging.

Low key don’t wanna eat till I drop 3-5 pounds but I wanna be realistic too.

Blah. So is ed life. : p

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Describes it perfectly omg. Ive never seen a more accurate video tbh.

Thinner thinner thinner found in yt shorts.

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Not ed related but this is my vent page so

Almost died on Sunday. Got drugged at the bar and had to go to be rushed to the Er because I stopped breathing and then was only breathing in 30 second intervals.

I only had 4 beers and 3 shots and they said I was 3x over the legal limit.

They found benzos in my system which I haven’t taken anything like that in almost 7 years. I had someone with me the entire time. I was there 8 hours trying to be kept in a stable state.

Yall plz be safe out here because it can happen so fast.