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NO..while Mria is absolutely loving this..WHYYY...-?!

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if youre considering using a mobility aid, youre probably thinking about getting a cane. even if it seems like youre issues arent bad enough, you should probably still consider other mobility aids. please look into the pros and cons of several different mobility aids, especially in conjunction with your specific disability/diagnosis/needs.

i got a cane at first because i thought my issues were "mild" and therefore i needed a "mild" mobility aid. but canes are moreso for stability than support. i damaged my wrist and worsened my scoliosis by deciding to use a cane without an educated opinion.

i now use forearm crutches primarily, a rollator for longer outings, and a wheelchair for worse days and longer events. dont make the same mistake as 16-year-old me. dont choose your mobility aid based on palatability, consider your needs and address your internalized ableism if need be.

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Thoughts on him? - 🩸, 🎪, 📚

why he feet messed up-

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does anyone have that one drawing of a greyhound from like the 1920s or whatever please please please i need it the one where it looks like a single piece of forlorn wire i need it

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In Texas, Black individuals have as much voice as ⅕ of a white person. Hispanic individuals count as ⅓ of a white person. 40% of Texans are white, and yet they have 70% of the representation and voting power in Texas. If you are of voting age in Texas, your voice and vote matters now more than ever. This is worse than the ⅗ compromise. We have not seen such a racial segregation like this in the United States since the 1960s.

If you cannot vote, please protest and spread the word. Do whatever you can. I am not a Texan but we can not forget our brothers and sisters that live there. They deserve to live there and have a voice, to feel safe. Do not give up.

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Right so I had to take my stupid dog to the vet and spent a whooping 330 brl on him and I was really looking foward to having some food this month for me and my pets so, here we are again doing the humiliation route.

0/64.10 USD

Pypal: beloved.pepeca@gmail.com

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The way it's regarded as vile transphobia (as it should be!) to single out and mock transfems who dont pass or have non-passing features

But its like a funny game to do it to trans men? Like thats soooo funny to me seriously what the fuck is wrong with people

"The dyed hair/piercings give it away blah blah" "me when the double d cup transmasc wants me to use he/him XD" "when arson he/woof wants you to trigger warn for knives" would u ever say some shit like this to a transfem, making fun of TRANSFEM stereotypes? No, because its transphobic? Yeah its the fucking same shit when you do it to trans men actually

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perisex trans people will routinely come into your inbox and say shit like "I love being intersexist and I will never stop die mad" and then wonder why intersex trans people don't trust them

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if you don't want to answer, this is fine, and i'll delete this..but who is this about?/genq

I’m gonna report him to tumblr and see what happens. I hope they listen to me

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I don't understand why people treat people with NPD like shit.

Like oh no! Narcissism. I'm neurodivergent. Womp womp.

Tell me random person, would YOU hate on someone who has autism, ADHD or BOTH. No? WHY AM I GETTING HATED ON💔

(This isn't directed at you, by the way)

And I fear my black brothers, sisters and all outside and in between that has ASPD, HPD, BPD and NPD will get treated worse because of it. This isn't a vent but I'm genuinely worried on why most people think it's okay to be ableist just because of a twisted narrative?

(I really should've made this into a post, sorry Mookie 💔)

yea

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always annoys me when posts about transphobia as a whole just HAVE to specify trans women. "this anti trans bill is awful for trans women—" Okay Who Else Is Affected Here. let's use our thinking caps

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Today is international women's day so I'm gonna share some important women in Black British history. Let's go:

Mary Seacole - British Jamaican nurse who self-funded her own travel to the Crimean War zone after the government refused to let her help look after injured and sick British soldiers. She set up the British Hotel and treated a range of diseases.

Claudia Jones - Trinidadian activist and feminist who created Britain's first Black newspaper, the West Indian Gazette. She also helped establish Notting Hill Carnival, a celebration of West Indian culture in London every year and one of the world's biggest street festivals.

