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hi it’s been awhile 🥵

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ppl with low or no empathy arent monsters lmao… u dont need empathy to have a moral compass? like we all grew up on the same damn planet getting told the same basic rules so we all understand the difference between right and wrong. just bc we can’t relate to someones emotional experience doesn’t mean we think murder is okay or some shit. @ neurotypicals get over urselves

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Having a personality disorder is weird because you’re always going to extremes to try and make yourself happy but all you ever do is gradually destroy yourself and you can’t explain to anybody why you do the shitty things that you do.

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Treat people with psychosis with respect.  Treat people with schizophrenia with respect. Treat people with personality disorders with respect. Treat people with DID with respect. Treat people who dissociate frequently with respect.

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some of you never developed a personality disorder that made it incredibly difficult to connect with people and build regular relationships and do everyday things and it shows

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Source : Instagram -> @anxiety_within

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internally: having a breakdown

externally:

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big mood rn. cheers to heartbreak bois.

why do I fall in love with everyone who does like one nice thing like any person would do my bpd ass romantizing everything

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some asshole: taking psych meds is too dangerous! it will change the way your brain works and you won’t act the same!

me, gesturing grandly at my collection of chemical imbalances and destructive coping mechanisms:

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How To Stop Being Jealous Of People Who Get All The Opportunities That My Trauma And Mental Illness Denied Me

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you have the right to be hurt and angry. it wasn’t fair.

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you know what? im gunna say it

my trauma didnt make me a better or stronger person and i shouldnt have to act like it did to be taken seriously

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o hey

haven’t been active in forever sOrry but I was in rehab getting my shit together. I’m two months sober today, and let me jUst sAy that going there changed my life. I started meds for my bpd and met a counsellor who saved me. he got me into dbt again, and advocated for me when I couldn’t. I think this is the first time that I’ve been at peace in my life. not to say that I’m not ever going to have a bad day again, but for once in my life i have the support when it comes. never trusted someone like i did w this guy. im thinking about attending a bpd support group to help myself and others. i also am rebuilding my relationship w my dad and his wife, and it’s going really well, again thanks to my counsellor LOL. anyways, just wanted to pop in n say hi.