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FAVORITE SPN CHARACTER: TOURNAMENT 1, ROUND 4, MATCH 2

Polls for this round can be found here.

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It’s funny how there’s people online trying to stir up hysteria about “looters” during a wildfire. That is like, the type of disaster that is most adverse to “looting” like shit is on fire

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spn queerbaiting is like being in the middle of the desert and and you're like cool. could i get some water. and someone comes along and is like "here are a billion signs we've got water. here's years of subtext implying water. here's market research specifically proving that we researched whether or not water is popular (it is)." so you follow them for twelve years and then they finally stop and you're like cool. where's the water. and then they splash a little on your shoes and impale you with rebar.

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*taking a rorschach test* and that ink blot looks like the empty. and that one looks like the black goo that took castiel. and that one. well that one makes me feel despair

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when dean brotherzones cas in the s11 finale and cas looks back at him with such a perfected freshly kicked little meow meow face like . that's literally misha collins dying for our rights

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they've never even conclusively proved that blogging about supernatural for 18 hours a day has negative health effects.

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No because you don't understand. I am absolutely and utterly obsessed with the way Cas' homosexual declaration of love has everyone in a chokehold. Like seriously!!!! They wanted Cas in The Winchesters but ... what about the confession. They want the revival to happen BUT they'll have to address the confession. Because after all the controversy they cant just not address it right???? They wanted desperately for the "i love you" to stay ambiguous but Misha Collins said no fucking way. I fought too hard for this shit to happen. The angel is gay. And stays gay. So now we have this show "Supernatual" that is all about the brothers" but that gay little nerdy angel who was supposed to stay for 3 episodes only!!! dictates the narrative. They painted themselves into a corner so badly because they wanted to please EVERYONE and thus managed to piss off everyone. And I'm just here grinning and eating my🍿 waiting for how things will unfold. And yknow what? I'm not even sorry. Also, Cas is gay.🌈

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Dean forcing cas to hang out with the demon that is wearing his dead child’s corpse (and being a major dick through out it all) will always bother me tbh. He’s having to work with the being walking around his son’s dead body and dean has no empathy for him??

Cas isn’t even allowed a moment to grieve and anytime he tries to say how painful it is to even LOOK at jacks dead body dean rolls his eyes and treats him like dirt and is just the worst, idk what they were thinking.

Cas wasn’t even allowed to express how horrifying it would have been to see and -know- Dean was moments away from killing jack. He doesn’t get to react to that?? Cas is barely allowed to show hurt about the cruel ways he is treated after Mary. I just really hate the later seasons 💔

I haven't rewatched S 15 in a while, so my comment has to be taken with a grain of salt. But I have the vague memory that Dean was surprised to hear that Cas was so affected (or that Cas admitted to being affected by having to work with and share space with Belphegor wearing Jack).

Dean's just all anger at Chuck and he doesn't see anything else, he doesn't expect anyone else to feel something different than he is feeling. I don't think that the Winchesters are particularly good at empathy... It's more like... "I am angry so you have to be angry!" And "I am angry at your actions, so you have to suffer either by a) being abandoned by me (usually Sam and Dean's way of dealing with it, see S5 or S9 for example) or b) stay around and suffer my anger (Dean usually with Cas. It's hard to abandon Cas, so being mean and giving him the cold shoulder is more effective.)"

I do think Cas' reaction to Dean planing to trap Jack and then later kill him was not as strong as it should have been. It barely even seems to register and Cas doesn't hold it against Dean because it's easier to blame Chuck? But Dean wasn't controlled by Chuck, Dean still made his own decision (including to not go through with killing Jack and himself in the process). I feel they lingered longer on the fact that Dean threatened Kaia with a gun than they did on Dean wanting to kill Jack.

But you are absolutely right: Cas isn't really allowed to show hurt, for anything. And he gets further punished for his choice to leave the bunker as if Dean was the one wronged by him leaving (which is something I don't really enjoy when I read fanfic which is why I say I want to read fics that take Cas' side in the divorce *lol*)

I'm not even sure what the show is trying to say in terms of guilt regarding Jack. We can all see what was there on screen and make up our own minds (I'm in the "Sam and Dean have a brain too" camp that refuses to put the blame of Mary's death on Cas just because Cas didn't tell them about his suspicions right away. Dean didn't tell Cas about what Donatello said either! But well. Winchester morals, we know they suck. And the show often veers towards confirming Winchester morals even though we as viewers can see that they suck.)

Sorry for long rant. I have many feelings about this.

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wait I realized something

He was quoting the YANA campaign, aww! Hence why he looked so smug/impressed with that particular line lol

(also they were writing a song about Destiel and he went and referenced a project they did as themselves not as their characters hmmmmmm the fantasy was far too real something something)

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I’m so so so happy I didn’t make that spnblr list and I hope this means my contributions have been forgotten outright by everyone. I remember making some really, really terrible things and writing fanfic that would make your eyes bleed. We’re talking members of the cast knew who I was levels of bad.

Unfortunately, I’m still known in the HP fandom (even off tumblr) for creating a ship that should never, ever have existed in the first place. I’m a little surprised I’ve never been sent a letter from JKRs lawyers to remove said contributions, but I think they have bigger fish to fry.

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I am super against light pollution, and have been for decades

but I am also super annoyed by the way it's framed as "without light pollution you can see how beautiful the night sky is" way more prominently than it's framed as "hey, did you ever stop to think of how much energy/resources/money are literally wasted by having so much light shine up into the sky?"

so people get the idea that light pollution can only be remedied by eliminating all night-time light, which would make being outside at night very inconvenient, instead of by making night-time light shine only on the ground where, y'know, the people who need it are

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Can’t stop thinking about how many spn episodes are like “here is a monster created by suffering, by cruelty, by violence and trauma. Made inhuman by inhumanity. The first victim of this monster is itself. Now we will shoot it with a gun.”

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i haven't fact checked the supernatural convention cruise trip btw i'll just accept it as real because it's the funniest news i've seen in a while. also it has great horror movie potential. what could go wrong with putting three main actor men and their richest fans onto a boat in international waters. hilarious.

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absolutely robbed of a scene where dean realizes that cas LETS him hold him back

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