Barbara Beese - British activist and writer. She was a member of the British Black Panthers and was one of the Mangrove Nine, tried at the Old Bailey for inciting a riot. Beese held up a pig's head at the Mangrove Demonstration to fight against police violence from the Metropolitan Police Force.

Olive Morris - Jamaican feminist and activist. She campaigned for squatter's rights and created one of Britain's first organisations for Black women, the Brixton Black Women’s Group. She also created a supplementary school for Black children.

Althea Jones-LeCointe - Trinidadian physician and researcher. She became the leader of the Black British Panthers after Obi Egbuna's arrest and she was a member of the Mangrove Nine along with Barbara Beese. The Mangrove Nine trial became the first acknowledgements of systemic racism in British history and the nine won the trial and got suspended sentences.

TERFS and radfems fuck off this isn't for you this is for Black British women!

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You - white queer person who goes on and on about protecting black trans fems - Do you have black trans fem friends? What about black nonbinary friends or black trans masculine friends? Do you have any black friends? If you live in a predominantly white area and feel like you don't have many chances to build community with black people offline do you still engage with black art, even when no one's looking? Do you read black literature for your own enjoyment? Do you actively engage with anti-racist politics and challenge your fellow white people? Do you see black trans fems as human beings that you share community with or are they an abstract concept that exist at an arms length away from you? Because it's good to say you care but are your words aligning with your actions off the internet and outside of online public scrutiny where no one is watching you perform or is it all just lip service?

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sh recov / harm reduction tips for those of us who are in the trenches and may be considering recov or trying to get there one day

⭐️ some people can't just throw away their sh tools and that's okay, but what i suggest is if you don't already to keep them in a hard to get to place so that you can reduce how often you may try to sh

⭐️ try to limit how often you relapse but dont put too much pressure on yourself because it may stress you out worse, id suggest slowly relapsing less by spacing them out more over time.

example: every day -> every other day -> twice a week -> once a week.. etc you get the point, if you cant stop cold turkey then try to reduce how frequently you sh because its just like any other addiction out there.

⭐️ keep in mind it takes about 3 weeks to make a habit, when going fully clean its really rough for those first few weeks but it wont stay that way, that isnt to say you wont have some bad days but it wont be every second.

⭐️ avoid buying new sh tools and new blades, if you plan to reduce or recover then stick with what you have so that you wont automatically have a new tool to hurt yourself with.

⭐️ if you burn yourself or you sh for pain specifically i suggest using (skin safe!) hot wax because it still hurts like hell when it hits the skin. usually these are used for like kink purposes but that also makes it easier to find in a way.

⭐️ for people who cut or need to see blood, some alternatives that work are using red food dye and applying it to something thats pointed but cant actually cut you and dragging it across your skin. another thing thats out there that provides both pain and blood without injury are sh pens! its hard to find these due to the internet censoring things however on platforms like tiktok using slight censorship in search like "self hrm recovery pen" will likely bring you to some results that could help.

⭐️ if you're broke like me or a minor etc and cant purchase tools online to help, id suggest using household items like thumbtacks for harm reduction. something that personally helps me is actually making fake wounds that are like.. actually fake and not real. to do this without any professional products use thin layers of liquid glue as your base and shape it like a wound, and use paint / makeup / whatever you've got. if you have sensitive skin this will probably make you itchy or poses a risk for a skin reaction so do be wary of that. when removing it should just peel right off as long as its fully dry, just be sure to wash the area afterwards.

⭐️ other reduction tips are the typical things people will say to do, surround yourself with friends and safe people if you can. surround yourself with safe items and things that make you feel comfortable and avoid triggers to your best ability. if you seriously are trying to recover please delete tumblr as consuming sh content will trigger you back into it fast.

if anyone has questions about specific circumstances or situations my ask box is open <3

recovery isnt easy but i really hope this helps somebody out there who may be considering getting better.

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Luke going to the gym to train (He wants to defeat Lucifer) .