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*me cutting a dudes hair in my bathroom*

Him: you play basketball? *gestures to my sweats*

Me: no, some chicks like athletes, I thrifted these. If she’s willing to fuck me because of them. Points to me.

*fist bumps* *give him the sickest fade*

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I want cuddles and to rail you, the only thing I want stressing me is how tight your hand is on my throat.

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I really hate wanting someone and then realizing that they are to closed off to ever want you.

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I want scream from the tops of mountains how much I love and miss you! I want to fucking scream in your face about how much I love you and how much you hurt me! I want to tell someone that because of you I want to die and that I would rather be broken than to ever be with you! But I really just want to not feel the way you make me feel because it means that I let myself get hurt. I want to end it all because this life isn’t worth living if I can’t see your smile or hear your voice! I want to jump off a cliff and have the feeling that god still wants me. I’ve strayed so far just to be with you I can’t find myself anymore! But I hope your happy now.

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A: why are you crying?

B: I found my person but they didn’t.

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The hardest part about realizing how much someone doesn’t want you is when you realize it was only physical that they fell in love with.

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I don’t know how to comfort you when you get angry because you’re yelling and crying. My blanket is big and soft, it always makes me feel better. So please take it so that it comforts you.

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A: did your day get better?

B: No it got worse. The girl I love went back to one of her ex’s and I’m not about to be a side chick because I value myself worth more than I valued her. I stood in the rain and cried because with the rain no one could see me crying and now I feel worthless because I was no longer the only choice someone wanted.

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Please, look for the signs of self harm/ suicide your friends. Over the summer I was in a leadership position, when one of my platoon privates came up to me. He told me that he no longer felt safe with his own weapon. I asked him if he had told the PL. he told me that he told the Senior Drill Sergeant. The SDS was more concerned with keeping the numbers up in the platoon than if someone was going to hurt themselves. I took the action of taking away the weapon and assigning him a permanent battle buddy so that he would feel safe with his own hands. That private is no longer in the Army. Watch your friends and listen to the cries for help.

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Hey fuckers I’m not dead yet.

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Mind ya own business

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To all of my followers, I will not have access to the internet for the next 10ish wks because I’m going to army bootcamp. No, I’m not signed up because I believe in our government but if I have a chance to get free tuition so I can go to school by god I’m gonna milk it from uncle sams tits. I’ve done worse for less so this shouldn’t be to bad.

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A bird. Flying high with the wind passing me by like freedom releasing me from this cruel world where worth is measured by what you have to offer. To be a bird with nothing holding you to obligations. To be a bird to love and be as is without worry.

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new rates because I'm very gay and would like a few dollars. art is my only income and I'm short on money rn 😔

additional character: +80%

background: +40%

reblog would be very appreciated! thank you!